ends.

most probably this will be my last post in 2010
i know myself wont suddenly become so rajin go n write another post again
plus i've nothing to write also
so im very very sure to say
this is my last post in year 2010!!

hmm...
i want to take this chance to say thank you
to everyone who helped me before in this year
i dont care what you did or helped me
i just want to say thank you to you
i really really appreciated it! :)

next...
i gotta take this chance to say sorry too
sorry to the one i hurt before
so sorry to you!
*seriously hope you see this. ><*
and of course sorry to others too
maybe i just accidentally fell your water bottle?
*this is what i always did. XD*
so sorry la
hope u forgive me kay?
i know u will
XD

a brand new year is coming soon
lets forget everythings that made you sad
and left only the happy moments
the next year will be better
yes, it will
if you believe. =)

it's time to say good-bye to 2010
and hello to 2011
no matter what year is it
just do what you like
be happy
and enjoy your life!
good luck everyone. =]





it all ends here.
bye 2010 :)

31/12/10

31/12/2010
没错
又是一年里的最后一天了
日子怎么就过得这么快啊？

今年的我
怎么说
过得不是很快乐
但也不是不快乐啊
还真是矛盾
不管怎么样日子还是要过的不是吗？
不对
是都已经过去了
所以就别管它快不快乐了
你都已经走到这里来了
还能怎么样？

其实今年大致上都还好啦
就失去和错过的事情多了些
失去了和好朋友同班的机会
错过了期盼已久的hari koko演出机会
错过了kh节时和大家一起烘制蛋糕的机会
失去了当学记的机会
错过了和大家一起拿pmr成绩的机会
错过了和大家一起去lagoon玩的机会
错过了和大家一起参加教练家party的机会
失去了最爱的婆婆
失去了你 ><

说实话
失去和错过了那么多事情
还蛮伤心的
算了
它们都过去了
统统都忘掉吧！
只要笑一笑，没有什么事情是过不了的
话不是这么说吗？XD

再想想
今年好像也破了蛮多记录的
就刚才所说的
失去和错过的事情最多的一年
生病次数最多的一年
出国次数最多的一年
生日最快乐的一年
当书呆子最久的一年
上中学后成绩最好的一年
新朋友最多的一年
最不疯的一年
睡眠最少的一年
小说读得最少的一年
被挨骂最少的一年
对着电脑最长的一年
目前最忙碌的一年
。。。 。。。
还真多
不过还好啦
有好的也有不好的
平均了！
所以总结来说
今年的我过得
就这样！XD

希望明年会有一个很好的开始
凡事都顺顺利利
还有
别再像今年一样错过那么多了 @@
千万不要！

新的一年
新的一切
我 拼了！

祝大家
2011 加油 :)

30/12/10

4 days
my holidays left only 4 days!!
omg why so fast?
after 4 days i've to back to school
and starts everything again
have to learn many many new subjects
and many many works to do
aikkss
i can imagine my future life now
T^T
hope there's some empty space in my timetable
pls! @@

just let me enjoy the last 4 days of my holidays
and i'll back to the serious and nerd vivien
XD

p/s: i dont think im nerd but my friends always say i am...ok fine...dont waste my saliva again...XD


ok...
it's time to play now!
hooray!!~
=D

30/12/10

突然觉得自己这几天怪怪的
我得到了自己想要的成绩
为什么好像一点也不快乐？
总觉得好像少了什么似的

想了好久
现在终于想通了
确实是如此
真的少了点什么

以往得到好成绩
都会告诉婆婆的
但这一次
我能怎么办？
真的真的好希望她能听得到

记得当年拿到小六检定考试的成绩后
婆婆为我和同样考获全A的表弟举办了一场庆祝会
当时真的好高兴好高兴
如今呢？
什么都没有了

唉~
怎么办呢？
婆婆
我又想您了！
T^T




♥

28/12/10

some photos i took in teddy bear museum in jeju,korea.
paiseh ya gracey, now only finish uploading them. ><










i love this drama sooo much!!!!! ♥




teddy bear wearing LV!!!

28/12/10

im back!!!
sorry for disappear for so long time...><
went to korea last week
omg so cold there
realy cant tahan
-20°c!!!
luckily im back now
coz i think the weather there is abt -25°c now
phew~
i love malaysia! XD

went to school this morning
to buy books and take my pmr result!!!
walao im so scare man
although i alr knew it
but still a bit scare la...><
coz the vivien lo
told me she not very sure wor
what la
make me more gan jiong ==
omg! it's true!!!
like what my friends told me!!!
haha XD
finally no more worries about my pmr result from now on
i did it!!!!
straight A's!!!
u finally belongs to me!!!!!!!! ♥♥♥

present from my dad after he knew my pmr result...XD
bought in korea...
love it!!! ♥

p/s: heard my mum said my cousin bro's son n daughter got A H1N1!! omg serious???? realy realy hope they get well soon...MUST arh!!! @@

18/12/10

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中国报讯：教育部透露，2010年大马初级教育文凭考试成绩，将于本月23日公布。各校在当天早上10时发放成绩单。
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看到爸爸传来的简讯
心不由自主地变得好冷
看来在即将结束的这一年里
又得错过另一件事了

真的觉得今年所错过的事
好像多了一点
一直不停地告诉自己
错过的一切都会得回来的
可是偏偏这一件事情
我真的好不想错过
但命中注定了
我并不能和其他人同时一起拿到自己的成绩
算了吧
最终还是会知道的不是吗？
看来只能这样安慰自己了 =[

好吧
如果得到了自己想要得到的成绩
就允许自己开心一阵子吧
但如果是不想得到的
就让我伤心一阵子吧
因为觉得自己会有一阵子接受不到事实
毕竟自己真的付出了好多好多

不管怎样
还是祝大家都能得到自己想要的成绩
我们都是最棒的！=D



p/s: Regina arh...got so miss me meh?? I know sure got de...haha XD *dun say i perasan again!* Now im here lo, but paiseh u dun understand la, or maybe understand? X)

13/12/10

changed my song ...again! XD
hehe, im too free. =p
anyway, just listen to the song.
love it sooo much! =]

Always be mine - F.T Island

I hear you breathe
You're lying close to me
The shadows gone
I have found my peace

You make me calm
With you i'm safe from harm
And right by your side
I'll stay through the night 'til eternity
That's the way it will be

*And i wonder what you're dreaming of
You're so peaceful when you sleep
Everything i want everything i need is lying here in front of me

And if i ever lose my power to fly
Then your love takes me high
I'll always be true to you
Sometimes i think i might lose it all
Guess the chances are small
'cause you hold me close i feel you near
Don't let go say you'll always be here
So just hold me tight and i'll be fine
Dreaming you will always be mine

Just like the sun
You make me warm inside
Like a soft summer breeze
A moment to seize
So true i won't stop loving you

*

11/12/10

Oh yeah! Im here with my english post! I know grace cheng not going to read my chinese post anymore right? I write in ENGLISH now, happy? XD

Just backed from Penang yesterday! My dad working there so our whole family (except my elder sis) followed him there lo, since we have nothing to do at home. =p I missed Penang's beach so much! But too bad i've NO chance to take picture. T^T And yeah, i missed Penang's food too, especially Penang Char Koay Teow!!! Im sure i'll gain weight in this holidays. =[ K lo, no more supper from now on! Haha, stop saying about Penang's food, my saliva all come out already. XD

"santa claus is coming to town..."
My mum is listening to Chinese New Year's songs while im listening to Christmas's songs. Don't know why, i love Christmas more than Chinese New Year. And i always hope there is a christmas tree in my home. I asked my mum to buy a christmas tree for me for years but she always answer me with the same answer--"next year la." After 5 years of waiting, i gave up! Im not going to ask my mum buy a christmas tree for me anymore but i'll buy myself a christmas tree when i grow up! XD Yeah! I got new target now-- Earn money and buy myself a christmas tree!! But first sure have to study well la, if not how to earn money? XD Gambateh to myself!!!! =]

10/12/10

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一天，王子告诉她："我要和一位救过我的姑娘结婚了。"可如果人鱼公主不跟王子结婚，就会变成泡沫。王子带着新娘和人鱼公主乘船度蜜月。月光下，人鱼公主暗自哭泣，因为天亮时她将要变成泡沫而消失得无影无踪。此时姐姐们在海面上大声呼唤着她："妹妹！我们从女巫那儿求得了这把剑。你只要把它刺进王子的胸膛，你就不会变成泡沫了。"人鱼公主拿着这把用姐姐们美丽的头发换来的锋利的剑，想着自己不会变成泡沫，想着回到人鱼世界的情景，不由地心动了。她来到王子的船舱。王子睡得很熟很甜，人鱼公主几次举起剑又放下，她怎么能杀死自己心爱的人呢？"哦，我下不了手！我不能！"如果杀死王子，我活着还有什么意思？人鱼公主丢弃了剑，流着泪跑到甲板上，上自言自语地说：“王子！再见了。”人鱼公主的身体慢慢地，化做了许多五彩缤纷的泡泡。黎明的曙光，照耀着泡泡，而人鱼公主的身影，又像在泡泡中忽隐忽现的往上升。“我那可爱的妹妹，到那里去了！”王子正四处寻找人鱼公主。变成空气的人鱼公主只是对着王子看，很满足地往粉红云彩的深处飞去！
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白雪公主最后和王子过着幸福快乐的日子
睡美人一样和王子过得很幸福
为什么在众多公主中，只有人鱼公主的结局是如此？
望着自己爱的人和其他人走开了
自己却为了他慢慢地化为泡沫

一心只想知道海上的世界是如何的人鱼公主
在无意中遇到了自己所爱的人
为了他还以自己甜美的歌声与海中的女巫换来了一双腿
只为追求自己的真爱
但王子的心往往都不在她这儿
她能怎么办呢？

到最后
原本有机会保留自己性命的人鱼公主
却选择了牺牲自己，让自己爱的人幸福
而自己便慢慢地化为泡沫离去。。


我爱上了人鱼公主为了自己心爱的另一方而牺牲的勇气
她只希望对方幸福就足够了
但她有没有想过自己的感受？
应该是很心痛吧
为一个人牺牲了这么多
却得不到对方的一点爱
我办不到！
人鱼公主为了自己心爱的另一方而牺牲的勇气
是我永远也学不来的
只要对方开心就真的是好的吗？
那自己呢？
真的不了解，不了解。。@@

话说得没错
“情”字总伤人啊
要如何才能使它不伤人呢？
将来会懂的吧？XD

6/12/10

妈妈说
我的心意非常容易就能让别人知道
她说我想做什么，喜欢谁一眼就能看得出来
真的吗？
我告诉她是因为她是我妈妈才这么容易就看得出吧
她却告诉“就算不是跟你很熟，也能看得出。”
真的有那么容易吗？
那我是不是应该把自己的心封得紧一些呢？
但是把所有秘密都藏在心中
是很辛苦的

1/12/10

曾经我好羡慕别人
那么聪明，为什么我却不是。
长得那么漂亮，为什么那不是我。
人缘那么好，为什么我来来去去只有那几个朋友。
琴弹得这么好，为什么我只能对着那黑白键发呆。
歌唱得那么好，为什么我往往只能听到“玻璃裂咯”这四个字。
在赛场上跑得那么快，为什么我跑的速度永远和乌龟差不多。
画画得那么好，为什么我和他们的永远无法比较。

但是，我错了，彻彻底底地错了。
当回头看一看时，你就不会这么想了。
如果你因为觉得人家什么都比你好而伤心，那就太不应该了。
处在你后头的人，他们的心情又会是怎么样？
比你更伤心不是吗？
所以下一次在伤心之前，先想一想他人的感受吧！

在这个世界上，没有一个人是十全十美的。
就算是天才，也会有天才的烦恼。
人往往只能看到对方成功，被夸奖的那一面。
背后的努力谁看得见？
遇上挫折时懊恼不已，躲在暗地里哭泣的那一面谁又看见了？
对方成功，是因为他的努力，一切都是他应得的。
别再埋怨为什么自己做什么事情都失败，试问自己是否曾经努力过？
我相信只要努力，就一定会成功的。=]




如今的我，只要求活得快乐就够了。
凡事都不要求自己达到最完美，只要自己觉得尽力了就好。


只想做最真实的自己。
平平静静，无忧无虑地活着。
这样，多好。=]

30/11/10

Yeah! Finally im here! Miss me? XD Sorry ya Grace, quite busy this few days. Lots of things happend in this week. Im not going to write out what had happend cause i already forgot what had happend. XD LOL! Seriously, my mind blank when i started to blog. Like what my mum said --"u're just fifteen years old but seems like u're already 50 years old." haha, cause i always cant remember what she told me or what she asked me to do. =p

Anyway, i still can remember some of that la, as what my mum said, im just fifteen years old! So young la! LOL! Okok, i know u all are saying "perasan!" rite? Especially Grace! Ok lo then, stop perasan-ing. XD

1st, i got my handphone back! Wheee~ X) Finally! XD Almost 1 month separated with it, and finally i got it back. Best thing i can sms now, no need everytime go facebook tag tag TAG! But also cant sms too much la, if not later the bill come i'll die. XS

2nd, busying with orchestra stuff last week. Thinking for some games to play during the band camp for next year. Actually i no need to think de, cause im leader ma, but my group members like not co-operate at all, only 1 or 2 of them helping me. Grrrr~at the end i still have to think. ==

3rd, grandpa came! Owh~ i miss him so much. He came to do body checking and the doctor said something wrong with his lung! What?! No!! So doctor asked him to come again next week. @@ Hope everythings alright with him. ♥ you. =]

4th, busying with the [green apple]. This one make me damn headache now. Teacher said what have to save paper so ask me dont use so many pages, somore no need so many ajks! I think next year [green apple] only got around 10-11 ajks. == It means next year ajks got more works to do, so sorry to my dear ajks! And one more thing make me headache, i dont dare to read the ghost story! T^T But i scare later got many mistakes then cham lo, so i still have to read. *cry*

5th, my mum asked me to tidy my room+desk! Adui~this realy made me exhausted. Just realised i got sooooooo many rubbish!!! XD Cant even finish tidy them in 1 day, whole day also cant finish leh, can imagine how messy is my desk la. XD Luckily my mum bought 2 new racks for me and my sis, that means i got more places to keep my rubbish le! XD

6th, tuition again? Nooooooooo!!! I dont want!!! T^T Seriously i hate tuition during school holidays. We should spend our time on relaxing or do something more berfaedah during holidays rite? zzZ...why tuition centre love to have classes during school holidays? Somore the teacher gave us lots of homeworks to do...=[ hate it hate it HATE IT!!!


Although im quite busy but i'll enjoy myself too. As i say school holidays ma, should relax! XD I'll relax by playing my flute, listen to music and watch drama!! But the Mamet told me these all not consider as relax, then for him what consider as relax? Play games? Maybe lo. XD But for me watching drama is the best thing you can do if u want to relax! ♥

Nowadays watching this drama. Nice nice! X) Actually i already watch it for the 3rd time! XD Haha. No choice lo, my Hong Ki inside ma.♥ Grace! U can watch it from 8tv start from next month! XD



Oh ya, yesterday was my Nicholas Teo's birthday! Happy Belated Birthday to him! =] Awaiting for his new album now. @@

December coming soon, 20 minutes more. So fast!!! Hope everythings alright in this month, lt's the last month in year 2010. =]

And last, all the best to the one who having her grade 8 piano exam tomorrow. It's u, Regina! XD I think u'll see this after your exam la, it's ok la, as long as u did well in ur exam. Good luck arhhh!!!!! =] Waiting to see your distinction cert oh! =D

Okay, i've nothing to blog le, enough for this post. I'll try my best to update at least once a week ok? Will more than 1 time la i think. X) Kk...bye~ ♥

24/11/10

Yeee~nowadays so busy until NO time to update my blog. So sorry! @@ Busying on many many stuffs, somore have to attend tuition class. *urgh!* I hate it so much! ><

And now, im not going to update my blog too (actually this alreday consider as update la)...just to let you all know im still alive. XD

Kay, stop here and bye!~ I'll be back soon! =]

19/11/10

I WATCHED "HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS PART 1"!!!!!!!!
Sooooooooooooooo happy now~ =D
Waited it for abt one year plus le, and finally...i watched it!!! XD
It's soooooo awesome!
Much more better than "Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince" and "Harry Potter and The Order of The Phoenix".
The story line exactly same like the story book, but still got some parts skipped already. Aikksss, but overall the same la, so i know what will happen the next while watching. XD
Still remember first time when i watch the trailer, i screamed in the cinema. LOL! Too excited that time. If not wrong that time we going to watch "Inception", and everyone in the cinema staring at me, aiyo so malu la. @@
And now, i've to wait for another 8 months for the part 2 to come out. Argh! Why im a Harry Potter fan leh??? 8 months leh!!!!!!!!!! T^T Nvm, i'll be very very patient and wait for it. =] Countdown-ing 8 months!!!!! ><












Hope i got chance to watch again. XD
LOL! I just heard onefm teaching people some spell from Harry Potter leh. Woah! Radio also teach such thing? My favourite spell--Wingardium Leviosa *to make an object fly*. XD


My ticket! XD


Gracey and me! Hope she likes the Christmas present i gave her, i know abit too early now. ><


p/s: Having orchestra meeting tomorrow, going to have another job to do le i think. haiz~ Gambateh to myself! =]

想念

为什么这几天的蚂蚁好像特别多啊？
真的很讨厌！
妈妈也是的
明知道我最怕蚂蚁
也不来帮忙
还说我吵醒她睡觉！
我快疯了！！
为什么每一次看到蚂蚁全身就会起鸡皮疙瘩？
蚂蚁们
你们行行好吧！
离我远一点，好吗？
拜托了！@@

15/11/10

Had a weird dream yesterday night and i cried for the whole morning. Urgh! I know i'm stupid. It just a dream but it seems so true in the real life. Really scare about it. T^T Well, hope i won't think so much la, i know myself can't do that. Aiksss~ =[

Went tuition today. Im soooo blurrrr!!! Not really understand what teacher trying to say. zzZ...dun care la! No mood to study now, just leave them aside first. ==

Going to watch "Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows" with Gracey, Vivien and Ching them at ioi this Friday! Sooo excited now, can't wait for it anymore!!! Trying to ask my dad help us book tickets now. >< Wish me luck! =D

14/11/10

Yeah! My blogging mood back! Maybe just for few minutes la, so must faster update my blog, if not later the mood gone again. XD Just done a report by myself, without anyone help! That time so scare the president will return the report to me and ask my to do again. -__- But luckily she didn't! Haha, thanks la hui wen! =D Somore her comment is not bad leh, ahhh...thank you so much! Damn happy now, cause this is my first report, no experience at all leh. I'll keep on going de, gambateh! =]

Repeated to watch this cartoon again. My favourite Disney princess among the 6 princess, if Mulan not counted then 6 la. It's her! Ariel from The Little Mermaid. I also don't know why i love her so much. I love every Disney princess but she is the 1 that i love the most. Maybe i got lots of memories from her? I still remember first time i watched this cartoon is about 3 or 4 years old. That time still in Taiping, somore that time still using video tape leh. Owh, really long long time ago leh. I think my mum threw it away when we migrate to KL. Aiksss~ Now have to watch through internet le. =[

And and and...i found that i love Little Mermaid more than Harry Potter leh! I know both of them totally different things la, but if u give me choose want to watch Little Mermaid or Harry Potter i'll choose Little Mermaid. =p So sorry Harry! But but but i love Hello Kitty more than Little Mermaid! Haha XD I got lots of memories from Hello Kitty too.




I remember i drew before one picture of Little Mermaid, but don't know where i put it now. >< Anyway, love Little Mermaid so soo sooo muchieeee!!!!! ♥o♥ Life without Little Mermaid is sooooo weird! For me la. XD


Yesterday was my elder sister's 18th birthday. Happy belated birthday to u! XD She said she don't want so fast 18 years old, cause my mum asked her go and donate blood tomorrow! XD Haha, but i told her got advantage also, she can watch 18PL movies leh. LOL! XD Anyway, wish her all the best in future and enjoy her 18 years old life! =D

My mum asked me follow my younger sister go swimming tomorrow morning. Oh no! She going with 5 of her friends and who going to accompany me? Duh, don't want la. Somore they going at 8.30 am like that. So early then ask me swim? No no no! I prefer playing badminton, or anything else as long as not swimming. =]

Kay kay, stop here. Nothing to blog le. Wish everyone of you happy holidays! Opps, only form 3 holidays. Sorry sorry! Correction--Wish all form 3s happy holidays, all form 5s happy revision and the rest which are form 1s, form 2s and form 4s, wish everyone of u enjoy the last few days of school! =]

I do miss school and my friends lerr~ =[ What to do? The holidays still got long long time to go...aiksss~ T^T

12/11/10

Nowadays busy until no mood for blogging le. So many works to do. ><

Gambateh to myself!

It's my sister's birthday tomorrow! Yeah! Got cake to eat le...hungry leh~ =p

Kay, stop here! I don't know what to blog le.

10/11/10

人，为什么就是有那么多事情可烦呢？

真的

真的

好烦啊！！！！！

能否让我有停下来喘口气的机会？

9/11/10

This post is abit lame la, u all can choose not to read it. XD

I remember one of my AFTER PMR TO-DO-LISTS is try to know the differents between Power rangers and Ultraman right? Finally knows what's the differents between them. Thanks to wikipedia. XD

Differents:
Power rangers got 5/6 but Ultraman only got 1.
Power rangers are smaller in size. (same as human)
Ultraman is bigger in size. (bigger than human)
meaning:


Power rangers, normal human and Ultraman.

Understand?
LOL! So lame la. XD
Kay, until here enough la.

Hehe, i saw this pic while searching for Power rangers pics. So cute neh!~ XD
Of course, it's Hello Kitty leh.



cute cutee cuteeeee!~ =D



Vivien's After PMR to-do-lists:

/hang out with frens
/orchestra practice
/barbecue party at wai ching's house
/help mum wash her car
/bake cake
/try to know what are the difference between ultraman n power ranger
try to know whats so nice about dota
draw many many pictures
/watch movies
plan somethings for WO activities next year
/青苹果 >_<

*/=done!*

8/11/10

3 sorpo coming to my house tomorrow! Emm..i mean later. Ok la, dont call them sorpo...3 lenglui coming to my house later! *dun perasan ya grace!* At about 6.30-6.45am like that. Soooo early right? Aikss, i want to sleep la. Sacrifice my time for 3 of you leh, remember to say thank you ya! We going to bake cake tomorrow! Opps, again...i mean later, cause teacher going to teach us decorate cake on wednesday and she asked us to bring our own cake. Somore we have to finish the "mee goreng asli" leh, i dont want to finish all the mee myself. ><

Have tuition later. Urgh! Add math somore. T^T Better the physics la, i really cant understand what teacher trying to say. =[

Hope i can wake up later. Dont feel like sleeping now.=]

p/s: Went to Giant just now. Hello Kitty biscuits out of stock again?! What the...!!! I know why, cause too many people love hello kitty rite? I know i know, understand la...XD

7/11/10

我还以为

失去得越多

得到的也会越多

但好像并不是如此


最近失去的

已远远超越得到的

我真的开始害怕了

我到底

做错了什么？


不要这样

好吗？

6/11/10

Urgh! So hot la the weather, going to melt soon. =[ I hope can go for swimming, but no one fetch me. Haiz~

When only can get back my handphone? 3 days until 1 week now 1 month! Wth, They say what something motherboard got problem then they've to order from the HQ. I've to wait for about 1 month like that. Nooooo! 1 week i still can tahan, but 1 month...I want sms la!! =[ Now grace got her own handphone already but cant sms with her. Haiz, cant be the first one who sms her le. TT^TT

My dad bought a clock for me yesterday since got problem with my old clock. Changed new batteries but not function too. Anyway, thank you so much daddy. Love you! =]

it's hello kitty, again! =p

♥ hello kitty

想说的话

说不出口

我

没那个勇气

真失败！=[

等待-5/11/10

♥ 이홍기

Happy Deepavali to all the indians and Happy Holidays to the others who not celebrating Deepavali. Enjoy yourself ya! =] Have a nice day!

Parents went out. Both of my sisters went out. Sad, no one accompany me at home, alone leh. Haiz, only dog stay at home with me, but cant chat with him also. =[ Hmm...i think this is the most suitable time for me to done my homework gua, but i've no mood to do leh. Online better! Lazy to write essay la, 3 essays leh! Walao, i don't want. =[

My elder sister's birthday coming soon. Don't know what to give her leh. Because this is her 18 years old birthday, so must at least give something special for her la, but don't know what present is the best leh. Bake a cake for her? or what? Any suggestion?=p

aisk, using my sis laptop to online. Damn lag la...@@


당신을 사랑해요~

我。你

有时候我一直在想

人为什么一定要有感情？

没有感情

就不会伤心

没有感情

就不会快乐

没有感情

我可以轻而易举地把你给忘了

不需要每天想着

自己到底是对还是错

好烦！

还是改不了那个坏习惯

我的视线里一定要有你

回忆不重要

最重要的是自己心里怎么想

嗯

我知道

跟着心走就是了。

好吧

我放弃了

我是不该这样

但我忘不了也放不下

我

认输了！ =[

3/11/10

今天经过曾经属于3T班同学的课室
好久没爬上四楼了
好喘哦
突然好怀念和大家一起上课的时光
老师教课时在后面偷偷讲话
和老师顶嘴的时光都通通过去了
一年也很快就会过去了

感觉昨天是开学的第一天
但如今学期就快结束了
我也在人家所谓“最好的班”上了接近一年的课
其实是还不错啦
开始时确实有些不习惯
但我还是觉得不要读第一班好
一来压力很大
二来竞争也很大
大家都太关注成绩单上分数的高低了
往往只要你的分数比其他人好一些就会被说“串（骄傲）”
没错，这是个人的经验

曾经的我就是因为怕压力大
所以故意在中一最后一次考试时成绩考差一点
如我所愿
我的成绩从第4名跌到第15名
自然而然地留在第二班
但中三时妈妈要我进第一班
加上个人的某些原因
好吧，拼了！
当时老师告诉我们，中三时会保留在同样的班
我当然是很气了
我努力了这么久换来的是一句“不会换班”？
后来想了想，对我来说这应该是一个好消息不是吗？
我不需要和我的朋友分开叻
不是很好吗？

但事情往往不是我们想要的那样
才刚告诉自己不换班是有好处的
老师就告诉我们会换班
就这样，我在第二班上了几天的课后被调到第一班
感觉那些被调下第二第三班的人都好讨厌我哦
我好像抢了他们的位置似的
那种感觉真的很不好受
为此还哭了好久
过后，我看开了
我是该接受一切的安排

整年下来
喜怒哀乐都尝过了
最大的收获应该是认识了好多新朋友吧
这也让我有了两班不同的朋友
有时和新朋友混在一起
被旧朋友说不理睬他们
和旧朋友一起
却被新朋友说同样的东西
虽然没有当着我的面前说，但都被我听到了
你们要我怎么样呢？
我不可能变成两个人吧？
这种感觉你们根本不懂
或许这就是我们之间的友谊等待被考验的时候吧！
不管怎样
我还是这样走过来了。=]

我觉得最好的解决方法
应该是大家都进同一班吧？
这样一来，这一类事情都不会发生了吧
没错！那么，大家加油吧!
不对，应该是祝大家获得好成绩。=]
可以的啦！

3/11/10

Helped to do chinese society stuff in school today. Went to school today because have something to discuss with Pn. Goh. She was busy yesterday so she asked me to discuss today, so i've to go to school...haiz~ =[

I've NO tuition today. Oh yeah! Means i got free time today, can do whatever i like. =D But there are 3 bm essays plus 1 rumusan waiting for me. =[ *cried* NOOO!!! TT^TT I don't want homework!! I don't want to do homework!

WO practice on this saturday cancelled again. What?! Again? argh!! Don't always cancel la. I want practice!!!!!!!!! =s

-end-

2/11/10

Went to school today due to my boringness of staying at home. I got nothing to do beside watching tv, use computer and read my harry potter. Aiyo, really boring la. Actually go to school also very boring la, but at least got activities or games to play lo. Today teacher gave us the prizes for explorace last week. We got the 1st place leh! Fuiyoh!!~ Thought we got 2nd again. Not bad not bad, but the prizes...haiz, what la! A big box which full of biscuits, soft drink, mee goreng asli plus some snacks. Really sweat la! Who wants all those things? Like all from unwanted hampers~ ==

Started my form 4 tuition yesterday. First 2 subjects were chemistry and add maths. The chemistry still ok, cause first chapter nothing de. What introduction of chemistry, history of chemistry something la. But the teacher damn boring, not funny at all. Keep talk and talk non stop for 1hr plus. Then the add maths, agree with what sinwei said. Many question marks on my head during the lesson. Need teacher to explain many times only understand, but still blurrrr!@@ Omg! I cant fail my add maths, i must good in math. Must work harder!! >.<

Nowadays influenced by sinwei and wee ern, i go and listen to korean songs although i cant understand what they singing. Found out that some songs really nice leh, not bad wor. Somore got so many lengzai! hahaXD Serious lo, all so lengzai de. Especially Hong Gi from F.T Island! Aiyo, cant tahan liao. So sorry Nicholas Teo! xp Love you too ya! =] Btw sinwei says he not lengzai at all. =[ Her Super Junior more lengzai. Suan liao lo, i like than ok liao, different ppl got different taste mar.=p

Lee Hong Gi!!♥.♥

♥♥♥

1/11/10

Have to start my form 4 tuition today. What the, i not yet rest enough la. NOOOOOOO!

I don't want to go tuition! Seriously i'll become crazy! T^T

Somone help me please!~@@

30/10/10

Went to school yesterday. So tired leh, coz yesterday's activity was fashion show and i went and helped them lo. Actually is 3E class in charge everythings but i saw Grace and others so kesian ma helped them lo. But some teachers think that i am 3E student then keep asked me to do this do that. Go and arrange chairs la, go and pick up the rubbish. Sumore one of the teacher told me "Make sure tak ada rubbish on the floor. Nama apa? vivien...ok. Nanti ada rubbish saya cari kamu ah...!" What the, shocked when the teacher told me this. Ok lo, i go picked up the rubbish. After that the teacher asked me go and carry 2 tables down from bilik muzik. What la, how am i going to carry oh? Im still picking rubbish on the floor leh, sumore im helping grace to tape the walkway. At last Aaron helped me to carry the table, thank you so much Aaron!! =] Overall not bad la the fashion show, btw gratz to Vishan who got the 1st place in the fashion show. =D

Hmm, i've nothing to blog la today. Waiting for my sister to come back. Miss her so much. Sumore my dad promised us when my sister back will buy donuts for us to eat. Haha, i really loves to eat la. So Winnie Tan, faster come back la! Im so hungry now, waiting for you~ =]


每个人都可以为了另一个人而
认真地活者
伤心地活着
更或者是
开心地活着
我选择了为你开心地活着
大家都开心
不是很好吗？ =]


-end-

28/10/10

Im so tired weih, plus my muscle damn pain now. Argh! >< All because of the explorace lo. Haiz, who ask me didnt exercise and suddenly exercise so much, sure pain de. This was the best explorace that i've ever been through! Luckily they didnt play flour and water but we still have to run, run n run like crazy! >< Still remember at the last checkpoint teacher asked us what we learnt and some comments about the explorace, and wai ching answered:"I suddenly feel that this school memang besar!" Serious lo, we're like run n run none stop around the school compound for 100 times! Not hiperbola kay? This is what i feel. So lazy to tell you all more about the explorace la. So sorry! But i know somone will willing to help me. It's you, Grace Cheng Tze Kuan! For those who are interested about our explorace yesterday can go and read her blog la...link:http://preciousmemories-gracey.blogspot.com Thank you so much ya grace! I know u sure feel so proud cause can help me right? Not need shy la. XD

Sent my handphone to service centre yesterday. Owh! I'll miss u...very very much! So, i've no handphone now until next monday i think. =[ Luckily i can live without my handphone! hahaXD Just cannot sms lo, nvm la few days only, wont die la! XD

I shouldn't go to school today! Aiks, i thought today is what story telling but end up teacher asked us to perform. == Luckily wind orchestra saved me! Ponteng into the band room with yingting, jianhan and hwaibeng. Actually not ponteng la, we doing works inside. Check and count our new T-shirt and tie. Omg! Love them soooo much! So nice leh. cant wait to wear them la. XD

Forced by teacher to go to school tomorrow. zzZ..i hate people forcing me! Stupid teacher! >< Anyway, going to support the fashion show tomorrow. Grace Cheng, i supporting your class's activities leh! Remember to say thank you! Cause i know sure few peoples going to school tomorrow, sumore today teacher asked who coming to school for kacau others people 1 no need go tomorrow, then few peoples will support the fashion show only. Remember to say thanks la! =p


anti EMO!!!!!!!!!! =]


-end-

26/10/10

Skipped school today. hehe~ Im not lazy but what's the point of going to school? wasting time? Yes, it is. Going to school to waste your time. Somore today is what "kempen membaca" ==...ya, the school thinks that we need to study more, study until crazy is the best la...zzZ...Don't know who so free go n think all these lame activities, u just let me sit in the class n do my own stuff enough la, i'll appreciate it.

Yesterday's activities was movie sharing, er...this activities still ok but still cant get some attraction from me. First movie called what "ace ventura something something..." forgot what name ><. I didnt watch but i think it was funny cause i heard grace keep laughing at the back...hahaxD I was sleeping in front with vivien n wai ching =p So tired larh! After that we watched "Mr. Bean holidays". Yeah, finally got something interesting to watch. I didnt watch this movie before n finally got chance to watch. When im small my mum dont allow me to watch Mr. Bean cause she said later i learn what he did. Ok fine, now i got chance to watch but who say the recess bell rang and teacher asked us go for recess. After recess the teacher didnt continue that movie n show us another movie...== We watched a bit of "Narnia" n "G.I.Joe". At last, due to some technical problem we cant continue to watch any movies, n end up i didnt watch any movies completely. Really wasting my time! urgh!~ Actually got another reason i dont want to go to school---i can escape from somone! Dont think so much, i want to escape from a teacher la. Cause he's/she's soo annoying n dont know how to respect other peoples. I don't want to see him/her now. Although i know one day i still have to sit down n discuss something with him/her, but i don't want now please! I don't want him/her spoil my mood anyway, so i'll skip school as many days as i can! =p

Argh! Im so hungry now cause i skipped my lunch today. I know la, this is not good for my health. But how i know? Just now during lunch time i was so full n now i was so hungry. Anyway, im going to find some snack or anything to eat now. Im coming!~ =p

-end-

24/10/10

Changed my blog's background. I know u all sure very happy cause no more HELLO KITTY this time! I'm sure u all see until very sien liao only change it to NOT hello kitty leh, sacrifice a lot. T^T But my next background will be hello kitty again, for sure! haha XD Cant live without kitty. Btw, love this background too. I love ice cream!! =D I can eat ice cream for my breakfast, lunch n dinner. Any flavor except strawberry, i also dont know why i hate strawberry flavor although i love pink. Anyway ice cream will make u fat, cant eat so much oh...=[

Went wai ching's hse ytd for barbeque party. Wootz! I really enjoy myself there. Reached her hse about 4.30 pm like that and started to make puding with charlene. After vivien reached her hse and we started to make sushi. Having fun while making sushi. And of course the sushi taste good! XD The barbeque started at about 7 something. While eating dont know who, forgot that person, suggested everyone to try some carlsberg. They poured some into my cup and i stared at vivien. And im surprised she also staring at me! XD Well, we didnt tried b4 and dont dare to try it. But at last, since everyone trying then we also try lo. I just tried a little bit then poured the left to vivien's cup. Eww~i dont like that taste. It's so bitter and er...i dont know how to describe. I just hate it! >< And same for vivien, she just left the cup with the remained beer on the table and walked away. Really dont know why so many peoples love to drink beer. Got so nice meh? Really dont know.

Bored. Haiz...i repeated this word for numerous times. But it's true! I have nothing to do. Decided to leave the [Green Apple] aside 1st. But actually i almost done everything, just waiting for form 2s to finish their exam so i can held a meeting with them. So im currently free now. Whee~ Spent most of my time on computer, tv and story books nowadays. I love this type of life although it was boring. Nothings for u to worry about, no homeworks, no exam...who doesnt like it??

Doing some quiz in facebook now, so lame! But who cares, as long as can reduce my boringness im willing to do. XP


If whats your friend told me was real. Then, i felt so sorry to you. S.O.R.R.Y ><

-end-

22/10/10

又到了10月里的第22天
没错，就是10月22日
恭喜两位寿星--薇晴 aka Dr. shirota n 红树林 & mamet aka hamster
生日快乐！
又老一岁了哦！
欢迎加入我们15岁的阵营中
热烈欢迎！！=D

先说薇晴好了
认识她有三年了吧
我们是怎么认识的？
让我想想...
对了，记得那时候是form 1
认识的朋友并不多
她是第一个主动跟我说话的人
可能她忘了，但我可记得一清二楚
那时候，跟她不是很好，但算是好朋友吧
到form 3 我们又同班了，真是有缘leh
而且是出乎我的预料我们会这么好噢

记得她曾经为了我留下来陪我一起温习功课
其实那时我真的很怕
因为离预试只剩下一个星期了
而我什么都还没开始温习
当我听到她的提议时，真的真的很感动
如果有机会，我还想跟她说一声“谢谢！”

当我伤心的时候，她会安慰我
当我感到压力的时候，她会开导我
婆婆去世的时候，她陪我一起哭
我不知道
这样的朋友
哪里还能找得到


[注：此篇特别为了 aaron ng, jun E 和所有好奇的人而写]

我们称薇晴为 Dr. Shirota 和 红树林的原因

先从红树林说起
这要说回好久好久以前，其实也不会太久啦
三位好友约好放学后一起温习功课
她们分别是甲﹑乙和丙
当天温习的科目是Geografi

就这样，读着读着
突然...

甲：“红树林是不是飘在水面上的？”
乙和丙马上互相对望，两人都被她所说的话吓到了
乙：“如果红树林飘在水面上，那不是全国都飘完了？”
丙：“对咯对咯，那不是每天都出现在不同的地方？”
乙假扮新闻播报员：“您好，现在来为您报道我国红树林的最新动态。今天的红树林飘到了位于吉隆坡的巴生港口。想要目睹这壮观奇景的朋友，请尽快来到这里哦！”
笑笑笑笑笑！
丙：“还有还有，这样hor...我们每一次考试的答案不是就不一样了？”
甲：“对咯hor...”

原来甲一直以来都以为红树林是飘在水面上的
也不能怪她啦
图片确实是这样画的

没错，从此以后我们都称甲，也就是薇晴为红树林！


再来是 Dr.Shirota
一天，班上其中一位同学突然心血来潮
为大家都取了一个外号
每位都是以产品研发人或代言人来取名
所以薇晴就这样被取名为 Dr. Shirota
也就是 Yakult 的研发人


好啦，就说到这里。aaron & jun e...满意吗？


接下来是 mamet
认识他有...5年了
他还是一样
没什么改变
就是一位很谈得来的好友
但他今天快把我气死了
一来连续两年没有回复我的生日祝福 sms
二来没有把我熬了好多夜才完成的生日卡带回家
的确很气人
但好在他遇到一个不小气的人
看在你生日的份上，算了吧！



两位寿星，要快乐哦！
永远永远地快乐！=]


-雯-

21/10/10

Skipped school again today due to my laziness. Owh, i really lazy to go to school nowadays. It's really boring at school, nothing for me to do. Play congkak again? or IQ test? no! i don't want! So, i prefer sleep at home..=p Yeah! If going to school i'll wake up at 6 a.m, then i'll take a nap in the afternoon. But i don't think it's a nap, cause i'll sleep for about 2 hours, maybe can call it as a long nap? lol. If im not going to school i'll wake up at 9 something or maybe 10 something. After that i won't take a nap anymore. Like that can save more time right? Yes! Going to school is just wasting your time, but hope my mum won't force me go to school...=[

Argh! I feel so stress now. The [Green Apple] is torturing me...=[ I need some ideas urgently, but my brain not working. AHHHHHHH!!! im dead this time. Btw thanks to Celion Tang, my dear assistant. Lets work hard together, think think THINK!!

Im going to Wai Ching's hse barbeque party this Saturday. But how am i going to play happily with them? I don't know whether im correct or wrong. Quite sad when i saw my mum status in facebook. We're not going back due to some reasons, maybe will go back on another day. Hope my mum won't be sad anymore. I heard she told Lucas*dog* she's so sad cause she can't back. Hmm...hopes everything alright. Myself also quite sad actually...haiz...i miss u, grandma.

it's 22th of october tomorrow! So fast leh...2 person going to become fifteen years old lo. Hehe...gratz to Wai Ching n Maverick! Not going to wish both of u happy birthday first. Still got er...6 more hours to go. Haha! XD Hope both of u will like what we prepare tomorrow, we've prepared it for weeks leh. Hope tomorrow will be the best birthday for both of u. Cause everyone said fifteen years old birthday was the best birthday ever. Haha, agree agree! For me, it was my best birthday ever, the most memorable birthday! I think next year won't be same as this year.

owh, my mum is shouting my name. K la, stop here. Bye bye!

vivien

20／10／10

噢不, 又来了。
为什么我一定要面对这一些?
这是今年里的第几次了？

好好的星期六, 本来是说好一起去薇晴家开bbq party 的。
我们还为了这个party 买了九件同样的衣服
可是刚才舅舅打来说要我们回去拜婆婆。
妈妈刚开始是没关系的，可是我看得出她真的很想回去。

如今, 又是到我做决定的时候了。
我该怎么办才好呢？有没有哪个人自愿安慰我一下?
我真的好烦。好烦。好烦!

20102010

i cant wait for it anymoreeeee!!!!
argh!~

1 more month to go T^T

nvm...

i can read the storybooks while waiting for it

=]

i ♥ Harry Potter!!!!~

19/10/10

went to school today...
haha...
so rajin leh...
not like me oso...
no la...
actually got something to do...
tot i can finish my story book in school...
hu say got teacher asked me n grace go n help her type sijil...
wat the...
stupid...
cant read my story book at all...
argh!
sumore after finish typing she asked us whether we cuming to skul tmr...
then grace faster say dun hav...
phew~
if not tmr hav to help her again...
i dunwan!

only 6 person went orchestra practice just now...
including me!
walao eh...
the attendance realy nice leh...
can i give merit marks?
haha...
if can i'll give de...
realy lo...
all wind orchestra members...
dun always ponteng la...
pls come for practice! @@

oh ya...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!
to
dearrr celion...
mithra...
n winnie...
all the best to 3 of u...=]

17/10/10

my life after PMR is just boring n boring...
the only word i can describe what i feel now---BORING!...
but i dont mind...
just let it be boring...
it's better than ask me to study...
NO!

not realy like this year life...
coz i feel like everyday studying...
everyday holding a book...
nerd!
feels like want to vomit if i c any books now...=s
everyday repeating the same things...
damn sien...
i wont let my form 4 life like this again...
wont let it be as busy as this year...
WON'T!

actually there's lots of things waiting for me...
but...but...but...
i just too lazy...ahhhhh...
decided to rest for 1 more week only start to do those wat i shud do...
can gua?
can la...dun care...=p
give me rest la...
with nothing to worry abt...
pls!~ @@
i realy enjoy now...

spend most of my time on computer n tv now...
yea...i watched lots of drama...
lots of movies...
n my mum didnt scold me!
fuiyoh!~
she ask me to rest sumore...
hohoho...XD
but im sure she'll scold me if i continue like this...

i want to go orchestra practice!!
but i've to wait...wait...n wait...
until when...i also duno...
coz form 4 started their exam d...
n soon form 1 n 2 will start too...
haiz...
just...be patient~ T^T


-end-

14/10/10

错过 不能说是一种悲哀
种子错过了春风 腐烂在泥土里
果实错过了采摘 落在地上
世界上的事情 往往因为错过才显得美丽
况且 我们今日的得到
也许 就是昨日错过的结果
错过是一种感受 一种经历
一次次的错过 已经为我们筑成了一座成熟的金字塔
总有一天 我们将学会把握
那是因为我们曾经 错过


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整年下来 真的错过了好多好多
我是该高兴还是伤心呢？

12/10/10

Like Like Like!!
enjoy everyone =]

12/10/10

can i shout??
yeah of course!
AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!~
cool!

finally finally n finally...
the stupid PMR is over!!!!
omg! time passes really fast weh...

finally...
i no need to sit in front of my desk n study every night...

finally...
i no need wake up earlier for study...

finally...
i no need to stay up late at nite for study...

finally...
no one will ask me go study...

finally...
i no need to face reference books anymore...

finally...
i can do watever i like now...

finally...
i can use comp!

finally...
i wun be stress anymore...

finally...
I CAN REST!!!

yeap...it's time for us to rest...
so...
just relax...
do watever u want to do now...^^


AFTER PMR TO-DO-LISTS:

♥ hang out with frens
♥ orchestra practice
♥ barbecue party at wai ching's house
♥ help mum wash her car
♥ bake cake
♥ try to know what are the difference between ultraman n power ranger
♥ try to know whats so nice about dota
♥ draw many many pictures
♥ watch movies
♥ plan somethings for WO activities next year
♥ 青苹果 >_<

18/9/2010

gave myself 1 day to rest ytd...
im just TOO tired...
TOO stress...
ya...
everyone giving me stress...zz

NO!

i hate this type of life...
no freedom at all...
i want to do what i like what i really want...
T^T

skul going to reopen tmr...
means pmr is nearer...
not really finish my revision...
haiz...
i think i've to stay back after skul to study start from monday...
coz at home i sure sleep sleep n sleep de...
haha...ya im pig...
i love to sleep! XD

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                           

i really think of that before

but

im just

...

...

...

useless

SORRY!

17/9/10

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之间

之间-张栋樑

过去那氛围 要如何维持多一会
谁能保证 热情不退
我太习惯事与愿违
我想你错了 我不是什么都可以无所谓
在爱或不爱退或不退之间
你和我忽近忽远 像在兜圈
这些年多少曲折蜿蜒 我就快要分裂
当初那些画面 需要多少时间还原
如果放开手让爱恢复自由
就算那是一种借口
我会愿意承受
我们在幸福和不幸福之间
在痛或不痛快不快乐之间
至少我们都不是没有感觉
到底为了什么改变
你和我忽近忽远 像在兜圈
当初那些画面 需要多少时间还原


click here之间-张栋樑

13/9/10

i hate traffic jam!
i hate traffic jam!!
i hate traffic jam!!!