continue.

raining

raining

non-stop raining

and end up

flood!

urgh!

i hate this weather

i tot cny suppose to be very very hot???

enjoyed.

omg im so busy eh this week ><
staying back after school for 4 days this week
monday for latihan road run
tuesday for orchestra practice and latihan road run
wednesday for chinese class and to do orchestra valentine's sale thingy
then today the same
stay to do orchestra valentine's sale thingy

about the valentine's sale
i really didnt expect got so many people will order leh
when i counted the total amount that we need to do
me celion regina and jia ying were like OMG!! why so many??
maybe like what reg said
we promoted too much?
or because of the 3+1 offer?
anyway
that means our cny holidays life gone!
must everyday sew the patung and make the boxes
nooooooo!!!~
i now so scare to see colour paper eh XD
hope we got enough time to done everything ba :)
wind orchestra go go go!


10 students from our class are going to leave soon
i think among them i only close with heidi
lol
just found that i only got few quite close de malay friends eh
anyway
i will miss someone calling me VIP
really really
all the best to you ya heidi
good luck! =]

urghhh~
i really hate that feeling
when you've to separate with your friend =[




have to go and sleep now
still need to go to school tmr
for orchestra practice and do our valentine's sale thingy
i dont know when can we finish doing everything leh
still got 2 more weeks to go! ><

♥ celion jiaying n me~

touched

watched "Great Day 天天好天" with my family just now
omg it's so touching!
non stop crying in the cinema
im serious
really non stop crying man
so my advise for those who not yet watch this movie
prepare a box of tissue paper before you enter the cinema
remember
1 packet is not enough ya! XD


received a call from jia hao yesterday
omg chuah jia hao
i nearly forget you eh XD
paiseh la
you wont see this right?
lol...sry la
enjoy your national service ya! XD
i know you will :)

tomorrow is monday again
haiz
holidays faster come la please
1 more week to go ><

duh~

Oh yeah!
no need to go to school today
it's public holiday!!
wootz~
but it doesnt seem like holiday also
still have to do homework...=[
hate it hate it! ><

just finished 2 out of my 3 essays
omg im so pro eh! XD
spent almost 4 hrs on them
now still left 1 tuition's english essay
i think it's oso the hardest 1 among 3 of the essay
title: "men should be househusband."
i duno how m i going to start the essay
just leave it aside first
next week only pass up wad
saturday or sunday only think of it ba...XD

do.

yesterday is totally a tiring day
after school have to stay back for chinese class until 2.20pm
then went home and went to school again
for koko AGM
in charge of chinese society's singing competition this year
aikkss
we've to find 120 members to join and bcum ajk
something like that la
but yesterday only got 50 memsber joined
FAILED!
where to find another 70 members oh? ><

after that badminton's club AGM
but i ponteng with gracey
went to help wan lin to put up the tanglung
last year help lihan then this year help wan lin
y i so good de? lol

oh ya
i dont know how m i going to eat my lunch next time
coz normally chinese society's activities will start at 2.30pm
only 10 minutes break for me?
NOOO! hope teacher will change the chinese class to thursday

pls! @@

♥ gracey n me

i don't know.

wootz...
first time update my blog with my iPod touch...
omg so hard to type...

so tired la today...
after school went back home awhile then went to school again
orchestra having performance
after that then straight away go tuition
no la
before that took my dinner with jia ying and ying ting at old town
we've not enough time to go back home and take our dinner
so no choice we've to take our dinner at old town lo

having meeting,orchestra practice and tuition tomorrow
another tiring day i think...><
hope i can tahan for the whole day
wish me luck!

♥ flutist

memories.

刚刚读了huiwen的blog
从她的文字中看得出她真的很珍惜她的朋友
我承认 我哭了
被她那珍惜朋友的心意给弄哭了
再想想 其实时间过得真的是有点快
再过一年+我的中学生涯就要告一段落了
我不敢去想到时候会怎样
朋友们各走各的？应该是吧
然后一年见一次面？或者更多？
就算结局不是自己想要的
但还是要面对的不是吗？

我不想和朋友分开
我不能没有朋友 也不想失去他们
他们对我来说 太重要了
我不善于表达自己的感情
对朋友们的关心 都只默默地收藏在心里
表面上的我很冷漠 但其实我只是不懂该怎么表达出我的关心
不认识的会觉得我好冷 认识的会觉得我好疯
可能我只会对好朋友表露出真感情吧

我从来都不是个主动的人
所以朋友也不是很多
我不会像grace那样主动和不认识的人聊天
也没有薇晴那么大胆的性格
但我很珍惜每一个朋友
我很依赖他们
我无法想像没有朋友的日子我该怎么过
彻底崩溃吧？

有时候我选择保持沉默 不说太多的话
是因为害怕自己会一时说错话而失去一个朋友
只是有时会被误以为很高傲
往往只活在自己的世界里

我需要能和我聊天的朋友
偶尔聊聊心事
聊聊八卦
我需要伤心时能安慰我的朋友
其实表面上看来很倔强的我
心其实是很脆弱
也需要被安慰的

但照这样看来
在好久好久以前
我就已经找到了我想要的朋友
其实你们每一个人 都是
谢谢你们 我的朋友
因为你们 现在的我才不孤单
谢谢你们把我在十五年里的剧本写得那么多姿多彩
一点一滴我都不会忘记
你们永远都是我心中的一部分
我♥你们！

不管以后的我们是否分开

不管在世界上的哪一个角落

心里都会永永远远地记住彼此

答应我，好吗？

就让回忆永远收藏在心底吧。=]

complicated.

Just read Regina's blog. She asked me how i survive cause i having tuition 5 days a week. Haiz, you want to know about the truth? Kay la, just tell you. XD

Actually i can combine my tuition to 3 days but i purposely spread them to 5 days. Cause if really combine to 3 days then i've to tuition for longer time a day. Sumore i'll have more subjects to study during tuition everytime. I don't think myself can study 3 subjects at once. That's why i prefer to tuition 5 days a week. At least one day 1 or 2 subjects only lo.

Hmm, sumore got what reason ar? Oh ya, i don't want myself to have so many free time actually, just 1 day to rest every week enough. Cause i'll spend my free time on some useless things or just dreaming there, and ends up my free time wasted.

And last, i feel abit lonely eh if i've too much free time. Nothing to do plus no one to chat with me also. I don't like that feeling! Im sure you know that feeling too. It's sucks! ><

But then i gain disadvantages from it also. I don't know whether myself can continue survive or not. Im realy tired actually. I've more things to do in this year if compare to last year, i know your situation din better than me also. As you know we've to be more responsible lo, cant just leave everything aside right? I also don't know how la, sometimes have to stay up late to done everything leh. Form 4's life really sucks!

And hor, so sorry eh i declined to become the chairperson for our concert. I know it's a good chance for me, our first concert leh. Really sorry la, if i've no other things to worry about im sure i'll accept it. But then i cant, i don't know what will happen if i really accept. Maybe i'll spoil everything? Cause i cant pay my full attention on it. ><

Thats all la i think. Wind Orchestra AGM tmr, have to sleep earlier today, but then it's alr 12.35am now, realy EARLY in the morning. XD

Kay la, end here.
Oh ya, remember what u promised me ya Reg! I don't want to see someone emo tmr! U'RE THE BEST LA!

Wootz, this post is specially for you leh. haha XD

amidst.

还有太多 值得回味
总有理由 继续沉醉
过去那氛围
要如何维持多一会
谁能保证 热情不退
我太习惯 事与愿违
我想你错了
我不是甚么都可以无所谓

在爱或不爱退或不退之间
你和我忽近忽远
像在兜圈
这些年多少曲折蜿蜒
我就快要分裂
当初那些画面
需要多少时间还原

如果放开手让爱恢复自由
就算那是一种藉口
我会愿意承受

我们在幸福和不幸福之间
在痛或不痛快不快乐之间
至少我们都不是没有感觉
到底为了甚么改变
在爱或不爱退或不退之间
你和我忽近忽远 在兜圈
这些年多少曲折蜿蜒
我就快要分裂
当初那些画面 需要多少时间还原

lost.

slept at almost 3am ytd
ohh im so tired man
cant even concentrate during school today
and oso during the meeting and tuition today
i really need more sleep I think
but I still have to done my hw before I sleep
urgh the stupid add maths
spent 1 hr on it but still cant solve even 3 questions
duh~hate it so much
seriously I don’t really love my form 4’s life
abit too busy?
yes, im really busy
even busier than last year
haiz…
now im hoping for some rest time for myself
just 1 day pls. @@

today is totally a moodless day
don’t ask me why
cause myself oso not sure what’s the reason
maybe i have not enuf sleep?
i think that’s not the reason for it
urgh
it’s too complicated. @@

kk
before end this post im gonna wish wei qin
happy 16th birthday!
may all ur wishes come true
all the best ya! =]

我知道我没资格。

im coming, my dear bed. =]

backed

It's weekend! That means the first week of school is over! This year is totally same like last year, i still cant enter the same class with my friends!! Urgh!! Another solo year i think, or maybe i'll join the other gang like last year. But i just hope i can be in the same class with my friends, especially Grace!! I realy realy missed form 2's life. I don't mind to join another gang of friends and they don't mind me to join them too, but i just feel a bit lonely. Sometimes they're chating at the back while im sitting on my place, listening to their conversation and staring at them. I just don't know how to join into their conversation. I prefer to do my own stuff, without anyone accompany me. I realy hate that feeling. But what can i do? Maybe i'll try my best to join into their conversation more, at least i won't feel so lonely. Thats all i can do i think. Realy hope that next year can be in the same class with my friends...oh pls! ><

This year gonna be very very busy, i remember i said before. The first week of school already make me so tired man. I don't know how am i going to go through the coming weeks, nop, is the whole year. Early in the morning i just reached school then someone came and asked me this one how to do that one how to do for the "green apple". After that someone came and asked me to design the advertisment for singing competition this year. Sumore so suddenly then became the secretary of red house. I think this is the 3rd secretary post for me in this year, am i the kind of person who is suitable to become secretary? LOL i don't think so. I don't like to become secretary actually.


Let's see what am i going to do next week...

Monday: school, latihan road run, tuition
Tuesday: school, orchestra practice, tuition
Wednesday: school, chinese society meeting, tuition
Thursday: school, tuition
Friday: school, tuition
Saturday: orchestra practice
(+ orchestra performance, not sure on what day yet. ><)

and i still have a lots of homework not yet done!
2 english essays + 3 bm karangan
ARGH!
damn headache now. ><

Kay, im gonna stop here. Hope i can handle everythings well in the coming weeks. Nop, i MUST handle everythings well. zzZ...im giving myself stress again. ><

here it comes.

here it comes
year 2011
Happy New Year!
wish everyone all the best in this year
good luck ya! :)

first time countdown at home
cause our whole family all also lazy to go out countdown
we dont want to squeeze with other peoples
plus we hate traffic jam so much
so we prefer to stay at home
and do our own stuff
my elder sis invited her friend to our hse
then both of them countdown together
my younger sis countdown with her computer
and me
countdown with my computer too T^T
at first i decided go and watch some countdown shows from tv
but who knows
the stupid astro
this channel cant watch that channel also cant watch
end up i didnt watch any countdown shows ><
thats why i've to countdown with my computer

spent some times to change my blog's background
new year ma
sure must have a new background too XD
it's in pink!
like it like it
i think i wont change my background again in these coming months
school reopening soon
i'll be super busy i think ><

omg!
i received my first present in this year today
so fast! XD
it's a reguler pizza!
wootz!
thank you to all smks4 diabolo club's members
tq sooooooooo much!
so touched leh T^T
they said cause i helped them to design their club's t-shirt
thats why gave me this pizza
woah~
they still remember?
i totally forgot about it la
that time im still in form 1 i think
lihan asked me help them to draw a cute diabolo
wah, so long time ago le
anyway
thanks again ya!




they left some message on the tissue paper
lol
so special eh
i know it's lihan's idea
coz is her handwriting XD


it's the t-shirt! XD
so cute right?
i know. XP

kay
stop here
my sis going to watch 'you're beautiful' now
omg i want to watch also
for the 7th time i think
hong gi
here i come!
♥


bye~ =p