30/6/10

today at skul during seni period do the clay thingy...
quite fun de...
xD
1st time i feel seni is fun in this year...
i make a kitty!!
haha...
next week we going to paint it...
woohoo...

after skul went giant...
for meeting...
haiz...
quite sien de...
i cant think of any special game...
wat a useless game master...

today koko is fun too...
we play station game during chinese society activity...
n our group got the 1st!!~
hahaha...
too pro d...
got a packet of sweets...
hmm...not bad la...

n now im damn tired...
but later still got tuition...
haiz...
not yet tidy my beg oso...
=[


-end-

28/6/10

最近很烦。。
真的很烦。。
就是没有理由的烦！
太多事等着我去做。。
偏偏我这个人懒得够力。。
所以事情就一直被拖拖拖。。
往往要等到最后一分钟才做。。
这---
就是懒惰的后果！


上网对我来说真的是越来越无聊了。。
来来去去就是那几个网站。。
也没有朋友可以谈天。。
曾经那唯一一个可以聊天的朋友也没有了。。
我说过我不会再提起的。。
可是我真的做不到了。。
有心事也没有一个人可以让我倾诉。。
整天自己乱想一些东西。。
把所有事情都收在心里好辛苦！
我
是该面对了--


突然觉得自己很容易被动摇。。
自己其实
很脆弱--

25/6/10

my mum said if this mid term exam...
i get 1st-10th in class...
she'll buy me whole set of 'percy jackson' story book...
omg~
serious?
realy hope i can get at least 10th in class...

today teacher gives us check our march test results...
now is june d...
july coming soon...
n we're checking our march test results...
izit a bit late d??
n im quite surprise i got 4th in the class...
my purata same with lihan...
but she got 3rd...
this time exam sure no 4th for me le...
my results not realy good...
i got 3 B this time...
which is my BC,BM and BI...
walao a...
i've nothing to say...
maybe all those need memorize d subjects are easier for me gua...
but i still need to add oil...
improve my bi,bm n bc...
especially my BM!!

im reading my harry potter right now...
hmm...
i only can find this in my room...
n this is the 4th time i read harry potter...
but it still very nice...

i got another dream place to go now...
which is 'The Wizarding World of Harry Potter'...
a harry potter land...









omg!~
it's exactly same as wat in the book n the movie...
so cool!~

-end-

23/6/10

不要因为别人的一句话

而被动摇

自己要努力

一个人

加油！

-end-

23/6/10

i work very hard d...
still cant get the result i want...
i hate u SEJ!!!~
i spent most of my revision time on u leh...
even my mum oso ask me y u keep studying sej only...
other subject no need study meh?
but now...
haiz...
anyway...
i tried my best d...

-end-

22/6/10

成绩考得不好 朋友们在你的旁边安慰你
成绩考得很好 朋友们却说你骄傲 不理睬你
算什么？ 明明是你们自己要问的
人家不回答又在那边求人告诉你

有时候

我真的搞不懂

到底怎样 才算真真的朋友

我们都有错~张栋梁

今晚夜色正浓 我开车慢慢行走
走进一片深秋
地铁出口 起了一座灰色大楼
那么多窗口 那么多灯火
喝酒的人们嬉笑走过

在你离开之后
我像个忙碌街头 忙着擦肩而过
身边的人 稍作了停留 又无影无踪
打烊了以后 夜里安静停泊

我们是不是变得太懦弱
该面对的时候 掉头就走
我们坚持什么 要的是什么
为何 烙了一身伤口
我们是不是变得太薄弱
该解救的时候却一再沉沦
本来相濡以沫 却变成寂寞
我们都有错

再见还是朋友
我们却连个问候 多年后才开口
咖啡店里 你看起来似乎过得不错
可是为什么 说着说着
眼泪开始坠落

我们是不是变得太懦弱
该面对的时候 掉头就走
我们坚持什么 要的是什么
为何 烙了一身伤口
我们是不是变得太薄弱
该解救的时候却一再沉沦
本来相濡以沫 却变成寂寞
我们都有错
喔哦~~~~

我们是不是变得太执着
该快乐的时候铐上枷锁
像夜行的班车
我们各奔西东安静的消失在夜空
假如分开会是一种解脱
为何直到现在还不断回头
本来相濡以沫 却变成寂寞
我们都有错

我们都没有错 也许只是我

21/6/10

skul reopen...
haiz...
i like did nothing then the skul reopen d...
sien la...

skul reopen means i've to face my results...
zzzzzzZZZZZ....
dunwan can??
i noe it's impossible...
all right...
only know sum of my results...
still ok only...
not realy satisfied with it...
but i tried my best d...
so don't think so much la...

juz enter the class...
then kena ask go n arrange the table in bilik muzik...
wat the...
all band camp's ajk...
but only me, huiwen, jiaying n regina there...
the pn.hapizah says we din arrange back the table after use the bilik muzik...
wat la...
is the chinese orchestra k...
at last the chinese orchestra's ajks come n help...
together arrange back the table...
sooo hot in the bilik muzik!!

i din even attend my tuition class in june!!!
woah...
n not yet pay my tuition fee too...
i think today when i step into the tuition centre...
will c my name TAN VI VIEN FORM 3 on the wall...
not yet pay tuition fee...
so proud leh...
haha xD




现在的我 不缺什么
认真地生活 偶尔会难过
新朋友很多 他们都不了解我
问得再多 我只是 微笑的带过

未来的我 没有如果
不相信星座 能预告什么
假设那么多 过去会不会复活？
假设那么多 过去能不能来过？
最好没有如果

-end-


♥ kitty~

18/6/10

i'm back!!~
miss me?? haha xD

skul going to reopen soon...
so fast!!!~
still got 2 days...
not even start doing my hw...
argh!!~

10/6...
went to skul for wind orchestra band camp...
it's fun...
but too bad...
hav to go back home on 11/6...
coz going to hong kong...
=[
nvm...
i realy enjoy the camp...
still waiting for dear regina to tell me more abt the camp...
haha...xD

12/6-17/6...
went to hong kong...
it's quite same wif taiwan...
shopping...
shopping...
n shopping!!!
i bought lots of hello kitty stuffs!!!~
wootz...

my legs damn pain now...
coz walk too much...
dun laugh k...
as u noe i din exercise at all 1...
suddenly walk so much...
sure canot tahan la...
if not wrong...
i spent 14 hours in a day on walking...
tats y my legs so pain la...

finally...
i went disneyland...
although it's smaller if compare to disneyland in other country...
but nvm...
it's still the same...
DISNEYLAND...

my dream place to go...
i hope can go there since im still 3 or 4 years old...
coz i watched too much of disney cartoon since im small...
especially disney princess!!!!~
my favorite disney princess-----Ariel
the little mermaid...
i still have lots of disney princess sticker now...
haha...
i juz love disney princess...
n hello kitty too...xD

anyone watched autumn's concerto??
i noe lots of u watched b4...
i saw the little guy(小小彬) in the drama in disneyland...
omg~
im damn happy that time...
n my sis n mum too!~
i always tell karmen n vivien them i will meet him 1 day...
he's realy cute la...
they always say i got 恋童癖...
plus ask me dun dream la...
so easy to meet him meh...
n now...
i realy meet him...
n 2moro too...
a taiwanese boyband...
so cool man~




c or not??
it's him!!!~
sumore he say thx to us after taking picture...
i tot is we must say thx??
so cute la weh...

i spent my whole day in disneyland...
n so fast it's 8pm alr...
after watching the firework we left disneyland...
i'll miss u disneyland...

... ...and last, the prince n princess live happy ever after...
this is wat i learnt from disney princess...
haha...
n now im still believe it...




bside hong kong...
i went to shen zhen too...
a place in china...
near hong kong la...
i went a place called 'window of the world' there...
it's nice!!~
can c the whole world there...
n i saw Eiffel Tower there...
omg~
another place i wish to go...
PARIS!!~




although is fake eiffel tower...
but for me enough la...
that time got a bit feel like crying leh...
haha xD...
hope i can go paris one day...

k la...
stop here...
tell u all more abt my trip next time...
buh-bye~


im worrying abt my results...
hope i won't know forever~


-end-

9/6/10

today lihan n jun e come my hse...
do the stupid NIE...
finally done!!~
hooray!!~
no need think of it anymore...

tomoro wind orchestra band camp....
cant wait anymore...
ajks must reach skul at 6.30am...
so early...
have to go slp now...=[

bb~
will miss u all...

-end-

不想离开~张栋梁

其实我不想 解释太多
虽然我离开　不代表什么
其实我想要
飞向更远的地方
如果我留下
你依然是你那样
其实我不想　要求太多
应该的放开　应该的等待
其实我正想
带走爱你的梦幻
或许你不该　等着我回来

其实我　真的不愿意分开
给你最无辜的伤害
不让你的眼泪留下来
其实我　真的不放心离开
是不是爱不能重来
留给你残缺的爱我只能选择离开

其实我不想　要求太多
应该的放开　应该的等待
其实我正想
带走爱你的梦幻
或许你不该　等着我回来
其实我　真的不愿意分开
给你最无辜的伤害
不让你的眼泪留下来

其实我　真的不放心离开
是不是爱不能重来
留给你残缺的爱我只能选择离开
其实我　真的不愿意分开
给你最无辜的伤害
不让你的眼泪留下来
其实我　真的不放心离开
是不是爱不能重来
留给你残缺的爱我只能选择离开

8/6/10

went to skul this morning...
band camp committee meeting...
until 4pm like tat only back...
went giant to buy wat we need during the band camp...
took our lunch there too...
had pizza as my lunch with jia ying, hwai beng n ying ting...
after that went back skul...
balut the hamper...
zzZ...i dun like balut hamper...
then not enough time le...
still got many things not yet discuss...
but then time up!~
=[

have to go to skul at 6.30am in the morning for the band camp...
zzZ..the camp start at 8am...
walao...i wan sleep leh!!~

-end-

其实幸福很简单~张栋樑

寒风吹 地上有多美
来的时间忽然变得好清美
你说着是残月的才美
坏或象征追着变色飞
还在乎月光多新不
忘记有谁会在灯火阑珊处
千百灰用尽力气去追
原来你早已用爱将我包围
以为这种幸福是上间艰巨般的遥远
却在不情意之间它早已如此渲染

其实幸福很简单
就象你在我身边
静静看着你的脸
也许了心愿
温暖留在我心间
其实幸福很简单
平安快乐到永远
轻轻靠着你的肩
感受着温暖
不需要人和诺言

这就是快乐也是最平凡
每一颗都有你值得去挥霍
我不要你承诺你的所有
只要我们都记得同一个幸福片段
其实幸福很简单
就象你在我身边
静静看者你的脸
也许了心愿
温暖留在我心间
其实幸福很简单
平安快乐到永远
轻轻靠着你的肩
感受着温暖
不需要人和诺言
其实幸福就是这么的简单

special for grace cheng tze kuan~

Dear GRACEY,

Hey!~ Don't be shock when u see this...xD The reason i write this 'letter' is ... ...not i'm too boring kay...(im very busy ><)...is wanna wish u happy birthday la (although still got 9 days only reach your birthday.) Cause i don't think i got time to update my blog during your birthday, im realy busy this holidays, you know why la, don't want explain so much here. I know u don't like chinese, so i write in english...(so touch rite? touch then faster cry la...xD)But you know la, my english cacat de, so if got any mistakes then sorry la, i tried my best d...

First, wanna wish you HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY!!!~ Have a wonderful birthday although im not there with you. But just remember : i'll always in your heart =p...May all your wishes come true. Stay pretty!!~^^

Hmm...still remember first time when i saw you...standard 3 rite? wow~ we know each other 7 years already!!~ *clap* fuiyoh!~ Tell you a secret la, actually that time when you enter the classroom...(oh ya! i still remember you're late for school the first day you came to yak chee! LOL)...and and and...i tot you're a MALAY GIRL!! Realy big secret leh? I din told you before rite? haha xD~After that when you told teacher your name i only realised that you're a CHINESE GIRL...*sorry la...maybe your skin's colour quite dark gua...* (no need sad, my skin's colour also very dark!)

Then, i forgot when we started to chat and knew each other, just suddenly became very good friends d...hmm...i remember still got 1 girl called shu yee rite? 3 of us very good friends. Not much memories about standard 3, let me think...er...erm...just remember you got showed me your medical card or what card before, then told me what mosquitoes always bite you! haha...i only can remember all this.

After that came to standard 4, seriously im quite sad that time. Cause you and shu yee entered 4M but i alone entered 4H. And the whole year we few chat la. Hmm...and standard 5 and 6 too, like don't even know each other like that...argh!!~ sad case...=[

Until form 1, we entered the same class again. You changed to my class AGAIN...LOL...why everytime also you changed to my class 1?? Form 1...hmm...not bad la. still got chat...at least better than during standard 4,5 and 6 that time...but you, wan lin n sin wei they all 1 gang, me and poh teng 1 gang... I remember i drew and coloured a pooh bear for you in form1, i think you still keep it in you file rite? I have no idea why i drew that for you, sumore coloured it until midnight! Maybe is you told me you like pooh bear before ba...Then that time i got mood then drew lo...(you know la, if no mood i won't draw anything de...)

And form 2, we're super duper GOOD!~ i totally din expect about it. Still remember first day i went to school, walked alone...lined up alone (hmm...why i always alone 1??) Im still looking for sumone to sit beside me in the class cause poh teng not same class with me anymore. The first person who came out from my mind is YOU! And then that time you came in front of me and asked me whether can sit beside you or not? Cause no 1 sit beside you...so... what to say? We're thinking about the same thing, worrying about the same thing! wootz~this realy call "缘份".So, you sit beside of me for the WHOLE YEAR! (you should feel proud can sit beside me la!~XD)

As you know my mind canot remember so much things lo. But i still can remember most of the things that happened in form2! yeah!~I remember you suggested my name to teacher to become a AJK in class. This was what we thinked at the first--i'll become a AJK. But then when teacher called my name...zzZ...zzZ...you know la, i realy want fainted that time. Thx for your support anyway, if not i can't be a good ketua and thx for your helping too, for taking the attendance and many many more.You're realy much more better than the 'real' penolong ketua, that 1 useless la. You're more suitable to become the penolong ketua than him. Nevermind, if got chance, we got in the same class again, i'll suggest your name to teacher as ketua tingkatan!

I realy miss form 2's life.Because of u lo...(dun perasan k??~XD) and 3 more others! --sin wei, wee ern and yi an!~still remember? we played together, laughed together, studied together...And first time i knew what is 'bekerjasama'---during kh...you ukur the kayu, yi an and me potong, wee ern syelek and sin wei paku...fuiyoh!!~it's realy COOL!~xp

Because of you, i started listening to english songs, seriously when im still small, i don't know this world got english songs such thing! (dun laugh la...=[ ) at least now i know about it! Because of you, my english improved, although only improved a bit, but still got improve la...thank you very much to you!! my english teacher~ Because of you, i became PERASAN!! omg~ this is what u affected me the most! argh~ and wee ern too, you make both of us became so perasan. Because of you, i knew the real meaning of 'FRIEND'. Because of you, because of you, because of you... ... ... ...too much d...can't state all out. I only can say ' THANK YOU VERY MUCH TO YOU, GRACE CHENG TZE KUAN!! ' Im glad to have a friend like you. I hope our friendship will never end! Bestfriend forever!~

You are a girl who loves to read, you can read for 24 hours non-stop!~ You are a girl who love to talk, if dun talk that girl not grace cheng d...xD You are a girl who loves to eat peanut, i know you agree with me too...You are a girl who are super 厚脸皮, just admit it!~ You are a girl who will easily touch by sumthing...You are a girl who love to save $$...haha~ this is all i know about grace cheng tze kuan...

Lastly, wish you happy birthday again...all the best to you!~♥
H.A.P.P.Y B.I.R.T.H.D.A.Y

with love,

vivien

graceyy=]





our memories:

our memories start from here...
















our gang!~still remember??



i wrote this letter on paper 1st leh...actually still got 1 pg...
so...u better cry when u c this...


karangan that we did together...



your handwriting!!~


our drama speech~



still remember this??


Until here??cry d???
if YES...then good...
if NO...heng!~ i dun wan choi u liao...

k la...buh-bye~


-end-

付出~张栋樑

你每天都把自己关在屋里
听同一片cd 麻痹所有的泪滴
我全都看在眼里却无能为力
伤透的心仿佛无法痊愈
心痛难过只因为你冲动
没有后悔不觉得累
我愿为你承受

付出付出我的全部
我给你幸福 oh...
只是在你愿不愿意接受
幸福我愿给你最真挚温柔
放开你的双手
就让一切从头

你每天都把自己关在屋里
问同一个问题放不开他的离去
你该学会勇敢的接受他做的决定
不再惦记他留下的痕迹
想要永远只有为你冲动
不会后退不觉得累
我愿为你承受

从此只为你分忧
you can the tell me what can i do
我早己决定甘心的为你...
我的幸福我愿给你最真挚温柔

7/6/10

i realy wake up at 3pm today!!!~
wootz!!~
1 word...
爽!!
haha xD~
after that help my mum wash her car...
walao...
i got 1 year like tat din wash car le...
busy + lazy!!!~
argh!!~
sry mum...
tmr morning going to skul...
got meeting...
hmm...
canot sleep til late late d...
haha...
1 day enough la...

-end-

7/6/10

5/6/10:

first day of my holidays...
went many places...
shoping!!~
wootz...
wif mum n sis...
at nite went the curve...
met mum's fren there...
chat until 11.30pm like tat only back home...
so tired la...

reach home...
after bath then canot sleep d...
abt 1am...
feel like wanna watch sumthing...

watched nicholas teo concert's dvd...
until 4am like that...
my sis say im crazy...
lol...
i don't think so...
love his song...
very very much...

6/6/10:

i said i wan to slp until 3pm...
at least 1 day...
but i've to wake up early today...
coz going to fetch my sis to mmu...
zzzzZZZZZ....
i want to sleep la...=[

4/6/10

tell me why am i so careless?????
arrrgggghhh!!!!!!~
because of this
↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓



STUPID!!!!!~
forgot to bring it to skul today...
aarrrggghhhh!!!~
until teacher announce i only realise...
i left this book at home...
T^T



means after holidays only can return it??
damn it...
my rm8 gone...
zzZ....

as a 教训 ba... =[

-end-

colourful

the world is full of colour

don't you agree?
~♥ ~

4/6/10

oh yeah!~
im back my dear comp...
long time din touch u le...
so sorry...
i promise...
i'll touch u EVERYDAY in the holidays...
haha xD
so dun be sad...
LOL...

it's only 1 week i din touch my comp...
n i realise i alr forget my password !!
my blog's password, my twitter's password...zzZ...
luckily i still remember my facebook's password...lol
n msn's password too...
walao...i used abt 10 minutes to think of my password...
after trying abt 10 times...
finally i can login my blog n twitter...zzZ...
realy cant remember so much things at once...

after one week suffering...
the exam finally over...
dun wanna think of the results 1st...
it's holidays now!
just enjoy...

seriously...
have to improve my bm, eng n chinese...
especially my chinese...
omg~i realise that i've many words duno how to write when im writing my essay...
n the paper 1...
most of the question i tembak...
walao...
realy have to read more books le...
this is wat my mum told me...=[

my sis coming back today !!!~
so fast she stayed at there 1 week d...
n she told me she wanna eat 'normal food' when she's back...
means???
the food there cannot eat la???
hmm...
later she back only ask her la...

anyway...
wish all my friends HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!~
enjoy urself!!~^^


*exhausted*






♥ cappuccino ~


-end-

4/6/10

啊啊 啊啊 啊啊 啊啊 啊啊！！！~
过去了
它真的过去了
我们 是该笑了=D

讨人厌的考试！cl=

一个月
整整一个月
没能好好地睡上一觉
现在一定要一次睡个够
已和亲爱的妈妈说好
就算到明天下午3点我还没起身

都不要叫我！！

让我好好休息
一天就好 =]
谢啦！


假期。。
该不该算是假期？
好像比平时还要忙
=[
忙 忙 忙！！
很多东西要做
烦！！

期待着生活营的到来
是时候该好好地放松自己
假期过后继续冲刺！
加油！~