stop!

suddenly feel like no mood for blogging anymore...
too much things i realy cant write it out...
maybe i just can keep it in my heart...

stop blogging from now on...
until my blogging mood back to me again...
maybe few weeks or maybe few months...
i have no idea...
sry n bye guys...

属于

有时候
我真的忘了

感觉就好像
一切从来都没有离开过我
还是那么美好

但现实的生活
并不是那样
一切已经不属于我
我想把它抓回来
牢牢地抓住
但 我真的不知道
我是否能这样

我必须顾虑到一切
我怕
真的好怕



只想一切永远都是美好的
一切回到原点

22/7/10

H.A.P.P.Y B.I.R.T.H.D.A.Y

to my dear ex-husband...

Kok Li Han

a.k.a

King of Lobster House

&

Kokokai

!!!

hope u realy like our surprise

we spent lots of time on it

i know u got abit beh song la

but

birthday should be happy 1 ma

dun angry~

actually u're very happy inside ur heart

although u dunwan choi us

i know i know

haha xD

wish u have a wonderful birthday!

all the best to u~

good luck!

p/s: will buy danson tang album for u la~

tiring day~

time to have a nap~

沉默的瞬间~张栋梁

还搞不懂心痛是什麽
似懂非懂成云朵
爱得汹涌来不及闪躲
我却为她坠落

梦里我泪滑落几回
心软弱了逃避是非
潜意识我心碎
梦醒了我张开双臂
只愿为爱勇敢一点不后退

有谁会在乎有谁会想念
有谁能看穿我的笑脸
沉默的瞬间
寂寞却伴着我长眠
你走的坚决枯竭了爱恋
我给的一切

20/7/10

Well it's good to hear your voice
I hope you're doing fine
And if you ever wonder
I'm lonely here tonight
Lost here in this moment
And time keeps slipping by
And if I could have just one wish
I'd have you by my side



-sometimes i just hate that there is someone who smae name with me in class-

雨下一整晚~周杰伦

街灯下的橱窗
有一种落寞的温暖
吐气在玻璃上
画着你的模样
开着车漫无目的的转弯
不知要去哪个地方
闹区的电视墙
到底有谁在看

白杨木影子被拉长
像我对你的思念走不完
原来我从未习惯
你已不在我身旁
街道的铁门被拉上
只剩转角霓虹灯还在闪　
这城市的小巷
雨下一整晚

你撑把小纸伞
叹姻缘太婉转
雨落下雾茫茫
问天涯在何方

午夜笛 笛声残
偷偷透 透过窗
烛台前 我嘛还在想　
小舢舨 划呀划
小纸伞 遮雨也遮月光

白杨木影子被拉长
像我对你的思念走不完
原来我从未习惯
你已不在我身旁
街道的铁门被拉上
只剩转角霓虹灯还在闪　
这城市 的小巷
雨下一整晚

16/7/10

Open Day!!
damn sienz...
my mum came at abt 10.15 a.m. like tat...
again thx to yi an...
brought my mum to my class...
coz tat time im not in class...
pn.goh looking for me...
chat wif her abt 45 minutes...
in 2N i think...
then she said after recess go find her again...
zzZ...so i cant follow my mum back after taking the report 'paper'...

after recess me n sinwei went bilik guru...
pn.goh looking for her too...
we chat abt 1 hour ++
walao...a bit too long la...
then walked back home with sinwei...
thx to sinwei too...
for teman-ing me...
feel a bit lonely...=[

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abt my results....
haiz...
dun say d...
my percy jackson fly!!!
y our ranking must according to the gred but not purata!!!!!!!!!!!
i duno how to explain that feeling...
i tot i can get the story books...
but now CANT anymore...
no.11 in class...
if no.10 then can get the story books...
according to purata i can get no.8!
u all know that feeling?
just...haiz...
at 1st i realy hope can get the story books la...
a bit sad now...
nvm...
word harder!
gratz to all hu better than me!~

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teacher said i SANGAT BAGUS!!!!~
hahaxD...
im not perasan-ing...
this is wat pn.maslinda told my mum...=D
she said:
VIVIEN...TAK ADA MASALAH...
SANGAT BAGUS...
SANGAT RAJIN...
lol!!!~XD
i so gud girl...
hahaXP

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tmr going to skul at 7 a.m.
for orchestra meeting...
so early huh...
so must sleep earlier!!
say say only...
xD
i sure 1 a.m sumthing only sleep de...

p/s:dear chairperson...dun scold me if i late for meeting tmr! XD

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i got lots of stress now...=[
after chating wif pn.goh i only realize i got so much things to do...
so much things hav to prepare...
hav to think of many things...
i need ideas!!
brain not functioning...D=


-end-

14/7/10

finally it's over!!~
finish taking the stupid injection...
my hand damn pain now...=[
em...both of my hands are pain...
left hand coz of the injection...
right hand coz ytd played badminton with grace...
long time din play d...sure pain 1...
so...haiz...
cant carry any heavy thing now...

the injection was quite fast actually...
hmm...i go n count how many seconds for 1 person to take the injection...
it's 3 seconds!!~
realy fast la...
1.2.3 only ma...
but seriously...
u wun think 3 seconds is fast that time...

vivien: quite fast 1...
regina: ...
vivien: 3 seconds only...so fast...
regina: 3 seconds so long!!!
vivien: ahh...ya lo! i dunwan take!!
then keep laugh laugh laugh!~XD

coz we're the 1st class to take the injection...
so after taking the injection keep telling the others hu not yet take 1...
"wah!~so pain!!!!~"
"damn pain ahhh!!!~"
haha...xD

i feel like going to faint again after the injection...
but only last for few minutes...
for me is normal...
but for vivien ng not...
she like so scare i faint...
keep ask me to sit down...
hahaxD ... thx la vivien!~
anyway...i din faint!!!
too bad la best ketua...cant help me to call ambulance...

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the explorace i've nothing to say...
i remember the paper there wrote 'SCIENCE explorace'
but i dun think there's anything about science...
last year is much more better than this year...
we got no.3...
last year no.2!!
argh!!~ i remember we're the 2nd group hu reach the last station...
all because of the stupid clue...
the teacher realize she gave the wrong clue only gave me the 2nd clue...
waste lots of time there...
zzZ...
anything la...
it's over now...
lihan . sinwei . weiqin . jun f GREAT JOB!!

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luckily we finished the explorace fast...
got chance to watch the dancing competition...
yes!~ can support yi an...
go IMPULSE CREW!!!~
u guys were great...
love u guys!!!~
love u guys' dance...
espacially the michael jackson that part...
it's cool!!!~
gratz to u all...^^




zzZ....scream until my voice bcum sexy again...
*argh* drink more water! drink more water!

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friday is hari terbuka...
n my sis cant cum to skul n help me take my report card!!!
no 1 fetch her back from hostel....
ahhhh...............
so my mum cuming...
hope teacher wun say anything...
since i so gud girl...
hahaxD
still remember last year teacher told my mum...
dia sangat rajin...
selalu bantu cikgu...
wakakakakakakaka....=p
ok...stop perasan-ing~
hope this year teacher will say the same things too...=]

-end-

flute~

omg!~
i saw something very cool again
tq google image search
love it!
xD

i hope i can paint my flute into pink colour too

but i cant do that...=[

nvm

1 day i'll buy a pink colour flute!!

maybe after 50 years...

maybe after 10 years...

anyway

i'll wait til tat day...^^

13/7/10

monday (12/7/10) :
oh...im so sleepy...
zzZ...zzZ...
no mood at all in skul...
no choice...
i want to watch world cup ma...
but seriously cant concentrate when teacher teaching...
coz only sleep for 1 and a half hours i think...

tuesday (13/7/10) :
grace lost her voice!
make me feel like chating with myself whole day...
especially while playing badminton with her...=[
y so many ppl lost their voice huh?
last time ern then me n now grace n reg...
hmm...drink more water la...take care!

tmr going to take injection...
omg!~i realy HATE it...
wish i wun feel like going to faint after taking the injection...
argh!! so scare~ D=
hope everythings all right...

explorace tmr...
zzZ...
y must tmr??
can change day??

1st~ very very very SORRY to lim yi an...
i promised will support u tmr...
but...
i have to go explorace now...
realy sorry...

2nd~after taking injection then go explorace???
walao...
but cant change anything oso...=[

lihan . sin wei . wei qin . jun f ALL THE BEST tmr!~ ^^
gambateh! =]

11/7/10

3 more hours...
2010 FIFA world cup final!!!
y so fast finish 1??
but alr 1 month la...
i remember 4 years ago...
tat time like so long de...
hmm...anything la...

FIFA world cup go!!!

have to wait for another 4 years...
haiz...
that time...
em...19 years old d...
walao...
still got long long time to go...

11/7/10

owh~lucas miss his frens...

he keeps crying the whole night...

=[

i know ur feeling...

hav to seperate with ur frens...

T^T

nvm...

everythings will be ok after few days...

love you~

10/7/10

my new family member!!!
it's him...
ta-da.....



his name is Lucas...
my dad bought it ytd...
a toy poodle...
so cute...haha xD
actually i wan call him Harry de...
but my mum n sis dunwan...
k lo...

pmr is cuming...
oh die...
no mood study...
everyday reading harry potter only...
if not then sleep!
wake up la tan vi vien!!!!!
no more time for u to rest!
go study...

-end-

10/7/10

i realy think too much nowadays...
stop it!!!
everythings will be ok...
juz...need more time...

but i juz cant stop thinking abt it...
maybe i'll feel better after crying...



原以为自己能够从痛苦的阴影潇洒地走出来，但那只是以为... by jia ying

6/7/10

sometimes i realy think that im wrong...
i did many things wrong...
but i just don't know what can i do...
i chose to hurt my friends...
i chose to give myself stress...
if everythings change...
if times repeat again...
can everythings change?
change to...what i want?

if that time i chose another road...
what will happen now?
totally different or?
i know i can't change it anymore...
i just can walk til the end...
maybe i'll realize that...
i chose the correct road!

nobody is perfect in this world...
everyone will did wrong...
of course me too...
but im trying hard to become a perfect person...
maybe it's impossible...
but at least i tried...
i'll try my best...

5/7/10

have nothing to write

i feel life is boring

everyday repeat the same thing

what can i do?

sore throat

arghhh!

have to drink more water

so that my voice wun be ''sexy'' anymore

haha

XD

3/7/10

tiring but memorable day!
thx to all wind orchestra members!~
love u guys~

annual meeting n form 5's farewell party...
after 1 week of preparation...
finally it's over...
although is realy tired...
but it's fun...
everyone enjoyed it...

annual meeting...
chairperson speech...
ajks' reports...
section leaders' reports...
election for 2010-2011 chairperson...

im the vice chairperson (admin) of wind orchestra 10/11 !!
actually during thursday meeting when huiwen told us the 3 nominee for chairperson 10/11...
im quite surprise i oso 1 of the 3 person...
realy realy surprise...
btw congratulation to REGINA TAN/ ''REGIDRIAN''/''ANA''...
chairperson leh...
haha xD
n LEE JIA YING...
vice chairperson (technical)...
lets word hard together...
gambateh!!~
wind orchestra boleh!!!!~

farewell party...
it's fun!
im 1 of the gm (game master)
so can bully ppl lo...
haha xD...
but i kena bully oso...=[

hmm...
me n jia ying in charge of station 2...
everyone hate this station...
except for regina...
she said she love this station the most...xD

our station...
played FLOUR!!!~
the mixture of flour n water...
plus wet newspaper + red bean + orange bean + some groups i told them got worm inside n they believed wat i said...
well...

how to play this game:
put ur hand in to the mixture n feel the red bean then take it out...
easy only...
cannot take out the orange if not will deduct marks...
tats all...

after the game all bcum white white d...
luckily im not playing...
only my shirt bcum white...
others hu playing hair, shirt n hand oso full of flour...
coz me n jia ying keep helping them to ''decorate'' their shirt...=p
n others station play water...
so they're wet too...haha xD
cham lo...

then the lunch...
went to canteen a bit late...
coz helped to clean the anjung...
walao...all flour...
when me, reg n jia ying reach canteen...
left few things for us to eat only...
zzZ...
nvm la...
im quite full tat time...
ate some fried bihun n 1 slice of pizza...
n then back home...
have to wash my shirt...=[
after that...
SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~

*sry guys no picture for u all to c...not yet get the picture...will be upload soon!~*

finally got chance to eat donashi...
i asked my dad whether can buy or not...
n he answered:''yes!"
thx daddy... ^^


so cute!!~
realy looks like sushi~


hw r waiting for me now...
haiz...
no time for me to rest...=[


-end-

2/7/10

busy week! ><

busy doing the preparation for wind orchestra form 5's farewell party tmr...
because of this keep ponteng class...
like today...
3 periods of kh!
reg n me just stay in class n prepare the things for tmr...
but still not yet finish...=[
all form 5s...
u all better cry tmr...
if not i'll make u all cry...haha xD

ytd oso...
haiz...
prepare all the things until 2am only sleep...
so tired...zzZ...
i still got so many hw not yet do...
btw...
tq very much to grace...
tq for the essay...
i'll help u in ur chinese essay too...^^


juz watched 'harry potter and the deathly hallows trailer'
cant wait for it anymore!
i want to watch!!!!!!~

tonight going to watch FIFA world cup...
support BRAZIL!!!~XD