Just for you.

there's always miracle if u believe :)

__juzvivien

waiting in the silence.

谁是世界上 最爱你的人
我不轻易问 我安静的等
绕了一大圈 也许才更能
看见我坚定不移的眼神

谁是世界上 最爱你的人
时间会选择 上天在看着
如果你不想 那么快就承认
让答案在风中慢慢地飘着





如果对的选择将会伤害到一个人
那我是否应该活在错误中？



唉，
还是跟着心走吧。



__juzvivien

stand by me.

I've no idea why my mum is so different
and so special
my friends' mum normally will start making cookies when cny is juz around the corner
but in my memories
my mum dun even try to make cookies once during cny
haihhh
her reason is ' i made too much alr last time so no mood make liao @@'
aikksss
so due to my behtahan-ness
i decided to make myself


ta-daaaaa
my 龙饼 (dragon cookies) !!!

too bad i takde the special tool to make them into dragon shaped D:
lol i know macam valentine's day cookies @@



♥



woohoo! :D

spent almost 3 hrs on them
and mum commented ' not bad, finally u're a girl. '
what?! @@
anything ba
i happy myself
my very very first time making cookies eh~ XP


p/s: thank you jiaying for the recipe! :)

__juzvivien

happy cny! :)

曾经何时
大家约好了每一年要一起庆祝新年
但如今呢？
怎么在短短的几年里
大家都忘得一干二净了？

以往的感觉全都没了
高谈阔论声，没了
欢笑声，没了
嬉闹声，没了
爆竹声，也没了

不再抢着吃年饼
不再争着要红包




一切都变了




婆婆啊
您看见了吗？
您知不知道自己的影响力有多大啊？



唉

真希望您还健在




我想您了



真的真的




好想。

__juzvivien

always be mine.

I promised i'll update my blog once i on my comp, so here i am! Abandoned my homeworks and choose to be with my comp XP

So the second week of school was over. Not really used to my form 5's life yet seriously. There's too much changes! New classmates, new deskmate new teachers and everyone became so hardworking omggg @@ i no like form 5 arrr! D:


4.1.2012
♥ Dont feel like going back to school. Still in my holidays mood D:
♥ Staying back after skul for orchestra practice. First practice in 2012!
♥ Started my tuition. Haih just the same as last year, im having tuition from monday to friday ><

5.1.2012
♥ i no like my place in class although it's the same as last year, so damn hot arh!
♥ urghhh why so much homeworks! ><

6.1.2012
♥ day dreaming in class, din realy concentrate @@
♥ orchestra performance to attract those form 1s!
♥ i'll never ever run like siao again zz
♥ i love showercap, i love stomp!
♥ omg sk diabolo team so yeng ar!
♥ urgh saw ying ting's instant camera, envy die me :(
♥ took pictures with my dear flutist!

jiaying kissed me aww~

7.1.2012
♥ went to my sis school for chinese new year extravaganza
♥ yes i love to eat! XP
♥ gosh i saw the sk diabolo team again, i love their performance so sooo sooooo much!
♥ nearly give up while doing my homeworks ><

8.1.2012
♥ missed the "last lunch" with charlene
♥ was worried about wai ching
♥ cried when chatting with wai ching
♥ i miss you, charlene ><


9.1.2012
♥ cousin came to my hse
♥ ishhh stupid insomnia

10.1.2012
♥ cant wake up for school ><
♥ hope u're ok seriously
♥ why no practice?!?!

11.1.2012
♥ again regretted to accept the post ><
♥ form 1 kids are so cute!
♥ im so shocked weih!
♥ i duno im so lenglui until they can recognize me! XD

12.1.2012
♥ happy birthday weiqin!
♥ wish u too much til reg jealous alr XD
♥ i love eclipse!
♥ finally there's laughter
♥ the pic is just sooo cute! XP

13.1.2012
♥ staying back after school to balut oren
♥ regretted telling teacher im the one who hanging the tanglung last year ><
♥ i dont like orange!
♥ no world end dont so fast come pls
♥ insomnia again damn
♥ TMR IS FT ISLAND'S CONCERT ARHHHHHHHHHHHH!

__juzvivien

Say hello to goodbye.

Ok i admit that it's not easy, no should be it's damnnn hard to recall back what you've done throughout the year. Somemore this situation will become worse when it happens on someone like me! Not to say myself doesnt have good memory but i actually cant remember what my mum just told me a minute ago. Im serious, i can forget everything within that 60 seconds and it happens almost twice a day! @@ Haiz so what are you going to expect for this post? Story from January till December? Dream on la you! It's a mission impossible for me seriously. But wait, dont forget there's something called pendrive! Yesh with my pendrive im able to complete my annual post without wasting my brain juice. Lol i dont know what im crapping actually cause regina asked me to write long long so im trying my best to crap as much as i can. Kay so back to the title 'Say hello to goodbye', owh it's lyrics from a song right? Haha it just suit what im thinking now, saying hello to all my past memories. :)


(edited)

Kay at first wanted to update it month by month but im sooooo lazyyy aww forgive me barh ><

♥ family
Start from my dad. He's still the same, works from day to night, sometimes dont even have the chance to see him at home @@ He loves to ask me the same questions the whole year 'you good girl or not?' 'you love daddy mummy or not?' Our conversation always started with this 2 questions >< I remember he asked me what class am i in this year in July! Omg i dont know he's really dont know or what he's abit shocked when he knew im in 4 science 1 @@ Aww daddy u made me so speechless arh that time -.- Haha but i know he still damn sayang me 1, there's always a hello kitty for me whenever he's backed from a trip. Oh yeah he loves travelling!

Mummy always tell me she's old alr aikksss i dont know what to answer her arh >< She didnt nag me that much this year, of course la im so good girl! XD She always know what im thinking, i cant hide any secrets from her D: is it good or bad? Anyway i promised her i will help her to do more housework and become more good girl in the future. Yes i will :)

Miss those days when i can still argue with my elder sis. She stayed in hostel for almost 2 years alr, only saturday she'll come back home and went back to school on sunday. Sometimes when she's busy with her assignments or society's activities, she'll only come back home maybe once every 2 or 3 weeks >< Haih i miss having dinner with my whole family :(

Younger sis is still the same. Argue with me everyday, urgh hate argue with her seriously but she always forced me to do so zz She hates listening to my advice and loves to blame me when she did something wrong @@ Aikksss hope she'll become more good girl ba >< Im trying my best to be good to her cause she's the only one who accompany me at home everyday. Aww hope she can feel my good la :)

♥ friends
How can my form 4 life without you guys? Yes Vivien Ng, why i always feel that im chatting with another me whenever im chatting with you? Omg we're just too alike! We're Vivien, we hates durian, we have the same kind of dad, we scare of lion dance, we have almost the same height, we love hello kitty than spongebob, we love sleeping in class ...... why we're not twins? O.O

Regina Tan, another wei wen and she's another one who can read my mind always. I swear i didnt hide any secrets from you so stop reading my mind please XP I seriously miss our long chats on the phone, haha and that made you woke up late the next day! XD I love listening to your stories, mind to share more stories with me? :) Your concern always came on the right timing, aww you know me too well d. I like your confidence and leadership which i dont have, dont say "where got?!" just admit it, im glad to be your vice :)

Wai Ching, the forever genius. You're always the one who making decision, as you know both viviens are super failed decision maker so just continue it. You wont feel stress or worry about exam, at least not as crazy as me and you're able to pass your exam with flying colours. Omg i damn jealous weih >< You're really good to me i know although you scold me almost everyday TT That's the way you love me! XD

Li Han, my deskmate for the second year. You're so damn hardworking you know? Haha but it's good you influenced me to be hardworking too XP I love listening to your stories, you always syok sendiri there when telling me your stories but seriously i cant stop laughing everytime :D You're so famous that almost every teachers know you and whenever im walking with you i can hear teacher shouting "lihan!" "lihan!" "lihan!" aww all teachers love you so much!

Jia Hui, i know you wont read this @@ You're another hardworking girl, always finish your homeworks on time. Argh i hope im you seriously >< You'll smile at me whenever you see me, i love your smile! :) And yea you're the only one who love ft island too, loves chatting abt abt them with you in science lab! XP

Grace Cheng, owh my dear! We're in different class again how sad D: Really enjoyed every reccess time with you and i wont forget your expression when forcing me too eat! Thanks for your concern everytime and your "jiayou!" always works on me! :)

Urgh i've too much friends already and im not able to type one by one here, i promise i'll reserve another post for all of you kay? :)

♪ wind orchestra
My second family. My form 4's life was full and full of you guys! From performances to Valentine's sale to band camp to concert ...... i just cant live without all of you! Kay dont wanna say too much here, later cant sleep arh! >< i'll just leave it to my farewell party post. :)

♥ chinese society
Yes my daughters and son which are my dearly green apple, do you all know mama spent how many sleepless nights on 3 of you? Being a ketua buletin is not as easy as what you think especially when the ex-ketua was someone called Chong Hui Wen @@ My forever da lao, thanks for your help and your good and useful ideas. Xie xie ni :) Oh ya thanks to all my ajks too and my sampat penolong Celion Tang, dont say sorry again kay? =]



Hmm next about singing competition. My very first time in charge of such a big event! BUT i think it was failed haihh, cant forget the moment i cried in front of Gracey, im sooo down that time >< Anyway i've got a lot of experiences from it and i believe i can do better next time. :)

♥ studies

Satisfied with my results the whole year, im surprised seriously. @@ I'll continue work harder and harder no choice my parents have too high expectation on me already. >< Jiayou to me! :)

p/s: I love you so much ar english so please love me too :)

yesss finally finish this post
that's all about my 2011 life
it's time to say goodbye again
BUH-BYE! :D

__juzvivien

is this all.

so finally my dad allowed me to online at home
but there's still limit so i cant on that much too
fine better than cant use at all right?
arghhh why there's no tm line at my housing area?!

it's 2012 now
that means i didnt update my blog on last day of 2011!!!
urghhh stupid stupid stupiddd
life without wifi srsly sucks! ><
haihh no choice so i've to update my annual post later
btw i've no idea wat to blog abt actually
hmm give me some times to think abt it barh
aww finally there's advantage for having insomnia everynight @@

hope im able to post abt it before school reopen ba
stay tuned :)