Saturday, April 30, 2011

放弃?

该放弃吗?
这是我从来都不会有的想法
但有些事情
似乎不想让我有前进的机会

昨天和 vivien 谈了好久
怎么说呢
名字一样的总是很谈得来的吧
而且想法都是一样的呢
看来我们都在生活中遇到了瓶颈
都做不出选择
都好像哭
都好烦!

很高兴我们所烦的是同一件事
要知道
要找到同样和你烦着同一件事的人不容易啊
可以互相鼓励对方
至少不需要自己一个人烦吧

唉
还是不想了吧
每件事都会有结果的不是吗
那就等待那天的来临吧










考试快到了
唉!~
已温习完的科目=0
开始温习的科目=2
可以想像到成绩单上的数字了。
D=






不管了
生活营完了再说吧


武。三国 我来也!~

Sunday, April 17, 2011

Bon anniversaire!

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생일축하합니다
お誕生日おめでとうございます
สุขสันต์วันเกิด
இனிய பிறந்த நாள் நல்வாழ்த்துக்கள்
生日快乐
Selamat Hari Jadi
Happy Birthdayyyyyy!!! =D
Regina Tan Wei Wen!!!

it's your day today!
so dun think abt other things
just enjoy it
u r 6teen years old now
the age tat shud realy enjoy it
without the stress of pmr or spm
or thinking abt the future
so just do whatever u like
enjoy ur life to the maximum
woohoo!!!~~
:)

u're not alone

another week has gone
as usual
it's another super busy week for me
stayed back after skul for 5 days!
means the whole week omg
monday for chinese society singing competition meeting
tuesday for orchestra practice
wednesday for orchestra practice too
thursday for painting the makmal
n friday for chinese society camp meeting
i wondered how i survived in this week
stayed back everyday n tuition everyday
and yeah i still got lots of homework not yet done
oh nou~
i duno how am i going to finish all my hw

exam coming soon
but i still dun hav the mood to start my revision
urghhhhhhhhhh!!!!!
first time i dun hav the mood to study for exam leh
coz normally i'll be the first 1 hu start studying
omg the exam seriously gonna kill me



lastly
im gonna wish 3 of my frens HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY today
which is
Regina Tan
Sinwei Yong
n
Elaine Choo
wootzzz!
3 of u got the same bday leh
anyway
wish 3 of u all the best la
good luck ya! :)

Friday, April 8, 2011

failed.

Hmm...y am i here huh?
im not suppose to update my blog today right?
grrr...anything la...
since im fed up with the green apple now...
juz spend sum times on my bloggiee...


Monday n Tuesday...
i was spending my time as usual
school, orchestra practice, tuition n sleep
did i find it's boring?
hmm...a bit la maybe...
used to it alr...


Wednesday...
i failed to organize an activity?
yes i think...
when u think u had put lots of afford on sumthing
n u think that everythings will go on well
but unfortunately it didnt
that feeling is realy realy sucks!!!
urghhh! mayb it's a good chance for me to know myself better?
hope so...
anyway,
thank you hui wen for ur comforting, i nearly cried in front of u eh...XD
n thank you gracey, u didnt say anything but i know u're worrying abt me
u seem like so shocked when u saw im crying...
haha...
it's over n i feel much more better now
im waiting for the next challenge!!
woohooooo!!~~


Thursday...
nothing much happend i think
as usual la...


Friday...
did an experiment during bio
sumthing enzymatic reaction
thanks ya stephen for contributing ur saliva for us
had fun during the experiment although it was a bit disgusting
enjoyed it very much...


get to listen to some songs from hui wen today
arghh!! all oso very nice...
cant wait for our concert anymore...
to all wind orchestra members,
pls be more serious abt our concert kay?
we realy have not much days left...
pls pls pls be serious abt it la...><


aikkkss...
going to school tmr...
hope i can done the green apple by tmr...
must arhhh...><


whee~
im going to a concert with regina on sunday!!
omg im so excited now...
sunday fast fast come la...
lol... XD










no more regreting?
yes i think.
♥

Sunday, April 3, 2011

♥

我知道我没资格
但我还是做了选择

我承认
曾经
我犹豫了


谢谢你
的体谅
谢谢你
所说的
“都依你。”


还有
对不起
都是我的错吧。

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the moment of silence

Aikkss, i left my blog for the whole week again. This year seriously will be a super busy and tiring year for me. Sometimes realy feel like crying, coz i cant finish doing all my works. Alright, dun say abt this le, life still have to carry on right? :)

Monday (28/3/11): Hmm, nothing really happend i think. Staying back after school for chinese society singing competition meeting, but im a little bit late for it. Lol, i know this shouldn't happen on an event chairperson. Sorry about it my dear ajks, it won't happen again next time. And congratulation to Gracey for becoming the emcee for this event. Got more confidence on urself ya. =]

Tuesday (29/3/11): Another tiring day. Stayed back after school for orchestra practice. Discussed about orchestra band camp with Fang Kai and Jia ying. Went for tuition after practice until 9 p.m.. Backed home started to do my homework and prepared my aural speech until 1 a.m.. And finally it's the time for me to sleep. ><

Wednesday (30/3/11): First and ever time i stayed back during koku for unit beruniform. Whee~cooked with Gracey and other friends. Learned how to start a fire. OMG so damn hard leh, spent lots of time just to start a fire, then have to wait for so long time for the water to boil. And i think i inhaled a little bit too much of carbon dioxide, felt so dizzy that time. But overall not bad la. Hmm, our maggie taste not bad too. =D

Went to tuition after koko, aww im so tired. Cant even concentrate during my tuition, i wondered why im so tired, my brain lack of oxygen? Lol, no i think, just tired la. So, due to my tiredness, i went to bed at 8.30 p.m.. And then i was awaken by my frens at 12.oo a.m.. It's my birthday!! =D

Thursday (31/3/11): Woohoo~ It's my birthday!! Happy birthday to me!! Had fun for the whole day and i was touched by my frens. Thanks for all the wishes and presents. Thank you very muchiieeee! XD

Went to secret recipe after skul with frens. Hmm, only 5 of us i think. Ate my favourite tiramisu!! Omg it's super damn nice!! But too bad Gracey them having chinese class cant go with us. Haiz, nvm next year still got chance. And and, we saw miss singam while we're waiting for my mum to fetch us back. She shaked my hand and wished me happy birthday! And she asked me why celebrated my birthday here but not party at home. She said should buy a cake, invite 40 frens and a teacher like me. LOL!! XD

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♥
friends~

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♥
ji muis~

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from Gracey's blog. Aww~thank you so much!! so touched eh..*nid to zoom in n read i think*

Friday (1/4/11): It's April Fool!! Get to fool some of my frens. Lol, it's fun. Played with cream of the cup cake given by Afiq during the last period. Hmm, not im playing actually, is sumone wiped the cream on my face. Grrr, damn oily la. But luckily it's balik time alr, if not seriously i will kill that person.

Saturday (2/4/11): Went to skul at 7.15 a.m.. Sis participated in pandu puteri 1 day camp, so no choice i have to follow her to skul earlier. Thank you very much to Regina Tan for coming to skul earlier too just to open the bilik muzik for me. Im so touched weih~T^T Thanks again ya! :)

Another thing, which made me so damn happy during orchestra practice. Our concert was approved by the skul!!!!!!!! Omg i still cant believe leh. Finally!!!!! Arhhhhhhh!!!!! Now it's the time for the preparation for our concert, let's work hard together and make our concert a success. :D

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Thats all for this week la. Is going to busy on this
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and this
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in the coming week. wish me luck ba! :)

Sunday, March 27, 2011

念.

好一个清明时节雨纷纷啊
连续两天雨都下个不停
但爷爷奶奶说那里常这样下雨
原来太平也称为雨城是这样来的啊
虽然自己是在那里出世的
但对它的印象好像并不多
毕竟在三至四岁左右就随父母到吉隆坡来了
所以这样应该算是 正常吧?XD



马路上到处是积水
烂泥处处可见
带着惺忪的睡眼
在天刚破晓的时候
和亲友们带着祭拜的物品
上山为公公和爸爸的外公外婆扫墓去



可惜的是没能为婆婆扫墓
因为规定必须在清明节的正天才可以扫
没错的话应该是星期二
我们没办法再回去了
爸爸得上班
我们得上学
唉



爸爸特别载了我们到婆婆的墓前
没有鲜花
没有祭拜品
只有合掌的双手
在心中默默地和婆婆说着话
暖暖的泪水从眼中流了出来
妈妈的鼻子红红的
我知道她哭了
我们 也都哭了



过去的那些回忆像潮水般涌入了我们脑中
不想再回忆了
如果有得选择
我们都不希望它发生过
可能在大家的心中
都还存有着无法接受的心态吧



一年一度的清明就这样在雨中度过了
如今回到自己的家中
又得面对一堆烦人的事
明天得上学去
功课还没完成
英语口试还没准备
开会的报告也还没准备
真的 烦啊
但慧文说要好好享受你的中四生活
好吧
我在努力地享受着 XD




看来这个blog又得被我抛弃一阵子了
没办法啦
它的主人真的是
太忙啦! ><