7/11/10

我还以为

失去得越多

得到的也会越多

但好像并不是如此


最近失去的

已远远超越得到的

我真的开始害怕了

我到底

做错了什么？


不要这样

好吗？

6/11/10

Urgh! So hot la the weather, going to melt soon. =[ I hope can go for swimming, but no one fetch me. Haiz~

When only can get back my handphone? 3 days until 1 week now 1 month! Wth, They say what something motherboard got problem then they've to order from the HQ. I've to wait for about 1 month like that. Nooooo! 1 week i still can tahan, but 1 month...I want sms la!! =[ Now grace got her own handphone already but cant sms with her. Haiz, cant be the first one who sms her le. TT^TT

My dad bought a clock for me yesterday since got problem with my old clock. Changed new batteries but not function too. Anyway, thank you so much daddy. Love you! =]

it's hello kitty, again! =p

♥ hello kitty

想说的话

说不出口

我

没那个勇气

真失败！=[

等待-5/11/10

♥ 이홍기

Happy Deepavali to all the indians and Happy Holidays to the others who not celebrating Deepavali. Enjoy yourself ya! =] Have a nice day!

Parents went out. Both of my sisters went out. Sad, no one accompany me at home, alone leh. Haiz, only dog stay at home with me, but cant chat with him also. =[ Hmm...i think this is the most suitable time for me to done my homework gua, but i've no mood to do leh. Online better! Lazy to write essay la, 3 essays leh! Walao, i don't want. =[

My elder sister's birthday coming soon. Don't know what to give her leh. Because this is her 18 years old birthday, so must at least give something special for her la, but don't know what present is the best leh. Bake a cake for her? or what? Any suggestion?=p

aisk, using my sis laptop to online. Damn lag la...@@


당신을 사랑해요~

我。你

有时候我一直在想

人为什么一定要有感情？

没有感情

就不会伤心

没有感情

就不会快乐

没有感情

我可以轻而易举地把你给忘了

不需要每天想着

自己到底是对还是错

好烦！

还是改不了那个坏习惯

我的视线里一定要有你

回忆不重要

最重要的是自己心里怎么想

嗯

我知道

跟着心走就是了。

好吧

我放弃了

我是不该这样

但我忘不了也放不下

我

认输了！ =[

3/11/10

今天经过曾经属于3T班同学的课室
好久没爬上四楼了
好喘哦
突然好怀念和大家一起上课的时光
老师教课时在后面偷偷讲话
和老师顶嘴的时光都通通过去了
一年也很快就会过去了

感觉昨天是开学的第一天
但如今学期就快结束了
我也在人家所谓“最好的班”上了接近一年的课
其实是还不错啦
开始时确实有些不习惯
但我还是觉得不要读第一班好
一来压力很大
二来竞争也很大
大家都太关注成绩单上分数的高低了
往往只要你的分数比其他人好一些就会被说“串（骄傲）”
没错，这是个人的经验

曾经的我就是因为怕压力大
所以故意在中一最后一次考试时成绩考差一点
如我所愿
我的成绩从第4名跌到第15名
自然而然地留在第二班
但中三时妈妈要我进第一班
加上个人的某些原因
好吧，拼了！
当时老师告诉我们，中三时会保留在同样的班
我当然是很气了
我努力了这么久换来的是一句“不会换班”？
后来想了想，对我来说这应该是一个好消息不是吗？
我不需要和我的朋友分开叻
不是很好吗？

但事情往往不是我们想要的那样
才刚告诉自己不换班是有好处的
老师就告诉我们会换班
就这样，我在第二班上了几天的课后被调到第一班
感觉那些被调下第二第三班的人都好讨厌我哦
我好像抢了他们的位置似的
那种感觉真的很不好受
为此还哭了好久
过后，我看开了
我是该接受一切的安排

整年下来
喜怒哀乐都尝过了
最大的收获应该是认识了好多新朋友吧
这也让我有了两班不同的朋友
有时和新朋友混在一起
被旧朋友说不理睬他们
和旧朋友一起
却被新朋友说同样的东西
虽然没有当着我的面前说，但都被我听到了
你们要我怎么样呢？
我不可能变成两个人吧？
这种感觉你们根本不懂
或许这就是我们之间的友谊等待被考验的时候吧！
不管怎样
我还是这样走过来了。=]

我觉得最好的解决方法
应该是大家都进同一班吧？
这样一来，这一类事情都不会发生了吧
没错！那么，大家加油吧!
不对，应该是祝大家获得好成绩。=]
可以的啦！

3/11/10

Helped to do chinese society stuff in school today. Went to school today because have something to discuss with Pn. Goh. She was busy yesterday so she asked me to discuss today, so i've to go to school...haiz~ =[

I've NO tuition today. Oh yeah! Means i got free time today, can do whatever i like. =D But there are 3 bm essays plus 1 rumusan waiting for me. =[ *cried* NOOO!!! TT^TT I don't want homework!! I don't want to do homework!

WO practice on this saturday cancelled again. What?! Again? argh!! Don't always cancel la. I want practice!!!!!!!!! =s

-end-

2/11/10

Went to school today due to my boringness of staying at home. I got nothing to do beside watching tv, use computer and read my harry potter. Aiyo, really boring la. Actually go to school also very boring la, but at least got activities or games to play lo. Today teacher gave us the prizes for explorace last week. We got the 1st place leh! Fuiyoh!!~ Thought we got 2nd again. Not bad not bad, but the prizes...haiz, what la! A big box which full of biscuits, soft drink, mee goreng asli plus some snacks. Really sweat la! Who wants all those things? Like all from unwanted hampers~ ==

Started my form 4 tuition yesterday. First 2 subjects were chemistry and add maths. The chemistry still ok, cause first chapter nothing de. What introduction of chemistry, history of chemistry something la. But the teacher damn boring, not funny at all. Keep talk and talk non stop for 1hr plus. Then the add maths, agree with what sinwei said. Many question marks on my head during the lesson. Need teacher to explain many times only understand, but still blurrrr!@@ Omg! I cant fail my add maths, i must good in math. Must work harder!! >.<

Nowadays influenced by sinwei and wee ern, i go and listen to korean songs although i cant understand what they singing. Found out that some songs really nice leh, not bad wor. Somore got so many lengzai! hahaXD Serious lo, all so lengzai de. Especially Hong Gi from F.T Island! Aiyo, cant tahan liao. So sorry Nicholas Teo! xp Love you too ya! =] Btw sinwei says he not lengzai at all. =[ Her Super Junior more lengzai. Suan liao lo, i like than ok liao, different ppl got different taste mar.=p

Lee Hong Gi!!♥.♥

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