lonely~

lonely is just 1 word choosen to represent so much
to tell of feeling inside that the senses cannot touch

lonely can be in the teardrops on the be reared person's check
lonely can be in the silence of sorrows too deep to speak
lonely can haunt a deserted room that laughter once made proud
lonely surrounds you when you are alone or finds you in a crowd
lonely is heard in echoed foot steps of a departing friends
lonely penetrates the solitude of night that will not end
lonely will not listen to the pleadings of a broken heart
lonely stays and torments until new love shatters it apparts...


*bcoz the poem very nice so i post d...
i'm no lonely ar.....

12/8/09

hari koko finally over!!
haiz...
but exam left 1 week nia...
walao...

today scold by mum again...
coz late onli back home...
T.T
coz orchestra's members nid go kantin ma...
haiz...

after skul go back n use comp...
today is last time can use comp...
after exam onli can use liao...
but canot sign in my msn d...=(
haiz...

Love is in my thought...

Love is blind
Love is eyed

Love is sweet

Love is bitter

Love is care

Love is hesitation

Love is bare

Love is dare

Love is peace

Love is violent

Love is clear

Love is dirty

Love is prominent

Love is contaminate

Love is heaven

Love is hell

Love is crashing

Love is sticky

Love is critical

Love is mythological

Love is brittle

Love is malleable

Love is capable

Love is stressful

Love is innocent

Love is violent

Love is best

Love is worst

Love is nothing

But love is everything

Love is god

Love is devil

Love is evil

Love is shining sun

Love is blinking moon

Love is beautiful earth

Love is the worst larva of earth

Love is hurtingLove is paining

But love is lovable and love is pain clear

Love is like thisLove is like that

Love is too muchI can not describe

Look in side dear reader

You will find love everywhere hidden but prominent when looks closer

Love is not enough to understand

But for me it's...love

7/8/2009

koko so fast finish liao...
tat means 1 year oso wan finish liao...
walao...
so fast d...
not enough la...
T.T

exam left 12 days...><
haiz...
so lazy to do revision...
but canot wor...
after results cum out very cha i will cry d...
haha...
so must do la...
but tis few days quite busy d...
many things to do...
sumore my folio not yet done a...
haiz...
wat can i do oh...
too lazy liao...=(
juz +u+u la...^^

5/8/2009

so fast...
2 weeks more going to exam...
haiz...
not yet finish my revision a...
juz start onli...
y so fast geh...
sumore folio not yet done!!!
walao...

next wednesday hari koko...
gud la...
no nid study...haha...
tuesday got rehearsal 4 the hari koko...
yes!!!no nid study again...
but not gud d...
tat time is pjk leh...
cheh...

today so boring at class...
all ppl like no mood d...
no ppl chat wif me...
onli sin wei...
so alone...
haiz...
sumore today so cold...
i canot stand outside the class...
onli sit on my place...=(

3/8/2009

this few weeks so busy!!!
folio,EXAM!!!
canot tahan liao...
haiz...

today received the prize for explorace liao...
tat 1 call wat r?
not trophy...then wat??
i duno leh...

today sin wei n grace hurt me so much...
i know u 2 saying the truth la...
but realy hurt me so much...
haiz...
u 2 say so much wat is the main point???
wat can i do now?
remain?
or wat?
i know u 2 say tat bcoz of me la...
i try to have some changes la...
i will try my best d...

super boring day!!!

today 9 like tat onli wake up...
then 10 like tat go eat breakfast wit family...
then cum back hse liao...

the whole afternoon so boring!!!
wan on9 oso canot...
mum keep scolding...
haiz...
say wat exam cuming go study...
walao...

well...well...
then i go study lo...
but study awhile nia canot tahan liao...
too boring...
so take out my hp n SMS!!
sms for maverick n yi an...
but 2 so late reply d...
make me boring dao 'fa mei' d...
yi an after few minute reply liao...
until 8 like tat maverick onli reply...
walao...
so late d....

then until now i finally can use comp...
bcoz parents go watch concert liao...
wat 'super band'...
haha...
hope then late late onli back...
then i can use comp until late late...

but i oso nid to do revision la...
but the sejarah...
so stupid...
hate it very much...
this time must get A liao!!!

yesterday yi an giv me a thing...
love it so much....
she print a photo 4 me!!!
yi an....thx la...muackz~~