♪JuzVïνÏëŋ !!♪

stand by me.

2012-01-23T02:19:00.004+08:00

I've no idea why my mum is so different
and so special
my friends' mum normally will start making cookies when cny is juz around the corner
but in my memories
my mum dun even try to make cookies once during cny
haihhh
her reason is ' i made too much alr last time so no mood make liao @@'
aikksss
so due to my behtahan-ness
i decided to make myself

ta-daaaaa
my 龙饼 (dragon cookies) !!!

too bad i takde the special tool to make them into dragon shaped D:
lol i know macam valentine's day cookies @@

♥

woohoo! :D

spent almost 3 hrs on them
and mum commented ' not bad, finally u're a girl. '
what?! @@
anything ba
i happy myself
my very very first time making cookies eh~ XP

p/s: thank you jiaying for the recipe! :)

__juzvivien

happy cny! :)

2012-01-23T01:38:00.003+08:00

曾经何时
大家约好了每一年要一起庆祝新年
但如今呢？
怎么在短短的几年里
大家都忘得一干二净了？

以往的感觉全都没了
高谈阔论声，没了
欢笑声，没了
嬉闹声，没了
爆竹声，也没了

不再抢着吃年饼
不再争着要红包

一切都变了

婆婆啊
您看见了吗？
您知不知道自己的影响力有多大啊？

唉

真希望您还健在

我想您了

真的真的

好想。

__juzvivien

always be mine.

2012-01-13T21:36:00.002+08:00

I promised i'll update my blog once i on my comp, so here i am! Abandoned my homeworks and choose to be with my comp XP

So the second week of school was over. Not really used to my form 5's life yet seriously. There's too much changes! New classmates, new deskmate new teachers and everyone became so hardworking omggg @@ i no like form 5 arrr! D:

4.1.2012
♥ Dont feel like going back to school. Still in my holidays mood D:
♥ Staying back after skul for orchestra practice. First practice in 2012!
♥ Started my tuition. Haih just the same as last year, im having tuition from monday to friday ><

5.1.2012
♥ i no like my place in class although it's the same as last year, so damn hot arh!
♥ urghhh why so much homeworks! ><

6.1.2012
♥ day dreaming in class, din realy concentrate @@
♥ orchestra performance to attract those form 1s!
♥ i'll never ever run like siao again zz
♥ i love showercap, i love stomp!
♥ omg sk diabolo team so yeng ar!
♥ urgh saw ying ting's instant camera, envy die me :(
♥ took pictures with my dear flutist!

jiaying kissed me aww~

7.1.2012
♥ went to my sis school for chinese new year extravaganza
♥ yes i love to eat! XP
♥ gosh i saw the sk diabolo team again, i love their performance so sooo sooooo much!
♥ nearly give up while doing my homeworks ><

8.1.2012
♥ missed the "last lunch" with charlene
♥ was worried about wai ching
♥ cried when chatting with wai ching
♥ i miss you, charlene ><

9.1.2012
♥ cousin came to my hse
♥ ishhh stupid insomnia

10.1.2012
♥ cant wake up for school ><
♥ hope u're ok seriously
♥ why no practice?!?!

11.1.2012
♥ again regretted to accept the post ><
♥ form 1 kids are so cute!
♥ im so shocked weih!
♥ i duno im so lenglui until they can recognize me! XD

12.1.2012
♥ happy birthday weiqin!
♥ wish u too much til reg jealous alr XD
♥ i love eclipse!
♥ finally there's laughter
♥ the pic is just sooo cute! XP

13.1.2012
♥ staying back after school to balut oren
♥ regretted telling teacher im the one who hanging the tanglung last year ><
♥ i dont like orange!
♥ no world end dont so fast come pls
♥ insomnia again damn
♥ TMR IS FT ISLAND'S CONCERT ARHHHHHHHHHHHH!

__juzvivien

Say hello to goodbye.

2012-01-03T22:18:00.005+08:00

Ok i admit that it's not easy, no should be it's damnnn hard to recall back what you've done throughout the year. Somemore this situation will become worse when it happens on someone like me! Not to say myself doesnt have good memory but i actually cant remember what my mum just told me a minute ago. Im serious, i can forget everything within that 60 seconds and it happens almost twice a day! @@ Haiz so what are you going to expect for this post? Story from January till December? Dream on la you! It's a mission impossible for me seriously. But wait, dont forget there's something called pendrive! Yesh with my pendrive im able to complete my annual post without wasting my brain juice. Lol i dont know what im crapping actually cause regina asked me to write long long so im trying my best to crap as much as i can. Kay so back to the title 'Say hello to goodbye', owh it's lyrics from a song right? Haha it just suit what im thinking now, saying hello to all my past memories. :)

(edited)

Kay at first wanted to update it month by month but im sooooo lazyyy aww forgive me barh ><

♥ family
Start from my dad. He's still the same, works from day to night, sometimes dont even have the chance to see him at home @@ He loves to ask me the same questions the whole year 'you good girl or not?' 'you love daddy mummy or not?' Our conversation always started with this 2 questions >< I remember he asked me what class am i in this year in July! Omg i dont know he's really dont know or what he's abit shocked when he knew im in 4 science 1 @@ Aww daddy u made me so speechless arh that time -.- Haha but i know he still damn sayang me 1, there's always a hello kitty for me whenever he's backed from a trip. Oh yeah he loves travelling!

Mummy always tell me she's old alr aikksss i dont know what to answer her arh >< She didnt nag me that much this year, of course la im so good girl! XD She always know what im thinking, i cant hide any secrets from her D: is it good or bad? Anyway i promised her i will help her to do more housework and become more good girl in the future. Yes i will :)

Miss those days when i can still argue with my elder sis. She stayed in hostel for almost 2 years alr, only saturday she'll come back home and went back to school on sunday. Sometimes when she's busy with her assignments or society's activities, she'll only come back home maybe once every 2 or 3 weeks >< Haih i miss having dinner with my whole family :(

Younger sis is still the same. Argue with me everyday, urgh hate argue with her seriously but she always forced me to do so zz She hates listening to my advice and loves to blame me when she did something wrong @@ Aikksss hope she'll become more good girl ba >< Im trying my best to be good to her cause she's the only one who accompany me at home everyday. Aww hope she can feel my good la :)

♥ friends
How can my form 4 life without you guys? Yes Vivien Ng, why i always feel that im chatting with another me whenever im chatting with you? Omg we're just too alike! We're Vivien, we hates durian, we have the same kind of dad, we scare of lion dance, we have almost the same height, we love hello kitty than spongebob, we love sleeping in class ...... why we're not twins? O.O

Regina Tan, another wei wen and she's another one who can read my mind always. I swear i didnt hide any secrets from you so stop reading my mind please XP I seriously miss our long chats on the phone, haha and that made you woke up late the next day! XD I love listening to your stories, mind to share more stories with me? :) Your concern always came on the right timing, aww you know me too well d. I like your confidence and leadership which i dont have, dont say "where got?!" just admit it, im glad to be your vice :)

Wai Ching, the forever genius. You're always the one who making decision, as you know both viviens are super failed decision maker so just continue it. You wont feel stress or worry about exam, at least not as crazy as me and you're able to pass your exam with flying colours. Omg i damn jealous weih >< You're really good to me i know although you scold me almost everyday TT That's the way you love me! XD

Li Han, my deskmate for the second year. You're so damn hardworking you know? Haha but it's good you influenced me to be hardworking too XP I love listening to your stories, you always syok sendiri there when telling me your stories but seriously i cant stop laughing everytime :D You're so famous that almost every teachers know you and whenever im walking with you i can hear teacher shouting "lihan!" "lihan!" "lihan!" aww all teachers love you so much!

Jia Hui, i know you wont read this @@ You're another hardworking girl, always finish your homeworks on time. Argh i hope im you seriously >< You'll smile at me whenever you see me, i love your smile! :) And yea you're the only one who love ft island too, loves chatting abt abt them with you in science lab! XP

Grace Cheng, owh my dear! We're in different class again how sad D: Really enjoyed every reccess time with you and i wont forget your expression when forcing me too eat! Thanks for your concern everytime and your "jiayou!" always works on me! :)

Urgh i've too much friends already and im not able to type one by one here, i promise i'll reserve another post for all of you kay? :)

♪ wind orchestra
My second family. My form 4's life was full and full of you guys! From performances to Valentine's sale to band camp to concert ...... i just cant live without all of you! Kay dont wanna say too much here, later cant sleep arh! >< i'll just leave it to my farewell party post. :)

♥ chinese society
Yes my daughters and son which are my dearly green apple, do you all know mama spent how many sleepless nights on 3 of you? Being a ketua buletin is not as easy as what you think especially when the ex-ketua was someone called Chong Hui Wen @@ My forever da lao, thanks for your help and your good and useful ideas. Xie xie ni :) Oh ya thanks to all my ajks too and my sampat penolong Celion Tang, dont say sorry again kay? =]

Hmm next about singing competition. My very first time in charge of such a big event! BUT i think it was failed haihh, cant forget the moment i cried in front of Gracey, im sooo down that time >< Anyway i've got a lot of experiences from it and i believe i can do better next time. :)

♥ studies

Satisfied with my results the whole year, im surprised seriously. @@ I'll continue work harder and harder no choice my parents have too high expectation on me already. >< Jiayou to me! :)

p/s: I love you so much ar english so please love me too :)

yesss finally finish this post
that's all about my 2011 life
it's time to say goodbye again
BUH-BYE! :D

__juzvivien

is this all.

2012-01-02T23:56:00.001+08:00

so finally my dad allowed me to online at home
but there's still limit so i cant on that much too
fine better than cant use at all right?
arghhh why there's no tm line at my housing area?!

it's 2012 now
that means i didnt update my blog on last day of 2011!!!
urghhh stupid stupid stupiddd
life without wifi srsly sucks! ><
haihh no choice so i've to update my annual post later
btw i've no idea wat to blog abt actually
hmm give me some times to think abt it barh
aww finally there's advantage for having insomnia everynight @@

hope im able to post abt it before school reopen ba
stay tuned :)

only one.

2011-12-07T22:12:00.004+08:00

omg i know i should update my blog
but butt im sooooo busyyyyy!!! ><
ok i admit im lazy too =P

i promise i'll update more after i finish shifting hse kay?

mari mari share one pic with all of you

taa-daaaaaaa

my dear Lee Hong Gi ♥

omggggg why he's so lengzai? @@

hmm i should update about my FT Island next time

so u all will know how awesome are them XP

stay tuned :)

__juzvivien

craps.

2011-12-01T16:09:00.001+08:00

dont feel like update my blog actually
cause im soooooooo lazy
and i dont feel like using my brain now ><
but i really got nothinggggggg to do
so oh yeahhhhh im here!

hmm ytd was another tiring day
followed my mum to new hse there early in the morning and helped to clean up
omggg so dusty @@
non stop sneezing while wiping the cupboard
sumore we cant on the fan
so everyone non stop sweating
urghhh i hate that
so uncomfortable ><
but it's good also la
can help my mum to do something *so that she wun nag XP*
at least it's better than i stay at home and stick myself on the sofa right?
sumore i'll have NO extra time to think too much
so it's good to make myself busy all the time :)
and and and oh yea i can lose weight! XP
ini paling best la lol
so conclusion
i'll get more advantages than disadvantages!
hmm okay i'll help my mum more XP

lol i got nothing to crap le
so that's all for today
buh bye :)

__juzvivien

forever love.

2011-11-30T00:13:00.007+08:00

so finally i woke up a bit earlier this morning *only a bittttt ar XP*
finally im free *no need to help my mum to pack things YAY*
finally im not piggy anymore *oh wait im still a piggy @@*
finally i got nothing to worry about *ishhh who says?! ><*
finally...
finally...
finally...
finally i polished my flute! :D
the most meaningful thing i've ever did in this holidays perhaps? ><
ok im such a failure i know @@

fine back to the main point
yeshh my forever love ♥
owned it since year 2008
3 years plus already! =D
omg time flies @@
i still remember i bought it with my own pocket money TT
no la actually my dad helped me to pay half of it
rm2025 nice price huh O.O
so i need to pay about rm1000
that's such an impossible for a form 1 student like me!
urgh so since that day i bcam very berjimat cermat
no shopping
no hello kitty *noooooo~TT*
no eating during recess
sacrificed a lottttt eh D:
and finally after many many many months
i cleared all my hutang *yeah!*
and it finally belongs to me! :D

my dear Harry ♥ i got no idea since when i called it Harry lol X)

polishing materials :)

instructions *gahhh i love my handphone's camera soooo much!*

further informations on how to clean your instrument XD

steps to polish:

then...

cleaning and powder paper!

DONE! :D
looks easy but i've spent almost 4 hours on it @@

BEFORE

AFTER
looks almost the same i know
but actually got different
it became more shining! *blink blink* XP

times to clean up! ):

buh bye my dear! :)

-END-

__juzvivien

Year End Sale FREAK!

2011-11-27T22:02:00.002+08:00

What a torturing night yesterday, fell asleep at almost 7am ><
hope u'll understand and accept the decision i did D:
thank you regina , thank you wai ching :)

ok skip this

so i went shopping today!
FINALLY ARHHH
at home soooooooooooooo boring ):
chatted with wai ching on phone this morning and she told me she's going to ioi later cause
PADINI GOT YEAR END SALE!!!
so i faster go and tell my mum
anddddddd surprisingly my mum says "let's go and tell papa we want go barh!"
woohoooooooo! X)
yeah so i went ioi n meet wai ching at padini
lol she's so sooo sooooo happy!
and she made me so soo sooooo high!
everything is so soo sooooo cheap!
and both of us are so soo sooooo crazy!!! XP
oh yeah we love shopping!
and yea i saw karmen there too
and i heard karmen said joyi went there also
lol omg we mmg crazy to year end sale alr! XP
hope we'll have enough money to spend on 9/12 @@

aww so sorry to my dear Harry(flute), i didnt polish you today as what i've promised to you yesterday. I promise i'll polish you before the coming practice on 10/12, wait for mama ya! :)

p/s: sorry.

__juzvivien

exhausted.

2011-11-27T00:06:00.002+08:00

shifting hse is really not a good idea especially ur hse has too much rubbish
urghhhhhh
im sooooo tired arh
i need massage seriously ><

p/s: gonna polish my flute tmr! finally there's something meaningful to do during this holidays YAY! :)

strive.

2011-11-25T22:30:00.003+08:00

有人努力是因為害怕失去，
有人努力是因為自覺不足，
也有人努力，是因為沒有退路，
不管驅使妳們進步的動力是哪一種，
唯一不變的，就是努力。

fuji instax mini 25 hello kitty.

2011-11-23T23:36:00.003+08:00

This post is specially reserved for Hello Kitty. Hmm so you may leave now if you dont like it. :)

Instant camera, one of the thing i wanted to get in my dream list. Still remember the first time i saw it and knew that there's something so cool. Age - 5 years old. Location - Zoo Negara. Situation - free photo taking session with parrots. @@ I remembered i was shouting like crazy when i saw the thingy automatically printed out a photo. Aiyo im still 5 years old what, it's totally new for me! =p So since that day onwards it appeared in my dream list and im sure i'll get one for myself in the future. Yesh i will get it! XP

fuji instax mini 25 hello kitty camera.

OMG i want i want!

Instax mini 25 Hello Kitty
The most sought after kitty cat in the world is now on the instax mini 25! Presentung the fuji instax mini 25 now in Hello Kitty special edition! This super sought after special edition is ONLY released and available in Japan ==, even the manual only comes in Japanese.

Price:
RM480.00 for camera alone
RM500.00 with 1 box of instax mini film

Warranty:
One (1) year

Package includes:
1. One(1) fuji instax mini 25
hello kitty camera
2. One(1) camera strap
3. One(1) close-up lens
4. Two(2) CR2 batteries
5. Japanese instruction manual
6. Hello Kitty stickers

Batteries:
Uses two(2) CR2 batteries

Features:
- Instant camera = instant pictures (like polaroid)
- Credit card size pictures.
- Small, compact and easy to use.
- Has build in flash.
- Has self-shoot mirror.
- Close-up lens for focusing from 35cm

So expensive arghhhh! >< A normal instant camera cost only rm200+. @@ Haihh no choice no one ask me to be a Hello Kitty fan. Hmph nevermind i cant get you now but i'll get you in the future. WAIT FOR ME! :)

__juzvivien

fainted.

2011-11-22T16:33:00.001+08:00

Ok well i think im the laziest one among all tais, even regina and all boys are better than me. TT I dont know why i just dont have the effort to update my blog everyday and i dont like to update it with my ipod, so hard to type! >< So i've to wait till my blogging mood comes and my laziness leaves only i'll climb upstairs and on my computer.Omg i hate holidays, i dont want to be lazy ar!! D:

So i woke up at 7am today with a pair of panda eyes. Only 5 hours of sleep? That's not enough for me! Haihh but no choice i've to accompany my grandparents to walk around my housing area. My sis promised her friends to play volleyball with them so we went to the padang at hilltop. Saw many friends there and a lot of form 5s students, wah no spm ke so free de? o.O My grandparents and i sat on a bench cause they wanted to watch a group of old age people dancing. Wow not bad sia all of them, so neat leh their dance, moonwalk plus beat it somore! @@

Hermm am i look old? Nooooooo i dont want. >< An aunty with white hair came over and asked me "why dont want join?" I grinned. Then she asked "Where's your husband? How many children do you have?" WHAT THE HECK!!!!!! "Aunty im just 16 years old la ==" i replied. "So young?!" she shocked. Omg i look like 30 years old meh?! You hurted me so much la aunty TT Haih fine i forgive you but there's no another chance i tell u. ZZZ

When i finally reached home. Well another time, my neighbour's daughter keep "Aunty! Aunty!" walao eh stop that please, really felt like banging my head to the wall. >< I looked like aunty cause i tied up all my hair or cause i was wearing orchestra t shirt? Ok that kaitan i know but why both of u thought that im already an aunty! WHY?! *sob* Oh no i think i've to do mask everyday, sleep earlier and learn some beauty technique from waiching le so that i wont hear anyone calling me aunty again. ><

Okie i should stop here. Time for dinner YAY!

p/s: Thank you. ♥

__juzvivien

significance.

2011-11-19T20:39:00.003+08:00

So i went to nicky sou opps should be lihan's house today
why? 2 reasons ----->EAT & PLAY
yeshh this is what we called holidays right?
somore it's our last year end holidays leh
so we're trying to enjoy ourselves as much as we can XP

first of all gonna thanks vivien ng's brother for fetching waiching n me there
thank you frankie gor gor!
if not i have to go there abt 9 sumthing
nooo i dont want to sacrifice my sleep time for it ><
and luckily waiching still rmb the way to lihan's hse so we didnt spend much time for finding her hse
genius waiching lol

played monopoly deal after we reached there
aikksss i still dont have the chance to win although stephen wasn't there
ishhh i think i just dont have the luck gua haihh D:
ohya due to our creativeness and we got a little bit too much of jellies
anyone who lose in the game have to give her jellies to the one who won according to the number of property she left
lol we're too boring
but actually this is an idea from waiching
and she got almost all of the jellies in the first round ==

after that was lunch time!
lihan's mum cooked us curry mee and kerabu
aww thankiew aunty!
ur curry mee is really nice and ur laksa too
yummm hope i still have the chance to eat again XP

curry mee by lihan's mum :)

keRabu not kelabu by lihan's mum :)
i dont like pineapple ><

vegetarian curry by vivien ng's mum :)
arhhh this one super nice also!

tomatoes with plum powder(lol i dont know what it actually called) by waiching, the future perfect housewife! XP

70 pieces of jellies by me!
and you know what? 4 of us finished all of the jellies within that 5 hours
hope we wont get diabetes barh >< and and and we ate this

HOMEMADE WAFFLE!
learned the ways to make waffle
cheh so easy~
no la cause lihan did almost everything ==
hmm gonna beg my mum to buy a waffle maker for me soon XP

okay after EAT here comes PLAY again
we played millionaire
omg so longgg damn longgg time din play alr
i think i still have a set at home
but it's Billionaire wahaha XD

oh ya i forgot
we played some lifeless games in lihan's laptop too
hmm it's really LIFELESS
but at least we get to use our brain
not bad lar X)
and we visited lihan's room
OMG full of teddy bears
i hope they're all mine >< and and and i saw something made me feel wth == this is it
lihan's pity wall with moral definisi
she's crazyyyyy!!!

had a nice day with my friends
didnt take much pictures cause we're busy eating and playing XP
and this is our only group picture

♥ charlene . vivien ng . wai ching . me . li han

__juzvivien

get away.

2011-11-16T23:01:00.004+08:00

I always believe that everyone have different personalities but no one knows which are your real personalities. Maybe you'll find that im not truly good to you one day or everything i did was just what i've planned. Why is that impossible?

I'm taking advantages on you! I've tried to let go but failed.

I'm so bad. Knowing your feeling but trying to ignore about it.

I'm useless. Can't even reply you with the same as what you did to me.

I'm a betrayer perhaps?
sorry.

No more lies but facing you, it's your decision for the future.

So at last i still have to face myself eh?

You're right regina, i felt so regretful after typing all these but i still choose to face myself, sorry.

what a stupid idiot you are, tan vi vien.

that year.

2011-11-13T00:27:00.003+08:00

so our so called honeymoon year end?!
NOOO I DONT BELIEVE ARHHH
can't be rightttt?
i tot i was still wondering why grace cant enter the same class as me
where should i sit in the class
who should i sit with
which club should i enter
when should i start my march test revision
when im gonna start my buletin works
when i can have enough rest
when is the mid year holidays
when...

why...

where...

which...

i need some times

to accept it.

urghhhh!

distance.

2011-11-08T20:52:00.002+08:00

wootz so finally im here to update my bloggie
no choice coz im too lazy to sign in
too lazy to use my brain
and oh yea i forgotten my blog's password
that's the main point XP

so here comes holidays!
although still got 5 more days to go
but then for me is the same la
no study + no homework = holidays!
but then seriously i dont hope holidays to come so fast
grrrrrrrrrrr
im still in form 4 right?
yesh! IM STILL A FORM 4 STUDENT!!!

hmm i think i've to force myself to update my blog more often le
so that it'll stay alive
and i'll use my brain more
urghh why im sooo lazy?!
haihh
that's me XP

p/s: paiseh wai ching will link u next time, im so lazy eh D;

别再惊动爱情。

2011-10-22T23:30:00.003+08:00

我想像这一刻好几次了。
人山人海中，我们再一次相遇，一切还是那么熟悉。
每一天，我在镜子前不断练习这最若无其事的表情。
双手垂直，标准的笑容，只怕被你看穿这一切都是我精心练习的。

在你脸上，一切无迹可循。
你轻轻的一句话，以是最痛的伤害。
我不知道我们是怎样走到了这里，如此无力。
你一直在我心里，住在深处，就像我的灵魂一样，不让我沉沦。
也许，那才是我们之间，最真实的模样。

这个城市，满载我们的故事。
我游走在这城市边缘，只怕自己再一次掉入陷阱。
其实，说穿了，我们其实不是那么想的。

为何不告诉我呢？

从此以后，我不再想像了。

You'll be in my heart.

2011-09-03T01:18:00.003+08:00

rawrr!~

My blogging mood backed! Finally huh. X) Well, August has gone and it's September now. Time, how can you be so cruel?! I just started to love my form 4's life and now u gotta bring it away from me. Haiz, fine i can't be so greedy, will cherish the coming 3 months and enjoy them to the maximum! :)

Hmm, I should have updated about Harry Potter, Hari Koko, WO agm and a lot a lot more but where's them?! Probably in my dream i think. Oh nooo, how can like this, can't believe myself being so lazy, but i still have to accept it. D= Anyway, i'll briefly tell you all what had happened in these 2 months in this post.

First of all, happened in 17 of July. I skipped half of my orchestra practice to watch Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows Part 2. Aww so sorry to my orchestra. Anyway, the movie was realy awesome and super touching. Luckily didn't watch it with my friends, because i was like crying non stop in the cinema. XD At first i thought i still have the chance to watch for the second time but i sacrificed it for orchestra farewell party. T^T Haiz, I will really really miss Harry Potter. It all NEVER end right? XD

Then, Hari Koko i think. It's on 27 of July. Last performance with all the form 5s. Aww so sad. Gonna thanks Celion Tang for accompany and sharing food with me. Haha i'll never ever forget the roti ice cream and ice cream soda float we bought. XD p/s: Haha, thanks to you to, for searching me everywhere in the school and accompany me until school end. ♥

Next, on 30 of July. Went for Chinese Society jamuan in the morning. Well just ignore this, it's not the main point for this para. The main point is I went to Kai's house for Wind Ochestra farewell party 2011! The party was a success and finally I have the appetite to eat! Hah, my appetite will gone whenever im stress. I don't remember i told anyone about it before but the oh so "clever" Regina Tan realised about it. Hmphh! Kay, back to the farewell party. We had barbeque woohoo!
Lol, i'll like to take this chance to thank Joshua Lau for helping the lazy me to grill my 5 chicken wings. Thank you so much! :) I will miss the night, especially the sharing part that we hugged and cried together. Here to wish Hui Wen, Khe Sin, Bryan, Yoon Zhao, Pei Szan, Jian Yung, Darryl and Darren good luck in your future, all the best and please remember us, i know all of you will. :)

Hmm, here comes August. Nothing much happened accept for Wind Orchestra AGM and August test. Ok, Ignore about the August test thanks. :( On 13 of August, went to school for WO annual general meeting and store cleaning! Took almost 3 and a half hour to finish cleaning the store. Erm, not consider as finish also i think. Anyway, we spent the rest half an hour on AGM. Congratulation to Kai Kai, Celion Tang and Deborah Lau, it's you all turns next year! XD Good Luck! :)

Thats all i think, gonna stop here. I'll try my best to update my blog more. :p

A day to remember.

2011-08-01T00:23:00.004+08:00

Ok well, be honest
I don't want it to come so fast seriously
altough it will happen every year but this year is really different
place to celebrate
and people who are leaving

we shared
we hugged
we cried
we're forced to separate when the bell rang
telling us time's up!
as what Mr.Siow said, "time is cruel"
yes, how cruel it is
but no one can ever stop it
D:

♥ flutist

i really din expect that we can be so close and so good
anyway, it's our turn next year
i got no idea how will it be
and so three of you, too
let's cherish the days we left
cherish the days that we have the chance to play our flute together

:)

the grand new month.

2011-07-03T23:11:00.002+08:00

it's july now!
so fasttttt...
the super extremely busiest June was over
here come the month which is
more free, more relax n more enjoyable
owh i just love u so much July~
i promise i'll enjoy u to the maximum! X)
♥

and...
im gonna wish Grace Cheng Tze Kuan
Happy Belated Birthday here!
i know im late la
hmm is super late ><
sry dear...
i got no time to update my blog la
so sorrieee...
anyway
wish u bcum prettier n prettier
smarter n smarter
haha
dun bcum perasan n perasan-er ar...
all the best ba
good luck!
u're 6teen!! XD
i ♥ you
:)

we're all in this together.

2011-06-24T23:17:00.004+08:00

I could still remember vividly the times when we're preparing, squeezing our brain juice for the concert's proposal. Cant really remember how many weeks or even months we spent on it. I could only remember our minds were non stop thinking about it days and nights. Repeat and repeat, redo and redo when our proposal had been rejected. Owhh how great determination we have! XD The expression on everyone's face when the proposal had been approved are still clearly in my mind. We shouted, we cheered, we laughed. How cute we are! :)

i remembered i was so happy that i took the picture of our proposal, even the blank pages of it! X)

Our preparation for the concert started when the proposal had been approved.
From the poster design...

by jia ying n me. XD

lol just ignore me.

To the tickets design and printing...

Everyone was so excited. We cant wait for the concert. Helping to sell the tickets, staying back after practice for concert's meeting or staying back after school for concert's preparation. We do enjoyed every moment when we're together very much without grumble from anyone of us. We shared the excitement for the concert and worried about it together, too.

backdrop :)

souvenir :) taken by Regina Tan.

flutist palms printing! :)

Concert's rehearsal...

during band camp :)

in the morning before concert :)

tuning :)

...

... ...

... ... ...

18 June 2011
1.30pm - 3.30pm

IT'S SHOWTIME!

emcee :)

audiences :)

stomp! :)

we are stomping stomping stomping for u
we are stomping stomping stomping
for u
we took some random stuffs
and make some random noise
we are
stomping stomping stomping
S.T.O.M.P.!

We did it! Our first concert was a success.

finally it's time for us to

SMILE :)

i love you, you love me, we are happy family! :)

alumnis :)

form 5s :)

form 4s :)

it all ends here.

I ♥ you

SMKS4BK WIND ORCHESTRA

concert concert concert concert concert... ...IT'S SHOWTIME!!!!!

WO band camp 2011.

2011-06-24T21:56:00.003+08:00

9.6.11-11.6.11
SMKS4 Wind Orchestra Band Camp 2011

countless memories which full of happiness,
awesomeness, craziness, sampat-ness
and touching too...
:)

with
♥ band camp committees.

i love this picture so much wieh. XD

and
♥ Awesome Jelly King

our awesome parachute! X)

and and
♥ flutist

i miss that rehearsal. ><

and and and
lastly
♥ Wind Orchestra members and both instructors
and alumnis! =)

one band. one sound. ♥

take a deep breathe.

2011-06-15T21:37:00.003+08:00

owh finally that's some times for me to rest
after finishing the annoying green apple
well im free from it
no more worries about it from now on
yeahhhhhhhhh :)

gonna stay back after school for the whole week
orchestra's concert coming soon
awww...cant wait for it!!
but then somehow i dun wish it to come so fast
maybe i alr used to prepare this and that for concert
then suddenly i don't need to worry about it
this means i got nothing to do after concert lo?
ohh i seriously hate that feeling
urgh my mind is struggling for it
come faster...no dun come so fast
come faster...no dun come so fast
come faster...no dun come so fast
duhh i don't know la TT

well gonna do some preparation for tmr now
will be updating u all abt orchestra band camp 2011 and our concert in the next post
stay tune :)

english's result sucks
english's result sucks
english's result sucks
english's result sucks
english's result sucks !!
D=

azkaban.

2011-06-04T00:43:00.003+08:00

haiz
holidays is really torturing me
holidays shud be time for us to relax and hang out with frens
but y i cant?
urgh
my situation is like a prisoner now
duhh :(( i wanna go out la
can pls juz allow me at least hang out with my frens once? ><

it's a long long journey.

2011-06-03T01:00:00.001+08:00

唉~
怎么假期就是有这种魔力啊
整个人懒洋洋的
就是没想做事的冲劲儿
本来还想说要在今天内完成《青苹果》的封面
怎知我根本就没碰它 :(

唉~
算了吧
现在是假期
放纵自己一阵子吧
嗯，一阵子吧
我保证，就一阵子 :)

a day to remember.

2011-06-01T22:46:00.002+08:00

1.6.2011
spent the whole morning with WO band camp's ajks
it's tired yet fun
really enjoyed every moment with them
non stop laughing the whole morning

probably i'll spend my whole holidays on orchestra stuffs
erm n chinese society stuff too
but im trying to ignore it first
orchestra is more important!
yeah for me la :)

band camp 2011
CONCERT!!
argh i realy cant wait for it anymore
although i know still got lots of preparation not yet done
can imagine regina's repeating things-to-do beside me again
urgh nvm just fight for it
we r the awesome-est group right?
YESH! we can do it!
woohooooooo~ XD

the moment of happiness.

2011-05-29T16:54:00.003+08:00

不管以后将如何结束
至少我们曾经相聚过 ♥

when you're gone.

2011-05-28T17:11:00.003+08:00

first day of my holidays
i should go to school for WO camp's meeting
but due to some reason
i didnt

sry guys
i didnt make it
i know we shud discuss together
plan everything together
n make our camp a success

i duno wat's happen to me
i shud fight for wat i wan
but i didnt
sry sry sry! ><

it's charlene's bday today
happy birthday to you charlene!
still rmb the first time u chatted with me
u asked me to change place with u XD
wootz i still rmb! XD

anyway
u're the lame-est person tat i've ever know in this world
n i love ur lameness so much
especially when im stress
ur lameness made me laugh everytime XD

hmm
n i love ur curiosity too
u can keep on repeating ask a question until u realy understand
im sure i cant do tat
i'll probably juz give up XD

n n
u're a person hu always have ur own opinion
u're straightforward
when u dun like sumthing u'll juz tell us u dun like it
i realy love ur straightforward attitude eh...XD

k la...
wish u have a wonderful bday
n stay pretty always
love u...XD

never let u go :)

2011-05-27T21:39:00.004+08:00

finally after 27 days
im back! =D
mid term exam was over!!!
n now at least i've some times to rest
but seriously hope i'll have more ><

anyway...
just let me briefly go thru wat had happened last month n this month...

First of all,
chinese society singing competition (final round)
woohoo aaron go go go!

26.4.11
celebrating mr siow bday with WO members :)

28.4.11
it's vivien ng's bday!
hapi belated bday to u darling! XD

30.4.11-1.5.11
chinese society camp 2011

7.5.11
hari anugerah cemerlang
whee~X)

n lastly
26.5.11
the Tai's Day!

hmmm
thats all i think ><

cuming up next
will be busy on
-WO band camp 2011
-WO concert 2011
-Green Apple July '11

wish me luck ba! :)

放弃？

2011-04-30T00:11:00.002+08:00

该放弃吗？
这是我从来都不会有的想法
但有些事情
似乎不想让我有前进的机会

昨天和 vivien 谈了好久
怎么说呢
名字一样的总是很谈得来的吧
而且想法都是一样的呢
看来我们都在生活中遇到了瓶颈
都做不出选择
都好像哭
都好烦！

很高兴我们所烦的是同一件事
要知道
要找到同样和你烦着同一件事的人不容易啊
可以互相鼓励对方
至少不需要自己一个人烦吧

唉
还是不想了吧
每件事都会有结果的不是吗
那就等待那天的来临吧

考试快到了
唉！~
已温习完的科目=0
开始温习的科目=2
可以想像到成绩单上的数字了。
D=

不管了
生活营完了再说吧

武。三国 我来也！~

Bon anniversaire!

2011-04-17T21:49:00.003+08:00

생일축하합니다
お誕生日おめでとうございます
สุขสันต์วันเกิด
இனிய பிறந்த நாள் நல்வாழ்த்துக்கள்
生日快乐
Selamat Hari Jadi
Happy Birthdayyyyyy!!! =D
Regina Tan Wei Wen!!!

it's your day today!
so dun think abt other things
just enjoy it
u r 6teen years old now
the age tat shud realy enjoy it
without the stress of pmr or spm
or thinking abt the future
so just do whatever u like
enjoy ur life to the maximum
woohoo!!!~~
:)

u're not alone

2011-04-17T21:18:00.002+08:00

another week has gone
as usual
it's another super busy week for me
stayed back after skul for 5 days!
means the whole week omg
monday for chinese society singing competition meeting
tuesday for orchestra practice
wednesday for orchestra practice too
thursday for painting the makmal
n friday for chinese society camp meeting
i wondered how i survived in this week
stayed back everyday n tuition everyday
and yeah i still got lots of homework not yet done
oh nou~
i duno how am i going to finish all my hw

exam coming soon
but i still dun hav the mood to start my revision
urghhhhhhhhhh!!!!!
first time i dun hav the mood to study for exam leh
coz normally i'll be the first 1 hu start studying
omg the exam seriously gonna kill me

lastly
im gonna wish 3 of my frens HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY today
which is
Regina Tan
Sinwei Yong
n
Elaine Choo
wootzzz!
3 of u got the same bday leh
anyway
wish 3 of u all the best la
good luck ya! :)

failed.

2011-04-08T22:24:00.002+08:00

Hmm...y am i here huh?
im not suppose to update my blog today right?
grrr...anything la...
since im fed up with the green apple now...
juz spend sum times on my bloggiee...

Monday n Tuesday...
i was spending my time as usual
school, orchestra practice, tuition n sleep
did i find it's boring?
hmm...a bit la maybe...
used to it alr...

Wednesday...
i failed to organize an activity?
yes i think...
when u think u had put lots of afford on sumthing
n u think that everythings will go on well
but unfortunately it didnt
that feeling is realy realy sucks!!!
urghhh! mayb it's a good chance for me to know myself better?
hope so...
anyway,
thank you hui wen for ur comforting, i nearly cried in front of u eh...XD
n thank you gracey, u didnt say anything but i know u're worrying abt me
u seem like so shocked when u saw im crying...
haha...
it's over n i feel much more better now
im waiting for the next challenge!!
woohooooo!!~~

Thursday...
nothing much happend i think
as usual la...

Friday...
did an experiment during bio
sumthing enzymatic reaction
thanks ya stephen for contributing ur saliva for us
had fun during the experiment although it was a bit disgusting
enjoyed it very much...

get to listen to some songs from hui wen today
arghh!! all oso very nice...
cant wait for our concert anymore...
to all wind orchestra members,
pls be more serious abt our concert kay?
we realy have not much days left...
pls pls pls be serious abt it la...><

aikkkss...
going to school tmr...
hope i can done the green apple by tmr...
must arhhh...><

whee~
im going to a concert with regina on sunday!!
omg im so excited now...
sunday fast fast come la...
lol... XD

no more regreting?
yes i think.
♥

♥

2011-04-03T16:15:00.003+08:00

我知道我没资格
但我还是做了选择

我承认
曾经
我犹豫了

谢谢你
的体谅
谢谢你
所说的
“都依你。”

还有
对不起
都是我的错吧。

the moment of silence

2011-04-03T13:54:00.004+08:00

Aikkss, i left my blog for the whole week again. This year seriously will be a super busy and tiring year for me. Sometimes realy feel like crying, coz i cant finish doing all my works. Alright, dun say abt this le, life still have to carry on right? :)

Monday (28/3/11): Hmm, nothing really happend i think. Staying back after school for chinese society singing competition meeting, but im a little bit late for it. Lol, i know this shouldn't happen on an event chairperson. Sorry about it my dear ajks, it won't happen again next time. And congratulation to Gracey for becoming the emcee for this event. Got more confidence on urself ya. =]

Tuesday (29/3/11): Another tiring day. Stayed back after school for orchestra practice. Discussed about orchestra band camp with Fang Kai and Jia ying. Went for tuition after practice until 9 p.m.. Backed home started to do my homework and prepared my aural speech until 1 a.m.. And finally it's the time for me to sleep. ><

Wednesday (30/3/11): First and ever time i stayed back during koku for unit beruniform. Whee~cooked with Gracey and other friends. Learned how to start a fire. OMG so damn hard leh, spent lots of time just to start a fire, then have to wait for so long time for the water to boil. And i think i inhaled a little bit too much of carbon dioxide, felt so dizzy that time. But overall not bad la. Hmm, our maggie taste not bad too. =D

Went to tuition after koko, aww im so tired. Cant even concentrate during my tuition, i wondered why im so tired, my brain lack of oxygen? Lol, no i think, just tired la. So, due to my tiredness, i went to bed at 8.30 p.m.. And then i was awaken by my frens at 12.oo a.m.. It's my birthday!! =D

Thursday (31/3/11): Woohoo~ It's my birthday!! Happy birthday to me!! Had fun for the whole day and i was touched by my frens. Thanks for all the wishes and presents. Thank you very muchiieeee! XD

Went to secret recipe after skul with frens. Hmm, only 5 of us i think. Ate my favourite tiramisu!! Omg it's super damn nice!! But too bad Gracey them having chinese class cant go with us. Haiz, nvm next year still got chance. And and, we saw miss singam while we're waiting for my mum to fetch us back. She shaked my hand and wished me happy birthday! And she asked me why celebrated my birthday here but not party at home. She said should buy a cake, invite 40 frens and a teacher like me. LOL!! XD

♥ friends~

♥ ji muis~

from Gracey's blog. Aww~thank you so much!! so touched eh..*nid to zoom in n read i think*

Friday (1/4/11): It's April Fool!! Get to fool some of my frens. Lol, it's fun. Played with cream of the cup cake given by Afiq during the last period. Hmm, not im playing actually, is sumone wiped the cream on my face. Grrr, damn oily la. But luckily it's balik time alr, if not seriously i will kill that person.

Saturday (2/4/11): Went to skul at 7.15 a.m.. Sis participated in pandu puteri 1 day camp, so no choice i have to follow her to skul earlier. Thank you very much to Regina Tan for coming to skul earlier too just to open the bilik muzik for me. Im so touched weih~T^T Thanks again ya! :)

Another thing, which made me so damn happy during orchestra practice. Our concert was approved by the skul!!!!!!!! Omg i still cant believe leh. Finally!!!!! Arhhhhhhh!!!!! Now it's the time for the preparation for our concert, let's work hard together and make our concert a success. :D

Thats all for this week la. Is going to busy on this

and this

in the coming week. wish me luck ba! :)

念.

2011-03-27T22:34:00.004+08:00

好一个清明时节雨纷纷啊
连续两天雨都下个不停
但爷爷奶奶说那里常这样下雨
原来太平也称为雨城是这样来的啊
虽然自己是在那里出世的
但对它的印象好像并不多
毕竟在三至四岁左右就随父母到吉隆坡来了
所以这样应该算是正常吧？XD

马路上到处是积水
烂泥处处可见
带着惺忪的睡眼
在天刚破晓的时候
和亲友们带着祭拜的物品
上山为公公和爸爸的外公外婆扫墓去

可惜的是没能为婆婆扫墓
因为规定必须在清明节的正天才可以扫
没错的话应该是星期二
我们没办法再回去了
爸爸得上班
我们得上学
唉

爸爸特别载了我们到婆婆的墓前
没有鲜花
没有祭拜品
只有合掌的双手
在心中默默地和婆婆说着话
暖暖的泪水从眼中流了出来
妈妈的鼻子红红的
我知道她哭了
我们也都哭了

过去的那些回忆像潮水般涌入了我们脑中
不想再回忆了
如果有得选择
我们都不希望它发生过
可能在大家的心中
都还存有着无法接受的心态吧

一年一度的清明就这样在雨中度过了
如今回到自己的家中
又得面对一堆烦人的事
明天得上学去
功课还没完成
英语口试还没准备
开会的报告也还没准备
真的烦啊
但慧文说要好好享受你的中四生活
好吧
我在努力地享受着 XD

看来这个blog又得被我抛弃一阵子了
没办法啦
它的主人真的是
太忙啦！ ><

now and always

2011-03-20T22:18:00.003+08:00

school going to reopen soon
tomorrow-- 21st of march
pls dun come so fast
i want to enjoy more of my holidays
dun realy get enuf rest in this holidays
plus i missed the chance to hang out with grace again
urgh!
we like never hang out before leh
T^T
haiz...

i'll try my very best to love my school life
hope i can do it
aikksss
><

the gila virus X)

2011-03-18T22:44:00.002+08:00

Wee~ im here! Since got 2 of my fans keep asking me to update my blog, at first decided to update it after school reopen de. >< Ok luu~now specially update for both of u la. Happy? XD

First of all, i just realised that it's FRIDAY today after finished reading Regina's blog. Why so fastttt??? It means that my holidays gonna end soon?! Nooooo! T^T Urgh! How i hope im really in T.G.I Friday now, coz "In here, it's always Friday!" and it's not the real Friday today. Not funny la i know. XD Hope someone faster go and invent a machine that can bring a person to the past la, i need it urgently!!! ><

Hmm...actually what i did the most in this holidays huh? Watching tv? No. Drawing? No. Studying? Nah, i dun even touch any book la. Facebook-ing? Err...er...ok la, i admit that i spent most of my time on facebook, luckily my mum din't scold me, oh yeah! cause herself also facebook-ing everyday. XD

Anyway, facebook=wasting your time~but secara tidak langsung also entertaint you. Hehe, nice quote from Regina. XD Aiyo, since now holiday-ing, just spent or waste your time on facebook la, the most important is enjoy your holidays la. =]

By the way i think i'll miss 2 persons spamming my wall after school reopen. Regina Tan and Maverick Bo remember continue to spam my wall although school reopen alr ya! Quite shocked when i saw there's 100+ notifications, but mostly are:

Regina Tan posted on your wall
Maverick Bo posted on your wall
Regina Tan commented on your wall post
Maverick Bo commented on a post you were tagged
Regina Tan mentioned you in a comment
Maverick Bo tagged you in a post

Maybe both of them really love my wall lo, if not why non stop spamming de. o.0

Ok, close the topic about facebook. School going to reopen soon *im forcing myself to face the truth. ><* and i still got lot of homeworks not yet done! T^T Somemore still got English oral test, urgh! Im suck in this.

Haiz, i think i gonna be super busy starting from school reopen until mid year holidays. Hope there's some free time for me. Oh plsssssssss! ><
To-do-list:
-Chinese society camp
-May's [Green Apple]
-Chinese society singing competition
-Wind Orchestra band camp
-Wind Orchestra concert?
-Mid term exam ><
-what 中国文学 competition, not sure yet.
-orchestra performance! whee~(hari anugerah, hari sukan and Yak Chee's performance?)

That's all i think, but im sure there's still a lot of things waiting for me other than the listed.

Haiz

haiz

HAIZZZZ...

wish me luck ba! :)

Whee~ Im going to orchestra practice tomorrow, and meeting too. Regina Tan, happy?

and im going to play the song that makes me so damn headache again

"By the rivers of Babylon"

wait for me ya! =)

That's all for the post. Regina Tan *mentioned you so many times in this post leh* i won! My post longer than yours! whee~ X)

p/s: see the title, specially type for you de. XD

we smile :)

2011-03-14T23:14:00.002+08:00

快乐的时光总是过得特别快
感觉自己才正要去享受它时
它都已成了回忆

突然觉得自己真的要懂得去珍惜
懂得惜副了
唉。

in the midst of hardship

2011-03-12T22:59:00.002+08:00

Japan was hit by one of the largest earthquakes ever recorded on Friday. The magnitude-8.9 quake spawned a deadly tsunami that slammed into the nation's east coast, leaving a huge swath of devastation in its wake. Many peoples are dead and many more are still missing or injured. ><

arhhh
really really kesian them
tears nearly came our from my eyes when i saw the news
i cant imagine what if the same situation happens on me
OH NO!~ dun pls
i dunwan to separate with my family
my frens n everyone i care
nooooooo!!~ i dunwan!
hope the world dun come to the end so fast
i still got lots of things to do

anyway
lets pray for the victims over there
good luck!
n be strong!!

by the rivers of babylon~ XD

2011-03-12T21:57:00.002+08:00

it's holidays!!!!!!!!!!! X)

oh yeah!

morning went orchestra practice
omg it's nearly 2 weeks i dun even touch my flute

arhhh really long time din play le

luckily my skill still maintain la

i think so? haha XD

oh ya

Tey Wee Ern n Chong Ying Ting
how dare both of u din come for practice today

only me n Jia Ying

hmm n the new member(urgh! i forgot her name again XS)

fine~ next time MUST come arh

cant wait to play with all flutist le XD

flutist rocksss!

n now

im trying my very very best to play "by the rivers of babylon"

omg all my fingers nearly tie together le T^T

must practise more eh

n play more tap tap revenge 4 !!

XDDD~

coz that song abit fast la

so i must train my fingers until i can change my fingering quicker lo

lol

i know it's stupid

but hope it works la! XD

hmm

i wondering y this song named "by the rivers of babylon" leh

the rivers mean sungai tigris n sungai euphrates?

lol

i study too much sejarah le

but y so ngam 1?

got chance only ask Regina ba! XD

flutist 4eva!!!~ <3

wheee~ X)

2011-03-11T22:41:00.003+08:00

omg!
i left my blog for almost 1 month!!!
arhhh...
sorry sorry sorry...
sooo busy nowadays...
really got no extra time to use comp...
orchestra stuff
chinese society stuff
tuition
exam >.<
urgh...
i really really need a break now...
n get enough sleep!!
if not im going to fall sick le
as what my mum told me
"u better have some rest arh...if not sick le u sendiri suffer nia..."
ok lo
i will try to let myself wun be so busy in this holidays
n try to rest as much as i can
coz i know i'll be super busy when skul reopen
haiz...
what to do?
hu ask me to be so responsible huh? XD

19/2/11-road run

26/2/11-wind orchestra PIBG performance

[green apple] march '11

7/3-11/3-march test '11

going to sleep now
cant wait for orchestra practice tmr!
i miss my flute
n flutist!!!
c u all tmr ya! :)

=]

2011-02-15T23:33:00.002+08:00

今年的情人节
和往年不同
自己把重心全都放到管乐的 valentine's sale 上了
没时间想别的
其实也没什么好让我想啦
就这样咯

终于的终于
我们完成了管乐在今年里的第一项活动
真的有那种发自内心的高兴叻
毕竟自己也是一份子嘛
就好像完成了一件非常不可思议的事
因为这一项活动
一点都不简单！

怎么说呢
我们原先说好要缝制200只娃娃
我们的目标就是要卖出200盒
可是因为教练的buy 3 free 1 提议
我们的目标从200盒变成300盒
到后来把所有订购表格收回来统计后
1053
很惊人的数目
跟原本的目标也差太多了吧？
大家都慌了
在这么短的时间内
怎么能完成1000++盒啊？
而且那个娃娃
看上去是很容易完成啦
不过真正做起来
真的不容易啊

其实在这个月内大家都牺牲了不少
连夜缝制娃娃
放学后 stay back
还要承受父母的挨骂
“做么你整天做这个，不用读书meh?”
“做么你整天 stay back，不要越来越过分，整天酱迟在回家。”
就连新年也没得休息
因为妈妈说初一不能用针
所以只好在除夕夜一边看倒数节目一边缝制娃娃
到了11.59pm 才乖乖把针收起来
我知道好几个人还把材料带到家乡去
边拿红包边缝
真的很感动

如今
我们成功了
把觉得不可能的事变得可能了
我们真的办到了！

我们是最棒的！=)
♥ wind orchestra wonders

♥ flutist

...

2011-02-10T23:38:00.002+08:00

虽然厌倦了，但日子还是得过
虽然不想，但还是得做
谁喜欢逼自己做不喜欢的事？当然没有
有想过放弃，但不忍心

唉，该面对的总要面对不是吗？

算了，
不想了，就这样吧。
拜天宫去咯！

=]

2011-02-03T04:06:00.003+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year everyone!!!
have a blessed rabbit year
gong xi fa chai!!

im 守岁-ing now
i dont know what it called in english ><
just a tradition la
children must sleep as late as they can
so their parents can live longer
but now i think not much people will follow this tradition
all go to bed after finish countdown ><

seriously until now i still dont have the mood to celebrate cny
i cant feel that it's cny today
although i start listening to cny's songs since 2 months ago
maybe cause this year not going back to kampung gua
i think this is the reason.

kk
have to go n do the stupid [green apple] alr
must finish it by today arh!
n finish typing all the messages for orchestra valentine's sales by today too
sewing patungs?
well, my mum said canot use needle during cny
fine, leave them aside first.

wish everyone happy cny again!

w.o.w

2011-02-01T00:03:00.002+08:00

went jia wei's hse this morning
to do orchestra valentine's sale thingy again
today whole day just sew the patung
overall we done about 100 patungs i think
not bad la
but still got a lot to go
200 300 400?
i also not sure actually
i only know myself whole day thinking abt the patung
at night also dream of it ><
but i think im not the only one who keep thinking abt the patung
jia wei and regina also same
means im normal la? XD

i know myself shudnt be here right now
still got a lot of things waiting for me
green apple?
yes! im sooooooo headache with u nowadays
so sorry to all my ajks
i know im not a good head editor for u all ><

urgh!
im thinking too much again
stop it!
realy needs someone to chat with me now
is there anyone?
no i think
ok fine!
=[

loves.

continue.

2011-01-31T23:40:00.001+08:00

raining

non-stop raining

and end up

flood!

urgh!

i hate this weather

i tot cny suppose to be very very hot???

enjoyed.

2011-01-28T23:25:00.004+08:00

omg im so busy eh this week ><
staying back after school for 4 days this week
monday for latihan road run
tuesday for orchestra practice and latihan road run
wednesday for chinese class and to do orchestra valentine's sale thingy
then today the same
stay to do orchestra valentine's sale thingy

about the valentine's sale
i really didnt expect got so many people will order leh
when i counted the total amount that we need to do
me celion regina and jia ying were like OMG!! why so many??
maybe like what reg said
we promoted too much?
or because of the 3+1 offer?
anyway
that means our cny holidays life gone!
must everyday sew the patung and make the boxes
nooooooo!!!~
i now so scare to see colour paper eh XD
hope we got enough time to done everything ba :)
wind orchestra go go go!

10 students from our class are going to leave soon
i think among them i only close with heidi
lol
just found that i only got few quite close de malay friends eh
anyway
i will miss someone calling me VIP
really really
all the best to you ya heidi
good luck! =]

urghhh~
i really hate that feeling
when you've to separate with your friend =[

have to go and sleep now
still need to go to school tmr
for orchestra practice and do our valentine's sale thingy
i dont know when can we finish doing everything leh
still got 2 more weeks to go! ><

♥ celion jiaying n me~

touched

2011-01-23T21:22:00.003+08:00

watched "Great Day 天天好天" with my family just now
omg it's so touching!
non stop crying in the cinema
im serious
really non stop crying man
so my advise for those who not yet watch this movie
prepare a box of tissue paper before you enter the cinema
remember
1 packet is not enough ya! XD

received a call from jia hao yesterday
omg chuah jia hao
i nearly forget you eh XD
paiseh la
you wont see this right?
lol...sry la
enjoy your national service ya! XD
i know you will :)

tomorrow is monday again
haiz
holidays faster come la please
1 more week to go ><

duh~

2011-01-20T17:11:00.002+08:00

Oh yeah!
no need to go to school today
it's public holiday!!
wootz~
but it doesnt seem like holiday also
still have to do homework...=[
hate it hate it! ><

just finished 2 out of my 3 essays
omg im so pro eh! XD
spent almost 4 hrs on them
now still left 1 tuition's english essay
i think it's oso the hardest 1 among 3 of the essay
title: "men should be househusband."
i duno how m i going to start the essay
just leave it aside first
next week only pass up wad
saturday or sunday only think of it ba...XD

do.

2011-01-20T16:26:00.002+08:00

yesterday is totally a tiring day
after school have to stay back for chinese class until 2.20pm
then went home and went to school again
for koko AGM
in charge of chinese society's singing competition this year
aikkss
we've to find 120 members to join and bcum ajk
something like that la
but yesterday only got 50 memsber joined
FAILED!
where to find another 70 members oh? ><

after that badminton's club AGM
but i ponteng with gracey
went to help wan lin to put up the tanglung
last year help lihan then this year help wan lin
y i so good de? lol

oh ya
i dont know how m i going to eat my lunch next time
coz normally chinese society's activities will start at 2.30pm
only 10 minutes break for me?
NOOO! hope teacher will change the chinese class to thursday

pls! @@

♥ gracey n me

i don't know.

2011-01-17T23:17:00.003+08:00

wootz...
first time update my blog with my iPod touch...
omg so hard to type...

so tired la today...
after school went back home awhile then went to school again
orchestra having performance
after that then straight away go tuition
no la
before that took my dinner with jia ying and ying ting at old town
we've not enough time to go back home and take our dinner
so no choice we've to take our dinner at old town lo

having meeting,orchestra practice and tuition tomorrow
another tiring day i think...><
hope i can tahan for the whole day
wish me luck!

♥ flutist

memories.

2011-01-15T23:08:00.007+08:00

刚刚读了huiwen的blog
从她的文字中看得出她真的很珍惜她的朋友
我承认我哭了
被她那珍惜朋友的心意给弄哭了
再想想其实时间过得真的是有点快
再过一年+我的中学生涯就要告一段落了
我不敢去想到时候会怎样
朋友们各走各的？应该是吧
然后一年见一次面？或者更多？
就算结局不是自己想要的
但还是要面对的不是吗？

我不想和朋友分开
我不能没有朋友也不想失去他们
他们对我来说太重要了
我不善于表达自己的感情
对朋友们的关心都只默默地收藏在心里
表面上的我很冷漠但其实我只是不懂该怎么表达出我的关心
不认识的会觉得我好冷认识的会觉得我好疯
可能我只会对好朋友表露出真感情吧

我从来都不是个主动的人
所以朋友也不是很多
我不会像grace那样主动和不认识的人聊天
也没有薇晴那么大胆的性格
但我很珍惜每一个朋友
我很依赖他们
我无法想像没有朋友的日子我该怎么过
彻底崩溃吧？

有时候我选择保持沉默不说太多的话
是因为害怕自己会一时说错话而失去一个朋友
只是有时会被误以为很高傲
往往只活在自己的世界里

我需要能和我聊天的朋友
偶尔聊聊心事
聊聊八卦
我需要伤心时能安慰我的朋友
其实表面上看来很倔强的我
心其实是很脆弱
也需要被安慰的

但照这样看来
在好久好久以前
我就已经找到了我想要的朋友
其实你们每一个人都是
谢谢你们我的朋友
因为你们现在的我才不孤单
谢谢你们把我在十五年里的剧本写得那么多姿多彩
一点一滴我都不会忘记
你们永远都是我心中的一部分
我♥你们！

不管以后的我们是否分开

不管在世界上的哪一个角落

心里都会永永远远地记住彼此

答应我，好吗？

就让回忆永远收藏在心底吧。=]

complicated.

2011-01-14T22:59:00.003+08:00

Just read Regina's blog. She asked me how i survive cause i having tuition 5 days a week. Haiz, you want to know about the truth? Kay la, just tell you. XD

Actually i can combine my tuition to 3 days but i purposely spread them to 5 days. Cause if really combine to 3 days then i've to tuition for longer time a day. Sumore i'll have more subjects to study during tuition everytime. I don't think myself can study 3 subjects at once. That's why i prefer to tuition 5 days a week. At least one day 1 or 2 subjects only lo.

Hmm, sumore got what reason ar? Oh ya, i don't want myself to have so many free time actually, just 1 day to rest every week enough. Cause i'll spend my free time on some useless things or just dreaming there, and ends up my free time wasted.

And last, i feel abit lonely eh if i've too much free time. Nothing to do plus no one to chat with me also. I don't like that feeling! Im sure you know that feeling too. It's sucks! ><

But then i gain disadvantages from it also. I don't know whether myself can continue survive or not. Im realy tired actually. I've more things to do in this year if compare to last year, i know your situation din better than me also. As you know we've to be more responsible lo, cant just leave everything aside right? I also don't know how la, sometimes have to stay up late to done everything leh. Form 4's life really sucks!

And hor, so sorry eh i declined to become the chairperson for our concert. I know it's a good chance for me, our first concert leh. Really sorry la, if i've no other things to worry about im sure i'll accept it. But then i cant, i don't know what will happen if i really accept. Maybe i'll spoil everything? Cause i cant pay my full attention on it. ><

Thats all la i think. Wind Orchestra AGM tmr, have to sleep earlier today, but then it's alr 12.35am now, realy EARLY in the morning. XD

Kay la, end here.
Oh ya, remember what u promised me ya Reg! I don't want to see someone emo tmr! U'RE THE BEST LA!

Wootz, this post is specially for you leh. haha XD

amidst.

2011-01-13T22:46:00.001+08:00

还有太多值得回味
总有理由继续沉醉
过去那氛围
要如何维持多一会
谁能保证热情不退
我太习惯事与愿违
我想你错了
我不是甚么都可以无所谓

在爱或不爱退或不退之间
你和我忽近忽远
像在兜圈
这些年多少曲折蜿蜒
我就快要分裂
当初那些画面
需要多少时间还原

如果放开手让爱恢复自由
就算那是一种藉口
我会愿意承受

我们在幸福和不幸福之间
在痛或不痛快不快乐之间
至少我们都不是没有感觉
到底为了甚么改变
在爱或不爱退或不退之间
你和我忽近忽远在兜圈
这些年多少曲折蜿蜒
我就快要分裂
当初那些画面需要多少时间还原

lost.

2011-01-12T22:17:00.004+08:00

slept at almost 3am ytd
ohh im so tired man
cant even concentrate during school today
and oso during the meeting and tuition today
i really need more sleep I think
but I still have to done my hw before I sleep
urgh the stupid add maths
spent 1 hr on it but still cant solve even 3 questions
duh~hate it so much
seriously I don’t really love my form 4’s life
abit too busy?
yes, im really busy
even busier than last year
haiz…
now im hoping for some rest time for myself
just 1 day pls. @@

today is totally a moodless day
don’t ask me why
cause myself oso not sure what’s the reason
maybe i have not enuf sleep?
i think that’s not the reason for it
urgh
it’s too complicated. @@

kk
before end this post im gonna wish wei qin
happy 16th birthday!
may all ur wishes come true
all the best ya! =]

我知道我没资格。

im coming, my dear bed. =]

backed

2011-01-08T23:46:00.002+08:00

It's weekend! That means the first week of school is over! This year is totally same like last year, i still cant enter the same class with my friends!! Urgh!! Another solo year i think, or maybe i'll join the other gang like last year. But i just hope i can be in the same class with my friends, especially Grace!! I realy realy missed form 2's life. I don't mind to join another gang of friends and they don't mind me to join them too, but i just feel a bit lonely. Sometimes they're chating at the back while im sitting on my place, listening to their conversation and staring at them. I just don't know how to join into their conversation. I prefer to do my own stuff, without anyone accompany me. I realy hate that feeling. But what can i do? Maybe i'll try my best to join into their conversation more, at least i won't feel so lonely. Thats all i can do i think. Realy hope that next year can be in the same class with my friends...oh pls! ><

This year gonna be very very busy, i remember i said before. The first week of school already make me so tired man. I don't know how am i going to go through the coming weeks, nop, is the whole year. Early in the morning i just reached school then someone came and asked me this one how to do that one how to do for the "green apple". After that someone came and asked me to design the advertisment for singing competition this year. Sumore so suddenly then became the secretary of red house. I think this is the 3rd secretary post for me in this year, am i the kind of person who is suitable to become secretary? LOL i don't think so. I don't like to become secretary actually.

Let's see what am i going to do next week...

Monday: school, latihan road run, tuition
Tuesday: school, orchestra practice, tuition
Wednesday: school, chinese society meeting, tuition
Thursday: school, tuition
Friday: school, tuition
Saturday: orchestra practice
(+ orchestra performance, not sure on what day yet. ><)

and i still have a lots of homework not yet done!
2 english essays + 3 bm karangan
ARGH!
damn headache now. ><

Kay, im gonna stop here. Hope i can handle everythings well in the coming weeks. Nop, i MUST handle everythings well. zzZ...im giving myself stress again. ><

here it comes.

2011-01-01T23:20:00.002+08:00

here it comes
year 2011
Happy New Year!
wish everyone all the best in this year
good luck ya! :)

first time countdown at home
cause our whole family all also lazy to go out countdown
we dont want to squeeze with other peoples
plus we hate traffic jam so much
so we prefer to stay at home
and do our own stuff
my elder sis invited her friend to our hse
then both of them countdown together
my younger sis countdown with her computer
and me
countdown with my computer too T^T
at first i decided go and watch some countdown shows from tv
but who knows
the stupid astro
this channel cant watch that channel also cant watch
end up i didnt watch any countdown shows ><
thats why i've to countdown with my computer

spent some times to change my blog's background
new year ma
sure must have a new background too XD
it's in pink!
like it like it
i think i wont change my background again in these coming months
school reopening soon
i'll be super busy i think ><

omg!
i received my first present in this year today
so fast! XD
it's a reguler pizza!
wootz!
thank you to all smks4 diabolo club's members
tq sooooooooo much!
so touched leh T^T
they said cause i helped them to design their club's t-shirt
thats why gave me this pizza
woah~
they still remember?
i totally forgot about it la
that time im still in form 1 i think
lihan asked me help them to draw a cute diabolo
wah, so long time ago le
anyway
thanks again ya!

they left some message on the tissue paper
lol
so special eh
i know it's lihan's idea
coz is her handwriting XD

it's the t-shirt! XD
so cute right?
i know. XP

kay
stop here
my sis going to watch 'you're beautiful' now
omg i want to watch also
for the 7th time i think
hong gi
here i come!
♥

bye~ =p

ends.

2010-12-31T23:31:00.005+08:00

most probably this will be my last post in 2010
i know myself wont suddenly become so rajin go n write another post again
plus i've nothing to write also
so im very very sure to say
this is my last post in year 2010!!

hmm...
i want to take this chance to say thank you
to everyone who helped me before in this year
i dont care what you did or helped me
i just want to say thank you to you
i really really appreciated it! :)

next...
i gotta take this chance to say sorry too
sorry to the one i hurt before
so sorry to you!
*seriously hope you see this. ><*
and of course sorry to others too
maybe i just accidentally fell your water bottle?
*this is what i always did. XD*
so sorry la
hope u forgive me kay?
i know u will
XD

a brand new year is coming soon
lets forget everythings that made you sad
and left only the happy moments
the next year will be better
yes, it will
if you believe. =)

it's time to say good-bye to 2010
and hello to 2011
no matter what year is it
just do what you like
be happy
and enjoy your life!
good luck everyone. =]

it all ends here.
bye 2010 :)

31/12/10

2010-12-31T00:14:00.003+08:00

31/12/2010
没错
又是一年里的最后一天了
日子怎么就过得这么快啊？

今年的我
怎么说
过得不是很快乐
但也不是不快乐啊
还真是矛盾
不管怎么样日子还是要过的不是吗？
不对
是都已经过去了
所以就别管它快不快乐了
你都已经走到这里来了
还能怎么样？

其实今年大致上都还好啦
就失去和错过的事情多了些
失去了和好朋友同班的机会
错过了期盼已久的hari koko演出机会
错过了kh节时和大家一起烘制蛋糕的机会
失去了当学记的机会
错过了和大家一起拿pmr成绩的机会
错过了和大家一起去lagoon玩的机会
错过了和大家一起参加教练家party的机会
失去了最爱的婆婆
失去了你 ><

说实话
失去和错过了那么多事情
还蛮伤心的
算了
它们都过去了
统统都忘掉吧！
只要笑一笑，没有什么事情是过不了的
话不是这么说吗？XD

再想想
今年好像也破了蛮多记录的
就刚才所说的
失去和错过的事情最多的一年
生病次数最多的一年
出国次数最多的一年
生日最快乐的一年
当书呆子最久的一年
上中学后成绩最好的一年
新朋友最多的一年
最不疯的一年
睡眠最少的一年
小说读得最少的一年
被挨骂最少的一年
对着电脑最长的一年
目前最忙碌的一年
。。。。。。
还真多
不过还好啦
有好的也有不好的
平均了！
所以总结来说
今年的我过得
就这样！XD

希望明年会有一个很好的开始
凡事都顺顺利利
还有
别再像今年一样错过那么多了 @@
千万不要！

新的一年
新的一切
我拼了！

祝大家
2011 加油 :)

30/12/10

2010-12-30T00:44:00.002+08:00

4 days
my holidays left only 4 days!!
omg why so fast?
after 4 days i've to back to school
and starts everything again
have to learn many many new subjects
and many many works to do
aikkss
i can imagine my future life now
T^T
hope there's some empty space in my timetable
pls! @@

just let me enjoy the last 4 days of my holidays
and i'll back to the serious and nerd vivien
XD

p/s: i dont think im nerd but my friends always say i am...ok fine...dont waste my saliva again...XD

ok...
it's time to play now!
hooray!!~
=D

30/12/10

2010-12-30T00:17:00.003+08:00

突然觉得自己这几天怪怪的
我得到了自己想要的成绩
为什么好像一点也不快乐？
总觉得好像少了什么似的

想了好久
现在终于想通了
确实是如此
真的少了点什么

以往得到好成绩
都会告诉婆婆的
但这一次
我能怎么办？
真的真的好希望她能听得到

记得当年拿到小六检定考试的成绩后
婆婆为我和同样考获全A的表弟举办了一场庆祝会
当时真的好高兴好高兴
如今呢？
什么都没有了

唉~
怎么办呢？
婆婆
我又想您了！
T^T

♥

28/12/10

2010-12-28T16:31:00.004+08:00

some photos i took in teddy bear museum in jeju,korea.
paiseh ya gracey, now only finish uploading them. ><

i love this drama sooo much!!!!! ♥

teddy bear wearing LV!!!

28/12/10

2010-12-28T14:59:00.002+08:00

im back!!!
sorry for disappear for so long time...><
went to korea last week
omg so cold there
realy cant tahan
-20°c!!!
luckily im back now
coz i think the weather there is abt -25°c now
phew~
i love malaysia! XD

went to school this morning
to buy books and take my pmr result!!!
walao im so scare man
although i alr knew it
but still a bit scare la...><
coz the vivien lo
told me she not very sure wor
what la
make me more gan jiong ==
omg! it's true!!!
like what my friends told me!!!
haha XD
finally no more worries about my pmr result from now on
i did it!!!!
straight A's!!!
u finally belongs to me!!!!!!!! ♥♥♥

present from my dad after he knew my pmr result...XD
bought in korea...
love it!!! ♥

p/s: heard my mum said my cousin bro's son n daughter got A H1N1!! omg serious???? realy realy hope they get well soon...MUST arh!!! @@

18/12/10

2010-12-18T21:15:00.003+08:00

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中国报讯：教育部透露，2010年大马初级教育文凭考试成绩，将于本月23日公布。各校在当天早上10时发放成绩单。
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看到爸爸传来的简讯
心不由自主地变得好冷
看来在即将结束的这一年里
又得错过另一件事了

真的觉得今年所错过的事
好像多了一点
一直不停地告诉自己
错过的一切都会得回来的
可是偏偏这一件事情
我真的好不想错过
但命中注定了
我并不能和其他人同时一起拿到自己的成绩
算了吧
最终还是会知道的不是吗？
看来只能这样安慰自己了 =[

好吧
如果得到了自己想要得到的成绩
就允许自己开心一阵子吧
但如果是不想得到的
就让我伤心一阵子吧
因为觉得自己会有一阵子接受不到事实
毕竟自己真的付出了好多好多

不管怎样
还是祝大家都能得到自己想要的成绩
我们都是最棒的！=D

p/s: Regina arh...got so miss me meh?? I know sure got de...haha XD *dun say i perasan again!* Now im here lo, but paiseh u dun understand la, or maybe understand? X)

13/12/10

2010-12-13T14:36:00.003+08:00

changed my song ...again! XD
hehe, im too free. =p
anyway, just listen to the song.
love it sooo much! =]

Always be mine - F.T Island

I hear you breathe
You're lying close to me
The shadows gone
I have found my peace

You make me calm
With you i'm safe from harm
And right by your side
I'll stay through the night 'til eternity
That's the way it will be

*And i wonder what you're dreaming of
You're so peaceful when you sleep
Everything i want everything i need is lying here in front of me

And if i ever lose my power to fly
Then your love takes me high
I'll always be true to you
Sometimes i think i might lose it all
Guess the chances are small
'cause you hold me close i feel you near
Don't let go say you'll always be here
So just hold me tight and i'll be fine
Dreaming you will always be mine

Just like the sun
You make me warm inside
Like a soft summer breeze
A moment to seize
So true i won't stop loving you

*

11/12/10

2010-12-11T23:53:00.003+08:00

Oh yeah! Im here with my english post! I know grace cheng not going to read my chinese post anymore right? I write in ENGLISH now, happy? XD

Just backed from Penang yesterday! My dad working there so our whole family (except my elder sis) followed him there lo, since we have nothing to do at home. =p I missed Penang's beach so much! But too bad i've NO chance to take picture. T^T And yeah, i missed Penang's food too, especially Penang Char Koay Teow!!! Im sure i'll gain weight in this holidays. =[ K lo, no more supper from now on! Haha, stop saying about Penang's food, my saliva all come out already. XD

"santa claus is coming to town..."
My mum is listening to Chinese New Year's songs while im listening to Christmas's songs. Don't know why, i love Christmas more than Chinese New Year. And i always hope there is a christmas tree in my home. I asked my mum to buy a christmas tree for me for years but she always answer me with the same answer--"next year la." After 5 years of waiting, i gave up! Im not going to ask my mum buy a christmas tree for me anymore but i'll buy myself a christmas tree when i grow up! XD Yeah! I got new target now-- Earn money and buy myself a christmas tree!! But first sure have to study well la, if not how to earn money? XD Gambateh to myself!!!! =]

10/12/10

2010-12-10T23:53:00.005+08:00

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一天，王子告诉她："我要和一位救过我的姑娘结婚了。"可如果人鱼公主不跟王子结婚，就会变成泡沫。王子带着新娘和人鱼公主乘船度蜜月。月光下，人鱼公主暗自哭泣，因为天亮时她将要变成泡沫而消失得无影无踪。此时姐姐们在海面上大声呼唤着她："妹妹！我们从女巫那儿求得了这把剑。你只要把它刺进王子的胸膛，你就不会变成泡沫了。"人鱼公主拿着这把用姐姐们美丽的头发换来的锋利的剑，想着自己不会变成泡沫，想着回到人鱼世界的情景，不由地心动了。她来到王子的船舱。王子睡得很熟很甜，人鱼公主几次举起剑又放下，她怎么能杀死自己心爱的人呢？"哦，我下不了手！我不能！"如果杀死王子，我活着还有什么意思？人鱼公主丢弃了剑，流着泪跑到甲板上，上自言自语地说：“王子！再见了。”人鱼公主的身体慢慢地，化做了许多五彩缤纷的泡泡。黎明的曙光，照耀着泡泡，而人鱼公主的身影，又像在泡泡中忽隐忽现的往上升。“我那可爱的妹妹，到那里去了！”王子正四处寻找人鱼公主。变成空气的人鱼公主只是对着王子看，很满足地往粉红云彩的深处飞去！
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白雪公主最后和王子过着幸福快乐的日子
睡美人一样和王子过得很幸福
为什么在众多公主中，只有人鱼公主的结局是如此？
望着自己爱的人和其他人走开了
自己却为了他慢慢地化为泡沫

一心只想知道海上的世界是如何的人鱼公主
在无意中遇到了自己所爱的人
为了他还以自己甜美的歌声与海中的女巫换来了一双腿
只为追求自己的真爱
但王子的心往往都不在她这儿
她能怎么办呢？

到最后
原本有机会保留自己性命的人鱼公主
却选择了牺牲自己，让自己爱的人幸福
而自己便慢慢地化为泡沫离去。。

我爱上了人鱼公主为了自己心爱的另一方而牺牲的勇气
她只希望对方幸福就足够了
但她有没有想过自己的感受？
应该是很心痛吧
为一个人牺牲了这么多
却得不到对方的一点爱
我办不到！
人鱼公主为了自己心爱的另一方而牺牲的勇气
是我永远也学不来的
只要对方开心就真的是好的吗？
那自己呢？
真的不了解，不了解。。@@

话说得没错
“情”字总伤人啊
要如何才能使它不伤人呢？
将来会懂的吧？XD

6/12/10

2010-12-06T22:44:00.002+08:00

妈妈说
我的心意非常容易就能让别人知道
她说我想做什么，喜欢谁一眼就能看得出来
真的吗？
我告诉她是因为她是我妈妈才这么容易就看得出吧
她却告诉“就算不是跟你很熟，也能看得出。”
真的有那么容易吗？
那我是不是应该把自己的心封得紧一些呢？
但是把所有秘密都藏在心中
是很辛苦的

1/12/10

2010-12-01T14:29:00.002+08:00

曾经我好羡慕别人
那么聪明，为什么我却不是。
长得那么漂亮，为什么那不是我。
人缘那么好，为什么我来来去去只有那几个朋友。
琴弹得这么好，为什么我只能对着那黑白键发呆。
歌唱得那么好，为什么我往往只能听到“玻璃裂咯”这四个字。
在赛场上跑得那么快，为什么我跑的速度永远和乌龟差不多。
画画得那么好，为什么我和他们的永远无法比较。

但是，我错了，彻彻底底地错了。
当回头看一看时，你就不会这么想了。
如果你因为觉得人家什么都比你好而伤心，那就太不应该了。
处在你后头的人，他们的心情又会是怎么样？
比你更伤心不是吗？
所以下一次在伤心之前，先想一想他人的感受吧！

在这个世界上，没有一个人是十全十美的。
就算是天才，也会有天才的烦恼。
人往往只能看到对方成功，被夸奖的那一面。
背后的努力谁看得见？
遇上挫折时懊恼不已，躲在暗地里哭泣的那一面谁又看见了？
对方成功，是因为他的努力，一切都是他应得的。
别再埋怨为什么自己做什么事情都失败，试问自己是否曾经努力过？
我相信只要努力，就一定会成功的。=]

如今的我，只要求活得快乐就够了。
凡事都不要求自己达到最完美，只要自己觉得尽力了就好。

只想做最真实的自己。
平平静静，无忧无虑地活着。
这样，多好。=]

30/11/10

2010-11-30T15:07:00.003+08:00

Yeah! Finally im here! Miss me? XD Sorry ya Grace, quite busy this few days. Lots of things happend in this week. Im not going to write out what had happend cause i already forgot what had happend. XD LOL! Seriously, my mind blank when i started to blog. Like what my mum said --"u're just fifteen years old but seems like u're already 50 years old." haha, cause i always cant remember what she told me or what she asked me to do. =p

Anyway, i still can remember some of that la, as what my mum said, im just fifteen years old! So young la! LOL! Okok, i know u all are saying "perasan!" rite? Especially Grace! Ok lo then, stop perasan-ing. XD

1st, i got my handphone back! Wheee~ X) Finally! XD Almost 1 month separated with it, and finally i got it back. Best thing i can sms now, no need everytime go facebook tag tag TAG! But also cant sms too much la, if not later the bill come i'll die. XS

2nd, busying with orchestra stuff last week. Thinking for some games to play during the band camp for next year. Actually i no need to think de, cause im leader ma, but my group members like not co-operate at all, only 1 or 2 of them helping me. Grrrr~at the end i still have to think. ==

3rd, grandpa came! Owh~ i miss him so much. He came to do body checking and the doctor said something wrong with his lung! What?! No!! So doctor asked him to come again next week. @@ Hope everythings alright with him. ♥ you. =]

4th, busying with the [green apple]. This one make me damn headache now. Teacher said what have to save paper so ask me dont use so many pages, somore no need so many ajks! I think next year [green apple] only got around 10-11 ajks. == It means next year ajks got more works to do, so sorry to my dear ajks! And one more thing make me headache, i dont dare to read the ghost story! T^T But i scare later got many mistakes then cham lo, so i still have to read. *cry*

5th, my mum asked me to tidy my room+desk! Adui~this realy made me exhausted. Just realised i got sooooooo many rubbish!!! XD Cant even finish tidy them in 1 day, whole day also cant finish leh, can imagine how messy is my desk la. XD Luckily my mum bought 2 new racks for me and my sis, that means i got more places to keep my rubbish le! XD

6th, tuition again? Nooooooooo!!! I dont want!!! T^T Seriously i hate tuition during school holidays. We should spend our time on relaxing or do something more berfaedah during holidays rite? zzZ...why tuition centre love to have classes during school holidays? Somore the teacher gave us lots of homeworks to do...=[ hate it hate it HATE IT!!!

Although im quite busy but i'll enjoy myself too. As i say school holidays ma, should relax! XD I'll relax by playing my flute, listen to music and watch drama!! But the Mamet told me these all not consider as relax, then for him what consider as relax? Play games? Maybe lo. XD But for me watching drama is the best thing you can do if u want to relax! ♥

Nowadays watching this drama. Nice nice! X) Actually i already watch it for the 3rd time! XD Haha. No choice lo, my Hong Ki inside ma.♥ Grace! U can watch it from 8tv start from next month! XD

Oh ya, yesterday was my Nicholas Teo's birthday! Happy Belated Birthday to him! =] Awaiting for his new album now. @@

December coming soon, 20 minutes more. So fast!!! Hope everythings alright in this month, lt's the last month in year 2010. =]

And last, all the best to the one who having her grade 8 piano exam tomorrow. It's u, Regina! XD I think u'll see this after your exam la, it's ok la, as long as u did well in ur exam. Good luck arhhh!!!!! =] Waiting to see your distinction cert oh! =D

Okay, i've nothing to blog le, enough for this post. I'll try my best to update at least once a week ok? Will more than 1 time la i think. X) Kk...bye~ ♥

24/11/10

2010-11-24T20:35:00.002+08:00

Yeee~nowadays so busy until NO time to update my blog. So sorry! @@ Busying on many many stuffs, somore have to attend tuition class. *urgh!* I hate it so much! ><

And now, im not going to update my blog too (actually this alreday consider as update la)...just to let you all know im still alive. XD

Kay, stop here and bye!~ I'll be back soon! =]

19/11/10

2010-11-19T19:07:00.007+08:00

I WATCHED "HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS PART 1"!!!!!!!!
Sooooooooooooooo happy now~ =D
Waited it for abt one year plus le, and finally...i watched it!!! XD
It's soooooo awesome!
Much more better than "Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince" and "Harry Potter and The Order of The Phoenix".
The story line exactly same like the story book, but still got some parts skipped already. Aikksss, but overall the same la, so i know what will happen the next while watching. XD
Still remember first time when i watch the trailer, i screamed in the cinema. LOL! Too excited that time. If not wrong that time we going to watch "Inception", and everyone in the cinema staring at me, aiyo so malu la. @@
And now, i've to wait for another 8 months for the part 2 to come out. Argh! Why im a Harry Potter fan leh??? 8 months leh!!!!!!!!!! T^T Nvm, i'll be very very patient and wait for it. =] Countdown-ing 8 months!!!!! ><

Hope i got chance to watch again. XD
LOL! I just heard onefm teaching people some spell from Harry Potter leh. Woah! Radio also teach such thing? My favourite spell--Wingardium Leviosa *to make an object fly*. XD

My ticket! XD

Gracey and me! Hope she likes the Christmas present i gave her, i know abit too early now. ><

p/s: Having orchestra meeting tomorrow, going to have another job to do le i think. haiz~ Gambateh to myself! =]

想念

2010-11-16T01:08:00.002+08:00

为什么这几天的蚂蚁好像特别多啊？
真的很讨厌！
妈妈也是的
明知道我最怕蚂蚁
也不来帮忙
还说我吵醒她睡觉！
我快疯了！！
为什么每一次看到蚂蚁全身就会起鸡皮疙瘩？
蚂蚁们
你们行行好吧！
离我远一点，好吗？
拜托了！@@

15/11/10

2010-11-15T23:22:00.003+08:00

Had a weird dream yesterday night and i cried for the whole morning. Urgh! I know i'm stupid. It just a dream but it seems so true in the real life. Really scare about it. T^T Well, hope i won't think so much la, i know myself can't do that. Aiksss~ =[

Went tuition today. Im soooo blurrrr!!! Not really understand what teacher trying to say. zzZ...dun care la! No mood to study now, just leave them aside first. ==

Going to watch "Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows" with Gracey, Vivien and Ching them at ioi this Friday! Sooo excited now, can't wait for it anymore!!! Trying to ask my dad help us book tickets now. >< Wish me luck! =D

14/11/10

2010-11-14T01:24:00.005+08:00

Yeah! My blogging mood back! Maybe just for few minutes la, so must faster update my blog, if not later the mood gone again. XD Just done a report by myself, without anyone help! That time so scare the president will return the report to me and ask my to do again. -__- But luckily she didn't! Haha, thanks la hui wen! =D Somore her comment is not bad leh, ahhh...thank you so much! Damn happy now, cause this is my first report, no experience at all leh. I'll keep on going de, gambateh! =]

Repeated to watch this cartoon again. My favourite Disney princess among the 6 princess, if Mulan not counted then 6 la. It's her! Ariel from The Little Mermaid. I also don't know why i love her so much. I love every Disney princess but she is the 1 that i love the most. Maybe i got lots of memories from her? I still remember first time i watched this cartoon is about 3 or 4 years old. That time still in Taiping, somore that time still using video tape leh. Owh, really long long time ago leh. I think my mum threw it away when we migrate to KL. Aiksss~ Now have to watch through internet le. =[

And and and...i found that i love Little Mermaid more than Harry Potter leh! I know both of them totally different things la, but if u give me choose want to watch Little Mermaid or Harry Potter i'll choose Little Mermaid. =p So sorry Harry! But but but i love Hello Kitty more than Little Mermaid! Haha XD I got lots of memories from Hello Kitty too.

I remember i drew before one picture of Little Mermaid, but don't know where i put it now. >< Anyway, love Little Mermaid so soo sooo muchieeee!!!!! ♥o♥ Life without Little Mermaid is sooooo weird! For me la. XD

Yesterday was my elder sister's 18th birthday. Happy belated birthday to u! XD She said she don't want so fast 18 years old, cause my mum asked her go and donate blood tomorrow! XD Haha, but i told her got advantage also, she can watch 18PL movies leh. LOL! XD Anyway, wish her all the best in future and enjoy her 18 years old life! =D

My mum asked me follow my younger sister go swimming tomorrow morning. Oh no! She going with 5 of her friends and who going to accompany me? Duh, don't want la. Somore they going at 8.30 am like that. So early then ask me swim? No no no! I prefer playing badminton, or anything else as long as not swimming. =]

Kay kay, stop here. Nothing to blog le. Wish everyone of you happy holidays! Opps, only form 3 holidays. Sorry sorry! Correction--Wish all form 3s happy holidays, all form 5s happy revision and the rest which are form 1s, form 2s and form 4s, wish everyone of u enjoy the last few days of school! =]

I do miss school and my friends lerr~ =[ What to do? The holidays still got long long time to go...aiksss~ T^T

12/11/10

2010-11-12T12:55:00.004+08:00

Nowadays busy until no mood for blogging le. So many works to do. ><

Gambateh to myself!

It's my sister's birthday tomorrow! Yeah! Got cake to eat le...hungry leh~ =p

Kay, stop here! I don't know what to blog le.

10/11/10

2010-11-10T21:07:00.004+08:00

人，为什么就是有那么多事情可烦呢？

真的

好烦啊！！！！！

能否让我有停下来喘口气的机会？

9/11/10

2010-11-09T23:04:00.006+08:00

This post is abit lame la, u all can choose not to read it. XD

I remember one of my AFTER PMR TO-DO-LISTS is try to know the differents between Power rangers and Ultraman right? Finally knows what's the differents between them. Thanks to wikipedia. XD

Differents:
Power rangers got 5/6 but Ultraman only got 1.
Power rangers are smaller in size. (same as human)
Ultraman is bigger in size. (bigger than human)
meaning:

Power rangers, normal human and Ultraman.

Understand?
LOL! So lame la. XD
Kay, until here enough la.

Hehe, i saw this pic while searching for Power rangers pics. So cute neh!~ XD
Of course, it's Hello Kitty leh.

cute cutee cuteeeee!~ =D

Vivien's After PMR to-do-lists:

/hang out with frens
/orchestra practice
/barbecue party at wai ching's house
/help mum wash her car
/bake cake
/try to know what are the difference between ultraman n power ranger
try to know whats so nice about dota
draw many many pictures
/watch movies
plan somethings for WO activities next year
/青苹果 >_<

*/=done!*

8/11/10

2010-11-08T01:44:00.003+08:00

3 sorpo coming to my house tomorrow! Emm..i mean later. Ok la, dont call them sorpo...3 lenglui coming to my house later! *dun perasan ya grace!* At about 6.30-6.45am like that. Soooo early right? Aikss, i want to sleep la. Sacrifice my time for 3 of you leh, remember to say thank you ya! We going to bake cake tomorrow! Opps, again...i mean later, cause teacher going to teach us decorate cake on wednesday and she asked us to bring our own cake. Somore we have to finish the "mee goreng asli" leh, i dont want to finish all the mee myself. ><

Have tuition later. Urgh! Add math somore. T^T Better the physics la, i really cant understand what teacher trying to say. =[

Hope i can wake up later. Dont feel like sleeping now.=]

p/s: Went to Giant just now. Hello Kitty biscuits out of stock again?! What the...!!! I know why, cause too many people love hello kitty rite? I know i know, understand la...XD

7/11/10

2010-11-07T23:46:00.002+08:00

我还以为

失去得越多

得到的也会越多

但好像并不是如此

最近失去的

已远远超越得到的

我真的开始害怕了

我到底

做错了什么？

不要这样

好吗？

6/11/10

2010-11-06T23:44:00.003+08:00

Urgh! So hot la the weather, going to melt soon. =[ I hope can go for swimming, but no one fetch me. Haiz~

When only can get back my handphone? 3 days until 1 week now 1 month! Wth, They say what something motherboard got problem then they've to order from the HQ. I've to wait for about 1 month like that. Nooooo! 1 week i still can tahan, but 1 month...I want sms la!! =[ Now grace got her own handphone already but cant sms with her. Haiz, cant be the first one who sms her le. TT^TT

My dad bought a clock for me yesterday since got problem with my old clock. Changed new batteries but not function too. Anyway, thank you so much daddy. Love you! =]

it's hello kitty, again! =p

♥ hello kitty

想说的话

说不出口

我

没那个勇气

真失败！=[

等待-5/11/10

2010-11-05T12:30:00.002+08:00

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Happy Deepavali to all the indians and Happy Holidays to the others who not celebrating Deepavali. Enjoy yourself ya! =] Have a nice day!

Parents went out. Both of my sisters went out. Sad, no one accompany me at home, alone leh. Haiz, only dog stay at home with me, but cant chat with him also. =[ Hmm...i think this is the most suitable time for me to done my homework gua, but i've no mood to do leh. Online better! Lazy to write essay la, 3 essays leh! Walao, i don't want. =[

My elder sister's birthday coming soon. Don't know what to give her leh. Because this is her 18 years old birthday, so must at least give something special for her la, but don't know what present is the best leh. Bake a cake for her? or what? Any suggestion?=p

aisk, using my sis laptop to online. Damn lag la...@@

당신을 사랑해요~

我。你

2010-11-04T15:54:00.004+08:00

有时候我一直在想

人为什么一定要有感情？

没有感情

就不会伤心

没有感情

就不会快乐

没有感情

我可以轻而易举地把你给忘了

不需要每天想着

自己到底是对还是错

好烦！

还是改不了那个坏习惯

我的视线里一定要有你

回忆不重要

最重要的是自己心里怎么想

嗯

我知道

跟着心走就是了。

好吧

我放弃了

我是不该这样

但我忘不了也放不下

我

认输了！ =[

3/11/10

2010-11-03T15:34:00.003+08:00

今天经过曾经属于3T班同学的课室
好久没爬上四楼了
好喘哦
突然好怀念和大家一起上课的时光
老师教课时在后面偷偷讲话
和老师顶嘴的时光都通通过去了
一年也很快就会过去了

感觉昨天是开学的第一天
但如今学期就快结束了
我也在人家所谓“最好的班”上了接近一年的课
其实是还不错啦
开始时确实有些不习惯
但我还是觉得不要读第一班好
一来压力很大
二来竞争也很大
大家都太关注成绩单上分数的高低了
往往只要你的分数比其他人好一些就会被说“串（骄傲）”
没错，这是个人的经验

曾经的我就是因为怕压力大
所以故意在中一最后一次考试时成绩考差一点
如我所愿
我的成绩从第4名跌到第15名
自然而然地留在第二班
但中三时妈妈要我进第一班
加上个人的某些原因
好吧，拼了！
当时老师告诉我们，中三时会保留在同样的班
我当然是很气了
我努力了这么久换来的是一句“不会换班”？
后来想了想，对我来说这应该是一个好消息不是吗？
我不需要和我的朋友分开叻
不是很好吗？

但事情往往不是我们想要的那样
才刚告诉自己不换班是有好处的
老师就告诉我们会换班
就这样，我在第二班上了几天的课后被调到第一班
感觉那些被调下第二第三班的人都好讨厌我哦
我好像抢了他们的位置似的
那种感觉真的很不好受
为此还哭了好久
过后，我看开了
我是该接受一切的安排

整年下来
喜怒哀乐都尝过了
最大的收获应该是认识了好多新朋友吧
这也让我有了两班不同的朋友
有时和新朋友混在一起
被旧朋友说不理睬他们
和旧朋友一起
却被新朋友说同样的东西
虽然没有当着我的面前说，但都被我听到了
你们要我怎么样呢？
我不可能变成两个人吧？
这种感觉你们根本不懂
或许这就是我们之间的友谊等待被考验的时候吧！
不管怎样
我还是这样走过来了。=]

我觉得最好的解决方法
应该是大家都进同一班吧？
这样一来，这一类事情都不会发生了吧
没错！那么，大家加油吧!
不对，应该是祝大家获得好成绩。=]
可以的啦！

3/11/10

2010-11-03T14:50:00.002+08:00

Helped to do chinese society stuff in school today. Went to school today because have something to discuss with Pn. Goh. She was busy yesterday so she asked me to discuss today, so i've to go to school...haiz~ =[

I've NO tuition today. Oh yeah! Means i got free time today, can do whatever i like. =D But there are 3 bm essays plus 1 rumusan waiting for me. =[ *cried* NOOO!!! TT^TT I don't want homework!! I don't want to do homework!

WO practice on this saturday cancelled again. What?! Again? argh!! Don't always cancel la. I want practice!!!!!!!!! =s

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2/11/10

2010-11-02T14:54:00.002+08:00

Went to school today due to my boringness of staying at home. I got nothing to do beside watching tv, use computer and read my harry potter. Aiyo, really boring la. Actually go to school also very boring la, but at least got activities or games to play lo. Today teacher gave us the prizes for explorace last week. We got the 1st place leh! Fuiyoh!!~ Thought we got 2nd again. Not bad not bad, but the prizes...haiz, what la! A big box which full of biscuits, soft drink, mee goreng asli plus some snacks. Really sweat la! Who wants all those things? Like all from unwanted hampers~ ==

Started my form 4 tuition yesterday. First 2 subjects were chemistry and add maths. The chemistry still ok, cause first chapter nothing de. What introduction of chemistry, history of chemistry something la. But the teacher damn boring, not funny at all. Keep talk and talk non stop for 1hr plus. Then the add maths, agree with what sinwei said. Many question marks on my head during the lesson. Need teacher to explain many times only understand, but still blurrrr!@@ Omg! I cant fail my add maths, i must good in math. Must work harder!! >.<

Nowadays influenced by sinwei and wee ern, i go and listen to korean songs although i cant understand what they singing. Found out that some songs really nice leh, not bad wor. Somore got so many lengzai! hahaXD Serious lo, all so lengzai de. Especially Hong Gi from F.T Island! Aiyo, cant tahan liao. So sorry Nicholas Teo! xp Love you too ya! =] Btw sinwei says he not lengzai at all. =[ Her Super Junior more lengzai. Suan liao lo, i like than ok liao, different ppl got different taste mar.=p

Lee Hong Gi!!♥.♥

♥♥♥

1/11/10

2010-11-01T16:17:00.002+08:00

Have to start my form 4 tuition today. What the, i not yet rest enough la. NOOOOOOO!

I don't want to go tuition! Seriously i'll become crazy! T^T

Somone help me please!~@@

30/10/10

2010-10-30T16:23:00.003+08:00

Went to school yesterday. So tired leh, coz yesterday's activity was fashion show and i went and helped them lo. Actually is 3E class in charge everythings but i saw Grace and others so kesian ma helped them lo. But some teachers think that i am 3E student then keep asked me to do this do that. Go and arrange chairs la, go and pick up the rubbish. Sumore one of the teacher told me "Make sure tak ada rubbish on the floor. Nama apa? vivien...ok. Nanti ada rubbish saya cari kamu ah...!" What the, shocked when the teacher told me this. Ok lo, i go picked up the rubbish. After that the teacher asked me go and carry 2 tables down from bilik muzik. What la, how am i going to carry oh? Im still picking rubbish on the floor leh, sumore im helping grace to tape the walkway. At last Aaron helped me to carry the table, thank you so much Aaron!! =] Overall not bad la the fashion show, btw gratz to Vishan who got the 1st place in the fashion show. =D

Hmm, i've nothing to blog la today. Waiting for my sister to come back. Miss her so much. Sumore my dad promised us when my sister back will buy donuts for us to eat. Haha, i really loves to eat la. So Winnie Tan, faster come back la! Im so hungry now, waiting for you~ =]

每个人都可以为了另一个人而
认真地活者
伤心地活着
更或者是
开心地活着
我选择了为你开心地活着
大家都开心
不是很好吗？ =]

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28/10/10

2010-10-28T19:44:00.006+08:00

Im so tired weih, plus my muscle damn pain now. Argh! >< All because of the explorace lo. Haiz, who ask me didnt exercise and suddenly exercise so much, sure pain de. This was the best explorace that i've ever been through! Luckily they didnt play flour and water but we still have to run, run n run like crazy! >< Still remember at the last checkpoint teacher asked us what we learnt and some comments about the explorace, and wai ching answered:"I suddenly feel that this school memang besar!" Serious lo, we're like run n run none stop around the school compound for 100 times! Not hiperbola kay? This is what i feel. So lazy to tell you all more about the explorace la. So sorry! But i know somone will willing to help me. It's you, Grace Cheng Tze Kuan! For those who are interested about our explorace yesterday can go and read her blog la...link:http://preciousmemories-gracey.blogspot.com Thank you so much ya grace! I know u sure feel so proud cause can help me right? Not need shy la. XD

Sent my handphone to service centre yesterday. Owh! I'll miss u...very very much! So, i've no handphone now until next monday i think. =[ Luckily i can live without my handphone! hahaXD Just cannot sms lo, nvm la few days only, wont die la! XD

I shouldn't go to school today! Aiks, i thought today is what story telling but end up teacher asked us to perform. == Luckily wind orchestra saved me! Ponteng into the band room with yingting, jianhan and hwaibeng. Actually not ponteng la, we doing works inside. Check and count our new T-shirt and tie. Omg! Love them soooo much! So nice leh. cant wait to wear them la. XD

Forced by teacher to go to school tomorrow. zzZ..i hate people forcing me! Stupid teacher! >< Anyway, going to support the fashion show tomorrow. Grace Cheng, i supporting your class's activities leh! Remember to say thank you! Cause i know sure few peoples going to school tomorrow, sumore today teacher asked who coming to school for kacau others people 1 no need go tomorrow, then few peoples will support the fashion show only. Remember to say thanks la! =p

anti EMO!!!!!!!!!! =]

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26/10/10

2010-10-26T16:09:00.004+08:00

Skipped school today. hehe~ Im not lazy but what's the point of going to school? wasting time? Yes, it is. Going to school to waste your time. Somore today is what "kempen membaca" ==...ya, the school thinks that we need to study more, study until crazy is the best la...zzZ...Don't know who so free go n think all these lame activities, u just let me sit in the class n do my own stuff enough la, i'll appreciate it.

Yesterday's activities was movie sharing, er...this activities still ok but still cant get some attraction from me. First movie called what "ace ventura something something..." forgot what name ><. I didnt watch but i think it was funny cause i heard grace keep laughing at the back...hahaxD I was sleeping in front with vivien n wai ching =p So tired larh! After that we watched "Mr. Bean holidays". Yeah, finally got something interesting to watch. I didnt watch this movie before n finally got chance to watch. When im small my mum dont allow me to watch Mr. Bean cause she said later i learn what he did. Ok fine, now i got chance to watch but who say the recess bell rang and teacher asked us go for recess. After recess the teacher didnt continue that movie n show us another movie...== We watched a bit of "Narnia" n "G.I.Joe". At last, due to some technical problem we cant continue to watch any movies, n end up i didnt watch any movies completely. Really wasting my time! urgh!~ Actually got another reason i dont want to go to school---i can escape from somone! Dont think so much, i want to escape from a teacher la. Cause he's/she's soo annoying n dont know how to respect other peoples. I don't want to see him/her now. Although i know one day i still have to sit down n discuss something with him/her, but i don't want now please! I don't want him/her spoil my mood anyway, so i'll skip school as many days as i can! =p

Argh! Im so hungry now cause i skipped my lunch today. I know la, this is not good for my health. But how i know? Just now during lunch time i was so full n now i was so hungry. Anyway, im going to find some snack or anything to eat now. Im coming!~ =p

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24/10/10

2010-10-24T16:40:00.004+08:00

Changed my blog's background. I know u all sure very happy cause no more HELLO KITTY this time! I'm sure u all see until very sien liao only change it to NOT hello kitty leh, sacrifice a lot. T^T But my next background will be hello kitty again, for sure! haha XD Cant live without kitty. Btw, love this background too. I love ice cream!! =D I can eat ice cream for my breakfast, lunch n dinner. Any flavor except strawberry, i also dont know why i hate strawberry flavor although i love pink. Anyway ice cream will make u fat, cant eat so much oh...=[

Went wai ching's hse ytd for barbeque party. Wootz! I really enjoy myself there. Reached her hse about 4.30 pm like that and started to make puding with charlene. After vivien reached her hse and we started to make sushi. Having fun while making sushi. And of course the sushi taste good! XD The barbeque started at about 7 something. While eating dont know who, forgot that person, suggested everyone to try some carlsberg. They poured some into my cup and i stared at vivien. And im surprised she also staring at me! XD Well, we didnt tried b4 and dont dare to try it. But at last, since everyone trying then we also try lo. I just tried a little bit then poured the left to vivien's cup. Eww~i dont like that taste. It's so bitter and er...i dont know how to describe. I just hate it! >< And same for vivien, she just left the cup with the remained beer on the table and walked away. Really dont know why so many peoples love to drink beer. Got so nice meh? Really dont know.

Bored. Haiz...i repeated this word for numerous times. But it's true! I have nothing to do. Decided to leave the [Green Apple] aside 1st. But actually i almost done everything, just waiting for form 2s to finish their exam so i can held a meeting with them. So im currently free now. Whee~ Spent most of my time on computer, tv and story books nowadays. I love this type of life although it was boring. Nothings for u to worry about, no homeworks, no exam...who doesnt like it??

Doing some quiz in facebook now, so lame! But who cares, as long as can reduce my boringness im willing to do. XP

If whats your friend told me was real. Then, i felt so sorry to you. S.O.R.R.Y ><

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22/10/10

2010-10-22T19:56:00.003+08:00

又到了10月里的第22天
没错，就是10月22日
恭喜两位寿星--薇晴 aka Dr. shirota n 红树林 & mamet aka hamster
生日快乐！
又老一岁了哦！
欢迎加入我们15岁的阵营中
热烈欢迎！！=D

先说薇晴好了
认识她有三年了吧
我们是怎么认识的？
让我想想...
对了，记得那时候是form 1
认识的朋友并不多
她是第一个主动跟我说话的人
可能她忘了，但我可记得一清二楚
那时候，跟她不是很好，但算是好朋友吧
到form 3 我们又同班了，真是有缘leh
而且是出乎我的预料我们会这么好噢

记得她曾经为了我留下来陪我一起温习功课
其实那时我真的很怕
因为离预试只剩下一个星期了
而我什么都还没开始温习
当我听到她的提议时，真的真的很感动
如果有机会，我还想跟她说一声“谢谢！”

当我伤心的时候，她会安慰我
当我感到压力的时候，她会开导我
婆婆去世的时候，她陪我一起哭
我不知道
这样的朋友
哪里还能找得到

[注：此篇特别为了 aaron ng, jun E 和所有好奇的人而写]

我们称薇晴为 Dr. Shirota 和红树林的原因

先从红树林说起
这要说回好久好久以前，其实也不会太久啦
三位好友约好放学后一起温习功课
她们分别是甲﹑乙和丙
当天温习的科目是Geografi

就这样，读着读着
突然...

甲：“红树林是不是飘在水面上的？”
乙和丙马上互相对望，两人都被她所说的话吓到了
乙：“如果红树林飘在水面上，那不是全国都飘完了？”
丙：“对咯对咯，那不是每天都出现在不同的地方？”
乙假扮新闻播报员：“您好，现在来为您报道我国红树林的最新动态。今天的红树林飘到了位于吉隆坡的巴生港口。想要目睹这壮观奇景的朋友，请尽快来到这里哦！”
笑笑笑笑笑！
丙：“还有还有，这样hor...我们每一次考试的答案不是就不一样了？”
甲：“对咯hor...”

原来甲一直以来都以为红树林是飘在水面上的
也不能怪她啦
图片确实是这样画的

没错，从此以后我们都称甲，也就是薇晴为红树林！

再来是 Dr.Shirota
一天，班上其中一位同学突然心血来潮
为大家都取了一个外号
每位都是以产品研发人或代言人来取名
所以薇晴就这样被取名为 Dr. Shirota
也就是 Yakult 的研发人

好啦，就说到这里。aaron & jun e...满意吗？

接下来是 mamet
认识他有...5年了
他还是一样
没什么改变
就是一位很谈得来的好友
但他今天快把我气死了
一来连续两年没有回复我的生日祝福 sms
二来没有把我熬了好多夜才完成的生日卡带回家
的确很气人
但好在他遇到一个不小气的人
看在你生日的份上，算了吧！

两位寿星，要快乐哦！
永远永远地快乐！=]

-雯-

21/10/10

2010-10-21T17:07:00.004+08:00

Skipped school again today due to my laziness. Owh, i really lazy to go to school nowadays. It's really boring at school, nothing for me to do. Play congkak again? or IQ test? no! i don't want! So, i prefer sleep at home..=p Yeah! If going to school i'll wake up at 6 a.m, then i'll take a nap in the afternoon. But i don't think it's a nap, cause i'll sleep for about 2 hours, maybe can call it as a long nap? lol. If im not going to school i'll wake up at 9 something or maybe 10 something. After that i won't take a nap anymore. Like that can save more time right? Yes! Going to school is just wasting your time, but hope my mum won't force me go to school...=[

Argh! I feel so stress now. The [Green Apple] is torturing me...=[ I need some ideas urgently, but my brain not working. AHHHHHHH!!! im dead this time. Btw thanks to Celion Tang, my dear assistant. Lets work hard together, think think THINK!!

Im going to Wai Ching's hse barbeque party this Saturday. But how am i going to play happily with them? I don't know whether im correct or wrong. Quite sad when i saw my mum status in facebook. We're not going back due to some reasons, maybe will go back on another day. Hope my mum won't be sad anymore. I heard she told Lucas*dog* she's so sad cause she can't back. Hmm...hopes everything alright. Myself also quite sad actually...haiz...i miss u, grandma.

it's 22th of october tomorrow! So fast leh...2 person going to become fifteen years old lo. Hehe...gratz to Wai Ching n Maverick! Not going to wish both of u happy birthday first. Still got er...6 more hours to go. Haha! XD Hope both of u will like what we prepare tomorrow, we've prepared it for weeks leh. Hope tomorrow will be the best birthday for both of u. Cause everyone said fifteen years old birthday was the best birthday ever. Haha, agree agree! For me, it was my best birthday ever, the most memorable birthday! I think next year won't be same as this year.

owh, my mum is shouting my name. K la, stop here. Bye bye!

vivien

20／10／10

2010-10-20T21:09:00.006+08:00

噢不, 又来了。
为什么我一定要面对这一些?
这是今年里的第几次了？

好好的星期六, 本来是说好一起去薇晴家开bbq party 的。
我们还为了这个party 买了九件同样的衣服
可是刚才舅舅打来说要我们回去拜婆婆。
妈妈刚开始是没关系的，可是我看得出她真的很想回去。

如今, 又是到我做决定的时候了。
我该怎么办才好呢？有没有哪个人自愿安慰我一下?
我真的好烦。好烦。好烦!

20102010

2010-10-20T15:23:00.004+08:00

i cant wait for it anymoreeeee!!!!
argh!~

1 more month to go T^T

nvm...

i can read the storybooks while waiting for it

i ♥ Harry Potter!!!!~

19/10/10

2010-10-19T17:26:00.002+08:00

went to school today...
haha...
so rajin leh...
not like me oso...
no la...
actually got something to do...
tot i can finish my story book in school...
hu say got teacher asked me n grace go n help her type sijil...
wat the...
stupid...
cant read my story book at all...
argh!
sumore after finish typing she asked us whether we cuming to skul tmr...
then grace faster say dun hav...
phew~
if not tmr hav to help her again...
i dunwan!

only 6 person went orchestra practice just now...
including me!
walao eh...
the attendance realy nice leh...
can i give merit marks?
haha...
if can i'll give de...
realy lo...
all wind orchestra members...
dun always ponteng la...
pls come for practice! @@

oh ya...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!
to
dearrr celion...
mithra...
n winnie...
all the best to 3 of u...=]

17/10/10

2010-10-17T00:20:00.002+08:00

my life after PMR is just boring n boring...
the only word i can describe what i feel now---BORING!...
but i dont mind...
just let it be boring...
it's better than ask me to study...
NO!

not realy like this year life...
coz i feel like everyday studying...
everyday holding a book...
nerd!
feels like want to vomit if i c any books now...=s
everyday repeating the same things...
damn sien...
i wont let my form 4 life like this again...
wont let it be as busy as this year...
WON'T!

actually there's lots of things waiting for me...
but...but...but...
i just too lazy...ahhhhh...
decided to rest for 1 more week only start to do those wat i shud do...
can gua?
can la...dun care...=p
give me rest la...
with nothing to worry abt...
pls!~ @@
i realy enjoy now...

spend most of my time on computer n tv now...
yea...i watched lots of drama...
lots of movies...
n my mum didnt scold me!
fuiyoh!~
she ask me to rest sumore...
hohoho...XD
but im sure she'll scold me if i continue like this...

i want to go orchestra practice!!
but i've to wait...wait...n wait...
until when...i also duno...
coz form 4 started their exam d...
n soon form 1 n 2 will start too...
haiz...
just...be patient~ T^T

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14/10/10

2010-10-14T14:52:00.002+08:00

错过不能说是一种悲哀
种子错过了春风腐烂在泥土里
果实错过了采摘落在地上
世界上的事情往往因为错过才显得美丽
况且我们今日的得到
也许就是昨日错过的结果
错过是一种感受一种经历
一次次的错过已经为我们筑成了一座成熟的金字塔
总有一天我们将学会把握
那是因为我们曾经错过

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整年下来真的错过了好多好多
我是该高兴还是伤心呢？